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Down To Business: Onika's Mix

Story Of Sexiness, Boldness, Heartache, Betrayal , and Down Right Business. A Mix Of Erotic, Yet Life Lesson Chapters to Enjoy With Onika Maraj On This Wild Ride Called Life. Something To Get Your Panties Wet And Something To Think About. Embark On A Different Journey, And Learn With It.

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As you all know..... I have two stories that I am working on. This one and Down To Business: Onika's Mix (www.onikamix.blogspot.com). I have a option for you all considering I will be posting each week now that my schedule has settled a little bit.

Tuesday's Post can be : Dangerously in Love

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Or we can do it vice versa. That's one pick.

The second pick is on the 1st and 3rd weeks of the month will be two post for Dangerously in Love. & On the 2nd and 4th weeks in the month will be for Down To Business: OM.

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Some of The Truth....

"So much can happen in a small amount of time. You can be looking at someone like they are the one, and all the while they can not be. You may not want to let them go but you have to. They may make you feel insecure but you want them around. They may make you feel like someone can take your place, but you still stick around even though you may see heartache in the near future." - Safaree Samuels

Nakia looked at Safaree with a rude facial expression.
"Yes, I am pregnant. But guess what? It ain't by you dumb ass." Nakia said in a voice filled with rage, and anger that was piercing just by the tone. Her body stiffed and she shook slightly.
"Safaree, I had to make sure." A soft tone spoke.
"How you gonna just talk to me like that?" "What is your problem?" Safaree said.
"What are you talking about?" She spoke again.
"Nicki don't play dumb. You know you just told me that the baby wasn't mine."
"No I didn't." Nicki said looking at Safaree with a confused facial expression.
"Nicki..... You just yelled and said the baby isn't by my dumb ass."
"SHIT!!!" Nicki yelled hitting her forehead as she sat down on the sink.
"What is wrong with you?"
"I can't tell you Safaree." Nicki said as she began to cry.
"You can tell me. Nicki, how come we can't talk like we used to?"
"I can tell you but I'm afraid of how you would view me afterwards..... Just let it go." Nicki stated walking out of the bathroom. She sat on her bed, and wiped her tears. Safaree turned around looking at her from her bathroom.

"Nicki, we been friends for how long? Over 14 years now. As much as we been through.... It is nothing you can tell me that will change my attitude toward you." He said sitting by her, and rubbing her leg.
"I.... I have a sickness." Nicki said as her tears started falling.
"What kind of sickness?"
"I can't do this...." Nicki said as she began shaking. Safaree got on his knees in front of her and held her hands.
"The sickness I have is......" Before Nicki could finish, a tall masculine figure took over the doorway.
"Hello Nika...." Ziare said standing in the doorway. Safaree rose up, and flexed a little as Nicki sat still, shaking more.
Nicki inched to the edge of the bed, and looked. She hadn't seen Ziare in a while nor did she want to see him. She cut her eyes in Safaree's direction, and looked at him. He looked as if he wanted to devour Ziare, and beat the living hell out of him. He looked as if he was set on fire.
"Why.... Why are you here?" Nicki asked Ziare.
"I seen that you never got around to the pictures that I dropped off by here." He said with a sly smirk on his face.
"How do you know that?"
"What fucking pictures is he talking about?!" Safaree yelled aloud.
But Nicki waved him off as she watched Ziare pull a huge envelope from behind his back.
"Sit down, Both of you might want to hear this." He said looking at Nicki.
"I don't want to hear shit he got to say." Safaree yelled again.
"Naw brother. Yo package might be burned a bit, so yes you do." Nicki looked at Safaree, and looked at the chair by her bed. He huffed, and walked over to it.
"Go ahead Ziare."
"Well, I gave you these pictures..." he said pausing to open the envelope. "To clarify some things to you Onika. One, Vincent is beating Lauren..."
"WHAT!?" Safaree said jumping up.
"Yeah, that's right. Your friend is a woman beater." Ziare said throwing the pictures on the bed.
"Shut the fuck up you narrow headed ass dick bitch." Safaree said just before he started observing the picture Nicki was holding.
It was of Vincent standing over Lauren with his foot raised like he was about to kick her, and the next few pictures showed he did just that.
"Second, Vincent was fucking and dating Naomi at the same time you was." He said looking at Safaree before he threw the next batch of pictures on the bed. The one on top showed Vincent and Naomi walking and kissing in Times Square. Then a few pictures after that showed him fucking her up against a wall in the Marriot hotel. Then Ziare pulled out a DVD tape, and walked to Nicki's television set. He put the DVD in, and hit play. It was a video of Vince & Naomi in the hotel window.

Safaree was furious by this point, and so was Nicki. Yeah, she knew about Vince beating Lauren but she didn't know he was messing with Naomi too.
"Turn it off." Safaree said barely above a whisper.
"Naw man. Watch yo bitch!" Ziare said as Safaree jumped up to charge him but Nicki jumped in front of him.
"Please. Sit down, and relax for me. I will make him leave." She said turning around. "Ziare, you got to go."
"That's cool." He said smirking. "But both of yall might want to go to the clinic though. Vincent is HIV positive, and has two more STDs. Get tested. Bye."
"What in the hell you mean!?" Nicki said screaming at Ziare.
"Don't say shit to me Onika. I just thought you should know." Safaree wiped his eyes at the sight before him. Nicki had pinned Ziare against a wall and was choking him. It looked as if he was slowly loosing conscience.
"Let. Me. Go." He said slowly gasping for air.
"Naw, You punk bitch. I warned yo ugly ass last time but I see you want to take me.... Nakia as a joke." Safaree stood up. He heard the name Nicki said and didn't understand why she had said it until he thought.
Safaree's mind raced back to when he had first started getting to know her. He had a run in with this famous Nakia. He knew her better than anyone around Nicki. He knew that blank stare that them eyes could give him. He should have know, he should have know.
"Nakia....." Safaree said slightly above a whisper. She turned around, and he saw that stare. "Please. Let him go, and allow Nicki to come back. No one is going to harm her, I got this. Let me, and Nicki handle this one."
"You can't handle shit!" She said in a snarly tone to him. "I tried to lay back, and let you make Nika happy.... Now, you watch me handle this."
"Give me one more chance Nakia. I'm begging you. Please." She looked at him and stiffened up again. She let Ziare go.
"Ziare just leave me alone. I can handle my life and Nicki's life. Just let me handle it man." Safaree said looking at him.
"Cool. You can have that crazy bitch. I ain't got time for her ass anyway." Safaree laughed and smirked. He looked at Nicki.
"Good." He said in response.

Nicki looked at Ziare walk out of the room, about a minute later she heard the door open and close. Safaree sat down on the bed with his face in his hands. Nicki slowly began to walk toward him. She lifted his chin, and wiped his tears. She straddled him, and looked him in the eyes.
"I know that was a hard situation for you not to pound on him but I thank you." She said in a soft tone. Safaree laid back pulling her with him.
"I couldn't put you in danger..... After all you are pregnant."
"Yeah, I know." Nicki said lying her head on his chest. There was silence for a while until Safaree spoke up again.
"We do need to go to the clinic and get tested. You having HIV can effect the baby..... Plus we need to get into a therapy session with Dr. Morrison. I heard that lady is like the Martha Stewart of the hood with couple problems." Safaree looked down, and noticed that Nicki was sleeping soundly, and was lightly drooling on his Versace shirt. At first he wanted to jump up but he decided to just let her sleep. He closed his eyes and allowed her to rest just as well as he was.

Safaree felt a light pinch in the center of his arm, and he jumped right out of his sleep.
"WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!?" He yelled, as two other guys held him still. "What is this shit!?! Mama!!?!?!? HELP!!!!!! NICKI!!!!!" He continued to yell. Nicki came up the stairs with a pickle, yogurt, and mustard sandwich. She looked at Safaree.
"Shut up. You sound like a girl dawg." Nicki said taking a bite of the sandwich. "They are doctors from a clinic here. They chose to do a house run for our tests that we needed to take." Safaree watched the doctor finished drawing blood from him. He looked at the gauze, and pink tape the doctor put on the middle of his arm.
"We will be in contact with you Mrs. Samuels." The doctor said walking out of the room.
"Did he just call you Mrs. Samuels?" Safaree asked sitting up.
"Yes. They would only do a home run if I said we was married." Safaree looked at her.
"Oh."
"Well I think that I'm going to take a shower and get ready for bed."
"You going to bed?"
"Yeah, I have some interviews tomorrow, a photoshoot with Ebony magazine, and studio with Jay Z." Safaree automatically went into protective mode.
"You don't think you are doing too much. You need to rest for the baby."
"Oh my god. Here you go." Nicki said. "I did it with Allianna and she turned out just fine. This baby will be no different."
"No. You will rest. As a matter of fact I will be with you tomorrow because on a full schedule you always forget to eat and..... What is that smell?"
"I dont smell anything." Safaree sniffed around and his nose landed right next to Nicki's plate.
"What is on that sandwich?"
"Sweet and Sour Pickles, Mustard, and Strawberry Banana Yogurt."
"Ewwwww!!!!" Safaree said jumping up.
"It's good." She said poking her lips out.
"Sure it is Purf." Safaree said putting on his hat.
"Wow....."
"What?"
"You haven't called me Purf in a long time!" Nicki said smiling and rubbing her stomach. She put her plate on her night stand.
"I know. It has been a...." before Safaree could finish his sentence all he saw was a messy bun moving past him at lightening speed. He heard the bathroom door slam, and heard Nicki throwing up her guts.
"I'll see you tomorrow... Be here at eight..... Bring me breakfast too." She said throwing up more in between her talking.
"I swear you the only person to talk while throwing up. You okay?"
"Yes.... I'm perfect. BYE!" She yelled. Safaree smiled slowly as he walked out of the house. He loved that woman but that wad only..... Some of the truth.

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Preview: The Truth

"So much can happen in a small amount of time. You can be looking at someone like they are the one, and all the while they can not be. You may not want to let them go but you have to. They may make you feel insecure but you want them around. They may make you feel like someone can take your place, but you still stick around even though you may see heartache in the near future."

Nakia looked at Safaree with a rude facial expression.
"Yes, I am pregnant. But guess what? It ain't by you dumb ass." Nakia said in a voice filled with rage, and anger that was piercing just by the tone. Her body stiffed and she shook slightly.
"Safaree, I had to make sure." A soft tone spoke.
"How you gonna just talk to me like that? What is your problem?" Safaree said.
"What are you talking about?" She spoke again.
"Nicki don't play dumb. You know you just told me that the baby wasn't mine."
"No I didn't." Nicki said looking at Safaree with a confused facial expression.
"Nicki..... You just yelled and said the baby isn't by my dumb ass."
"SHIT!!!" Nicki yelled hitting her forehead as she sat down on the sink.
"What is wrong with you?"
"I can't tell you Safaree." Nicki said as she began to cry.
"You can tell me. Nicki, how come we can't talk like we used to?"
"I can tell you but I'm afraid of how you would view me afterwards..... Just let it go." Nicki stated running out of the bathroom. She sat on her bed, and wiped her tears. Safaree turned around looking at her from her bathroom.
"Nicki, we been friends for how long? Over 14 years now. As much as we been through.... It is nothing you can tell me that will change my attitude toward you." He said sitting by her, and rubbing her leg.
"I.... I have a sickness." Nicki said as her tears started falling.
"What kind of sickness?"
"I can't do this...." Nicki said as she began shaking. Safaree knelled in front of her and held her hands.
"The sickness I have is......" Before Nicki could finish, a tall masculine figure took over the doorway.
"Hello Nika...." Ziare said standing in the doorway. Safaree rose up, and flexed a little as Nicki sat still, shaking more.

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This is a small preview. The full chapter will be on Saturday at the latest. Tomorrow at the earliest.  

Summer Present

The rain beat against the rooftop harshly as the clouds moved rapidly across the sky. The faint smells of alcohol floated through the air as slow tunes of Anita Baker sounded off. Nicki laid on the couch filled with emotions. She was still shocked and didn't know the explanation behind Safaree not knowing they made up. She was mind blown that he wasn't even lying to her too. She sat here trying to think of a reason that made sense but couldn't come up with nothing. Safaree slowly walked in the door with takeout from Panda Express. Nicki looked at him, as she took the last sip of Ginger Ale that was left in her cup.

"So, you’re back." She said looking at him.
"I told you I was coming back." Safaree said chewing on a piece of eggroll he was carrying in his hand.
"Safaree, we need to talk."
"Can it wait? I want to put Alli down first."
"She isn’t here. I sent her with Jelani. He dropped pass while you was out."
"Oh.... Well talk." Safaree said sitting down. He opened his bag and instantly Nicki began to gag.
"What's in there?" She said getting up as fast as she could with her brace on.
"Orange Chicken, Shrimp Fried Rice, and Three Eggrolls."
"That.... Shit... Stink!!!" Nicki said as she gagged again. Safaree laughed as he stood up, and walked up on her.
"No it doesn't."
"Safaree... Back up." She said holding her stomach.
"N..." Before Safaree knew it Nicki threw up all on his shirt.
"WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!" He yelled. Nicki just continued to throw up. Safaree grabbed her and pulled her to the sink. He ripped his shirt off, and held her hair..... This was about to be a revelation of a lot of things.

Three Hours Later

Safaree and Nicki were sitting on the couch watching re runs of "Good Times".  They seemed like everything was cool, and was acting like nothing had happened. Nicki's mind was racing all over the place as she spoke.
"Can we talk now?" Safaree looked at her, and grabbed the remote.
"Go ahead." He said turning the television down.
"I.... I... I remember that night like it was real. We made up, and laid in that hospital bed together..... I remember it. But you were saying that you don't.... Why don't you remember it?"
"I don't know."
"What you mean? Faree.... It felt so..."
"Faree?" He said looking at her.
"Yes Faree."
"Wow..."
"What?" Nicki said looking at him curiously.
"You haven't called me that in a while. But continue."
"Where do we go from here? I mean I thought we made up but you say we haven't. Making me believe that I've lost it."
"Lost what Onika?"
"Us... You... Like this is what I want. I need you. I have been trying to tell you this forever. I know you left me, and I haven't been the same since. I understand that it will be hard for us, but I'm ready to take that chance. I don’t give a damn what I gotta do.... I want us back Faree. I love you with everything in me... My heart, my soul, My Mind.... All of it. I don't need anyone as long as I got you." Nicki said just before she started throwing up again.

She got up, and hopped to the bathroom as quick as she could. Safaree sat there on the couch, think of everything that she just said..... He was tired of fighting this. He knew he felt the same way she did. He was ready to make it work no matter what. The phone ringing broke into his thoughts.
"Can... You.... Get... That!?" Nicki yelled as he heard her vomit hit the toilet.
"Sure..." Safaree reached over and picked up the phone.

"Hello?" He said.
"Hello, this is Nancy from Queens General Women's Clinic."
"Um... Yes?"
"Is Ms. Maraj available?"
"No she isn't."
"I have been trying to reach her for the past week, and a half. This must be the man that came with her to the clinic."
"Um... Yes." Safaree said. He knew it wasn't him that went but wanted to know what the call was about.
"You being with her when she took the test, I think it's good that you deliver the news to her." Safaree was on edge.
"Yes Ma'am...."
"Tell her it came back positive. She is PREGNANT!!!! Congrats to you two..."
"WHAT!?!?" Safaree dropped the phone, and stormed to the bathroom.
"The Women's Clinic just called..... You pregnant." He said bluntly. Nicki just looked at him as her skin tone went a little pale. Looking at her you would think she had seen a ghost. She slowly fainted out and Nakia took over. The war was about to start, and the bulls eye was in on Safaree.....

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Not Remembered....

"The love that I have from her will always be a love that I will always need. The sense of her touch, her lips, her skin, her love..... Oh my, Her love. Something sweet like honey but can be spicy as a bottle of Hot Sauce. I will always cherish her..... No other can take the place of my woman. I mean that." - Safaree Samuels

Nicki sat up while the nurse changed her I.V. bag. She didn't  trust this one nurse. She had made a complaint about her but they didn't have a replacement. Nicki was upset. Plus she still had this dream on her mind.... She couldn't shake the feeling that it gave her. It was like a flame was put in the pit of her stomach, and she couldn't get it to go out. She had this feeling before and she knew what she had to do to get rid of it.

ZZZ-ZZZ-ZZZ-ZZZ

Nicki looked over at her phone buzzing on her breakfast tray. It was a text from Jelani.

Brother Lil Bear: Nika, Its been a week since u been in the hospital, and the doc called Ma and said u can come home. Ima call Caiah, and tell him 2 come pick u up. I gotta go 2 work.

Short Cake: No. Send Safaree.

Brother Lil Bear: You want Safaree!?

Short Cake: Yes.

Brother Lil Bear: K. Im on it.

Safaree stuck in Nicki's mind. She knew they was back together but she was not prepared for the therapy. Nicki put her phone down, and looked over at the nurse.

"Are you done?" She asked.
"Almost Ms. Maraj." The nurse said just as Nic's phone rung. Nicki looked at the I.D. just the name popped up. Nicki hit the green button on her screen.
"Hello?"
"Hey Nicki."
"What is this dream that Candi is telling me about?" Nicki sighed at Tyesha when she asked.
"Damn Candi... You can't hold no water. Ugh!" Nicki said loud into the phone cause she knew Candi was with Tyesha.
"Yes I Can but she had a slab of ribs. I couldn't resist." Candi yelled back.
"Witcho fat ass!" Nicki yelled back and laughed. She looked over the nurse who was moving slow.
"Hold on yall. I have a noisy ass nurse, who is all in our convo." The nurse looked at Nicki and got nervous. She grabbed her things.
"I will be back later to check on you, Ms. Maraj. Ring if you need something."
"I know the drill. Bye." Nicki said patting her head. The nurse walked out.
"Damn Nic, you aint have to do the poor girl like that." Tyesha said.
"Fuck that hoe. Noisy stank hoes." Candi yelled in the background smacking of the ribs. Nicki laughed.
"Lemme take you off speaker." T.T. said. "Okay, Tell me about this dream."
"I just had this dream about me and Safaree being back together, and we had another baby. That's it." Nicki didn't tell Tyesha about her and Safaree being back together. She would tell her about that later.
"I know its more to that."
"Ask Candi. & Im leaving the hospital today. Bring Alli home."
"I will ask her, & I dont have her. Safaree do."
"Okay, I got it. Ima call yall when I get home, and settled."
"Alright, Love you kid."
"Love you too."
"Love you Slut Bucket." Candi yelled.
"Fuck you Candi." Nicki and Tyesha feel into giggles, and Nicki hung up. She had to get dressed, and ready to go.

Three Hours Later

Safaree slowly walked down Nicki's hall holding Allianna in his arms. He had no clue why she called for him to pick her up. They hadn't talked in a week. Why would she want him? Last time he was here was when he left to take care of Drake. Nicki was mad about it, so he stayed away.

Anywho, He was here. He had to keep peace for Alli. He had her dressed in a little pink skirt, with a white shirt that read "Daddy's Big Lil Girl".

She had on pink, and white sandals and her little toenails was painted pink. Her fingernails didn't get painted but he had them filed, and cut neatly. He took good care of her this week. She was sucking on a little red lollipop, with her white Gucci glasses. She also had on a 4.5 carat gold necklace that had "AlliCoon" on it. Safaree looked down at her, as she played with her earring. She looked just like Nicki....

Safaree had reached the door by now, and he took a deep breath. Alli looked up at him, and shook her head. She reached for the door, and that was the extra push he needed it.
"Please don't go.... Please don't go...... Please don't go....." Nicki sung in the bathroom of the hospital. She was brushing her hair when she heard a small scream. She put the brush down, and hopped out the bathroom.
"ALLIANNA!!!!" Nicki yelled as Alli's face lit up when she seen her mother. She showed her little two teeth that was coming in. Nicki hopped over to her and Safaree. She took Alli from him, and kissed her jaws.
"Ma....Ma!!!!" Alli yelled. Nicki pulled Alli from her neck, and looked at her.
"You just said your first word!" Nicki hugged Alli tighter. She was over the top excited.
"Safaree... You hear her?"
"Yeah. Her first word was Mama." He said with a blank face. Nicki cut her eyes at him. "What's wrong baby?" Nicki said hopping over to him.
"Nothing." Safaree answered just before he had realized what she called him. "What you say?"
"I asked you what was wro..."
"No, What did you call me?" He asked.
"Bab.."
"That's what I thought. Why?" He asked again cutting her off for the second time.
"You're my baby." Nicki said answering his question will kissing Alli's hand.
"When did that happen?"
"Safaree you came in here a week ago, and apologized to me for everything. I said I forgive you. We made up, and agreed to go to therapy to make us better. Then laid down, and kissed all night until we fell asleep. You remember?" Nicki stated then asked.
"No...." Safaree responded.
"Faree, Come on I don't got time for your games."
"Nicki, I'm being serious. I don't remember that."
"Yeah, Right." Nicki said laughing and sitting on the bed with Alli. Safaree got up and walked in front of her. He lifted her face so she was staring in his eyes.
"I don't remember that happening." He said. She saw that he was telling the truth.
Nicki's mind raced back quickly to that night. She remember it like it was yesterday.... Why couldn't he? This was odd.
"It happened. I swear...." She said.
"Then why don't I remember it Onika?"
What a perfect question to ask, cause she wanted to know the answer too.

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