Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Summer Present

The rain beat against the rooftop harshly as the clouds moved rapidly across the sky. The faint smells of alcohol floated through the air as slow tunes of Anita Baker sounded off. Nicki laid on the couch filled with emotions. She was still shocked and didn't know the explanation behind Safaree not knowing they made up. She was mind blown that he wasn't even lying to her too. She sat here trying to think of a reason that made sense but couldn't come up with nothing. Safaree slowly walked in the door with takeout from Panda Express. Nicki looked at him, as she took the last sip of Ginger Ale that was left in her cup.

"So, you’re back." She said looking at him.
"I told you I was coming back." Safaree said chewing on a piece of eggroll he was carrying in his hand.
"Safaree, we need to talk."
"Can it wait? I want to put Alli down first."
"She isn’t here. I sent her with Jelani. He dropped pass while you was out."
"Oh.... Well talk." Safaree said sitting down. He opened his bag and instantly Nicki began to gag.
"What's in there?" She said getting up as fast as she could with her brace on.
"Orange Chicken, Shrimp Fried Rice, and Three Eggrolls."
"That.... Shit... Stink!!!" Nicki said as she gagged again. Safaree laughed as he stood up, and walked up on her.
"No it doesn't."
"Safaree... Back up." She said holding her stomach.
"N..." Before Safaree knew it Nicki threw up all on his shirt.
"WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!" He yelled. Nicki just continued to throw up. Safaree grabbed her and pulled her to the sink. He ripped his shirt off, and held her hair..... This was about to be a revelation of a lot of things.

Three Hours Later

Safaree and Nicki were sitting on the couch watching re runs of "Good Times".  They seemed like everything was cool, and was acting like nothing had happened. Nicki's mind was racing all over the place as she spoke.
"Can we talk now?" Safaree looked at her, and grabbed the remote.
"Go ahead." He said turning the television down.
"I.... I... I remember that night like it was real. We made up, and laid in that hospital bed together..... I remember it. But you were saying that you don't.... Why don't you remember it?"
"I don't know."
"What you mean? Faree.... It felt so..."
"Faree?" He said looking at her.
"Yes Faree."
"Wow..."
"What?" Nicki said looking at him curiously.
"You haven't called me that in a while. But continue."
"Where do we go from here? I mean I thought we made up but you say we haven't. Making me believe that I've lost it."
"Lost what Onika?"
"Us... You... Like this is what I want. I need you. I have been trying to tell you this forever. I know you left me, and I haven't been the same since. I understand that it will be hard for us, but I'm ready to take that chance. I don’t give a damn what I gotta do.... I want us back Faree. I love you with everything in me... My heart, my soul, My Mind.... All of it. I don't need anyone as long as I got you." Nicki said just before she started throwing up again.

She got up, and hopped to the bathroom as quick as she could. Safaree sat there on the couch, think of everything that she just said..... He was tired of fighting this. He knew he felt the same way she did. He was ready to make it work no matter what. The phone ringing broke into his thoughts.
"Can... You.... Get... That!?" Nicki yelled as he heard her vomit hit the toilet.
"Sure..." Safaree reached over and picked up the phone.

"Hello?" He said.
"Hello, this is Nancy from Queens General Women's Clinic."
"Um... Yes?"
"Is Ms. Maraj available?"
"No she isn't."
"I have been trying to reach her for the past week, and a half. This must be the man that came with her to the clinic."
"Um... Yes." Safaree said. He knew it wasn't him that went but wanted to know what the call was about.
"You being with her when she took the test, I think it's good that you deliver the news to her." Safaree was on edge.
"Yes Ma'am...."
"Tell her it came back positive. She is PREGNANT!!!! Congrats to you two..."
"WHAT!?!?" Safaree dropped the phone, and stormed to the bathroom.
"The Women's Clinic just called..... You pregnant." He said bluntly. Nicki just looked at him as her skin tone went a little pale. Looking at her you would think she had seen a ghost. She slowly fainted out and Nakia took over. The war was about to start, and the bulls eye was in on Safaree.....

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Sunday, March 17, 2013

Not Remembered....

"The love that I have from her will always be a love that I will always need. The sense of her touch, her lips, her skin, her love..... Oh my, Her love. Something sweet like honey but can be spicy as a bottle of Hot Sauce. I will always cherish her..... No other can take the place of my woman. I mean that." - Safaree Samuels

Nicki sat up while the nurse changed her I.V. bag. She didn't  trust this one nurse. She had made a complaint about her but they didn't have a replacement. Nicki was upset. Plus she still had this dream on her mind.... She couldn't shake the feeling that it gave her. It was like a flame was put in the pit of her stomach, and she couldn't get it to go out. She had this feeling before and she knew what she had to do to get rid of it.

ZZZ-ZZZ-ZZZ-ZZZ

Nicki looked over at her phone buzzing on her breakfast tray. It was a text from Jelani.

Brother Lil Bear: Nika, Its been a week since u been in the hospital, and the doc called Ma and said u can come home. Ima call Caiah, and tell him 2 come pick u up. I gotta go 2 work.

Short Cake: No. Send Safaree.

Brother Lil Bear: You want Safaree!?

Short Cake: Yes.

Brother Lil Bear: K. Im on it.

Safaree stuck in Nicki's mind. She knew they was back together but she was not prepared for the therapy. Nicki put her phone down, and looked over at the nurse.

"Are you done?" She asked.
"Almost Ms. Maraj." The nurse said just as Nic's phone rung. Nicki looked at the I.D. just the name popped up. Nicki hit the green button on her screen.
"Hello?"
"Hey Nicki."
"What is this dream that Candi is telling me about?" Nicki sighed at Tyesha when she asked.
"Damn Candi... You can't hold no water. Ugh!" Nicki said loud into the phone cause she knew Candi was with Tyesha.
"Yes I Can but she had a slab of ribs. I couldn't resist." Candi yelled back.
"Witcho fat ass!" Nicki yelled back and laughed. She looked over the nurse who was moving slow.
"Hold on yall. I have a noisy ass nurse, who is all in our convo." The nurse looked at Nicki and got nervous. She grabbed her things.
"I will be back later to check on you, Ms. Maraj. Ring if you need something."
"I know the drill. Bye." Nicki said patting her head. The nurse walked out.
"Damn Nic, you aint have to do the poor girl like that." Tyesha said.
"Fuck that hoe. Noisy stank hoes." Candi yelled in the background smacking of the ribs. Nicki laughed.
"Lemme take you off speaker." T.T. said. "Okay, Tell me about this dream."
"I just had this dream about me and Safaree being back together, and we had another baby. That's it." Nicki didn't tell Tyesha about her and Safaree being back together. She would tell her about that later.
"I know its more to that."
"Ask Candi. & Im leaving the hospital today. Bring Alli home."
"I will ask her, & I dont have her. Safaree do."
"Okay, I got it. Ima call yall when I get home, and settled."
"Alright, Love you kid."
"Love you too."
"Love you Slut Bucket." Candi yelled.
"Fuck you Candi." Nicki and Tyesha feel into giggles, and Nicki hung up. She had to get dressed, and ready to go.

Three Hours Later

Safaree slowly walked down Nicki's hall holding Allianna in his arms. He had no clue why she called for him to pick her up. They hadn't talked in a week. Why would she want him? Last time he was here was when he left to take care of Drake. Nicki was mad about it, so he stayed away.

Anywho, He was here. He had to keep peace for Alli. He had her dressed in a little pink skirt, with a white shirt that read "Daddy's Big Lil Girl".

She had on pink, and white sandals and her little toenails was painted pink. Her fingernails didn't get painted but he had them filed, and cut neatly. He took good care of her this week. She was sucking on a little red lollipop, with her white Gucci glasses. She also had on a 4.5 carat gold necklace that had "AlliCoon" on it. Safaree looked down at her, as she played with her earring. She looked just like Nicki....

Safaree had reached the door by now, and he took a deep breath. Alli looked up at him, and shook her head. She reached for the door, and that was the extra push he needed it.
"Please don't go.... Please don't go...... Please don't go....." Nicki sung in the bathroom of the hospital. She was brushing her hair when she heard a small scream. She put the brush down, and hopped out the bathroom.
"ALLIANNA!!!!" Nicki yelled as Alli's face lit up when she seen her mother. She showed her little two teeth that was coming in. Nicki hopped over to her and Safaree. She took Alli from him, and kissed her jaws.
"Ma....Ma!!!!" Alli yelled. Nicki pulled Alli from her neck, and looked at her.
"You just said your first word!" Nicki hugged Alli tighter. She was over the top excited.
"Safaree... You hear her?"
"Yeah. Her first word was Mama." He said with a blank face. Nicki cut her eyes at him. "What's wrong baby?" Nicki said hopping over to him.
"Nothing." Safaree answered just before he had realized what she called him. "What you say?"
"I asked you what was wro..."
"No, What did you call me?" He asked.
"Bab.."
"That's what I thought. Why?" He asked again cutting her off for the second time.
"You're my baby." Nicki said answering his question will kissing Alli's hand.
"When did that happen?"
"Safaree you came in here a week ago, and apologized to me for everything. I said I forgive you. We made up, and agreed to go to therapy to make us better. Then laid down, and kissed all night until we fell asleep. You remember?" Nicki stated then asked.
"No...." Safaree responded.
"Faree, Come on I don't got time for your games."
"Nicki, I'm being serious. I don't remember that."
"Yeah, Right." Nicki said laughing and sitting on the bed with Alli. Safaree got up and walked in front of her. He lifted her face so she was staring in his eyes.
"I don't remember that happening." He said. She saw that he was telling the truth.
Nicki's mind raced back quickly to that night. She remember it like it was yesterday.... Why couldn't he? This was odd.
"It happened. I swear...." She said.
"Then why don't I remember it Onika?"
What a perfect question to ask, cause she wanted to know the answer too.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2013

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Friday, January 4, 2013

One Accord (Interlude)

"You have to make certian things better. Sometimes you may feel that its the best idea to walk away but the best idea is to stay and work it out." - Safaree Samuels

Mount Sanai Hospital- 2:15am

Safaree walked into the hospital room, and sighed as he did so. He looked at Nicki from the door with the light shining on her. Her room was very dark, and only a little lit cause of the pink lava lamp she had in there. Safaree felt his strong exterior be damaged by his emotional internal feelings. He had already dealt with Drake, and didnt feel bad about any of it. He had told Drake to never come nea Nicki again back two years ago in the hospital in L.A. Drake must've forgot that, and Safaree didnt mind giving him a reminder and begged him to make another apperance cause that would be the end of his life. Jelani felt the same way that Safaree felt about the situation, and they went to work on Drake at his New York Condo. Luckily for them Drake didnt have no one there but 40 who got his ass beat as well. Safaree was on Drake, and Jelani had 40 then they tagged team, and switched up.
Safaree shook the thoughts of what had occured a meer two hours ago out his mind, and focused back Nicki. He looked at the cast they had on her ankle, and the breathing mask they had on her face. Safaree felt like a failure. He slowly walked, and pulled up a chair by her bedside. He softly rubbed her hand, while placing it in his. He felt like he let her down again. He had broke yet another promise to her. Safaree had promised her since they first met he would always be there for her to count on, and to protect her. She was sleep but Safaree chose to talk to her anyway.

"Onika.... I have somethings to get off my chest." He started before he sighed then continued. "I know I haven't been the best for you. I haven't been there. I haven't been the best friend I said I will always be. I know I have let you down. I sat on my bed one night and just thought of all that we have been through together. All the times we cried together. All the times I held you when you needed to be held, and when you did the same for me. I remember the times that you helped me when I was down, and didnt see a way getting back up. I remember the times when I didnt have nothing, and you only had enough for yourself but you would split it in half for me to have something. I remember the times that I would get tired of my dad midnight dip ins, and my mom and him arguing..... You would sneak me in your room, and let me sleep in the bed with you so I didnt have to hear it. I remember that time when you found out that Ziare was cheating with Chrissy you let me know then whooped her ass for my defense. Then even after that I never seen you cry about Ziare, you held your composure and let me cry. You have always been there for me. You always had my back. I think back to when I walked out on you.... after that party. How I didnt come back until that day we had that big argument. I just want you to know that I didnt mean what I said. I was angry, and hurt. I didnt know how to feel, or how to handle my emotions. But I wasnt a man then..... the reason I say that is cause I should've stood my ground, and stood by your side. Im sorry. Im sorry that I wasnt there to help with Alli. I know I said it was your fault for me not being there but to be honest it was my fault. Had I not walked out I would've been there.... Found out at the same time.... and been there for the birth and all. I know there is a possibility that she isn't mine but to be completely honest I see her as mine, and no matter what she is my daughter. I dont care. Nicki, I love you...... I really do." Safaree wiped the tears that was rolling down his cheeks, and then stood up.
"That's all I wanted to say. I'll be back tomorrow early in the morning..... Get better Purf." Safaree chuckled as he wiped the remaining tears from his eyes. He walked over to the door, and opened it before he heard a light voice.
"I love you too....." He turned around to see Nicki place the oxygen mask over her face. She lifted her hand, and motioned for him. He turned back around completely, and walked back to her. She moved the mask again.
"I heard every.... thing you said. I want us bac.... back Faree. I need you back. As you see I cant make it without you. Come back into my life.... Please?" Safaree listened to each word that she said, and looked back at her.
"I will always come back to you...." He said just before he wrapped his arms around her. "But there is one thing we must do."
"What.... What's that?" Nicki asked looking back at him.
"We have to go to therapy.... I know you may not...." Nicki cut him off by kissing his lips softly.
"I'll do whatever it takes." She said before she kissed him again just a little more demanding than before but filled with a bunch of passion. The two sat in the room just kissing the minute away..... In One Accord.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

It Isn't Over Yet...

"She was in a brawl.... All we know is that she was hit in the chest, and in the ankle. We aren't sure of anymore injuries so you might want to check." Said the Paramedic to the Doctor at Mount Sanai Hospital.
"Where is she coming from?" The doctor asked.
"We transported her all the way from New Orleans.... We know she is somewhat stable so it wasn't a risk but you need to attend to her right now."
"Okay.... Team lets get her on one of our beds and book her to one of our private rooms. I want her to go to a full body X-Ray. I dont want one inch of her not under X-Ray. Try to wake her and give her some medicine to numb the pain she might be feeling."
"Dr. Hostler, What is her name so I can book her. As well as get her into the system." Asked the nurse. Dr. Hostler looked at the Paramedic who grabbed his clipboard.
"Maraj... Onika Maraj. That's the maiden name that we found on file." He said. After he stated her name the nurse wrote it down and walked over to the desk. The other male nurses came and pulled the helicopter cot next to another bed. They lifted the sheets will lifting her and slid her to the other bigger bed. The Paramedics watch, and then got their cot.
"Okay Team.... Get to what I said while I try to find some family that is related to her." Dr. Hostler said slowly looking around.
"Its about to be a long night...."


"Hello?"
"Umm, Yes. Is this Safaree Samuels?"
"Yes, This is him."
"This is Dr. Hostler from Mount Sanai Hospital. Onika....."
"Wait.... She's in Queens!?"
"Yes Sir. She was transported from New Orleans."
"Oh My God.... I'm on my way." Safaree said before hanging up the phone. He looked over at Tyesha.
"Let's go." He said standing up.
"What the hell you mean 'Lets go.' We got to get to New Orleans where my friend is at..... You know the fuck what Safaree what has gotten into you? Its like you dont care about Nic anymore. What the hell is wrong with you? She used to mean the world to you. She used to be all you cared about. I swear between you two I dont know who is going to kill me first...."
"Tyesha Shut Up! I do care about her. I do love her. No matter what I will always care for her. Even though she hid my baby from me for eight months, and really its seventeen counting the whole pregnancy. Even though she cusses me out. Even though she dont act like she loves me. Even though she says whatever she wants to directed to me. I still love that woman. That is my heart no matter what!" Safaree said looking at Tyesha. "Now, Lets get to the car, and get to Queens. She is at Mount Sanai. They transported her from New Orleans..." Tyesha's face lit up.
"Lauren!!!! Candi!!! Come on!" She yelled grabbing their purses.
"What is it!?!" Candi yelled back getting some snacks.
"Nic is at Mount Sanai. We gotta get there." Candi turned around fast. She saw this big chunky guy sitting on a bench holding his stomach.... She ran over to him.
"You can have this." She said handing him the six bags of chips, two sodas, and three packs of gum. He looked up at her slowly. He saw the Twix bar she had. Candi followed his eyes.
What the hell is she doing?" Safaree said while him, Tyesha, and Lauren looked at her.
"Man, You outta your mind if you think you getting my chocolate. I was being nice." Candi said walking away but she turned around quickly and ran back to the guy.
"Gimme these and have a nice flight." She said snatching the Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream chip bag.

"Candi! Bring your fat ass on. Nika is in the hospital and all you care about is some fucking snacks?!" Tyesha yelled at her when she made it to them.
"I bet they have fed her though. I gotta have my energy when I get there." Candi said in defense.
"No you dont." Tyesha said to her snatching the chips and Twix. She ran away and threw them in the trash. Candi ran to her trying to get them but Safaree walked up behind and picked Candi up.
"To the hospital we got business." He said as she was kicking and whining about her snacks. Lauren played with Alli while laughing at them.

Mount Sanai Hospital

"We here to see Onika Maraj... One of the doctors here called me."
"What is your name?" The receptionist asked.
"Safaree Samuels." She slowly typed his name in the computer.
"It doesn't show that any doctor is waiting for you. Take a seat in the waiting room. Next!"
"Ma'am.... Search her name. Onika Maraj, I know she is in your system."
"Next!"
"Ma'am.... Search her name."
"Next!" The lady said again.
"Help Me Please. This is my fiance'!" Safaree yelled. Tyesha, Lauren, and Candi looked at him while he said that.
"Sir.... I said next!" A security guard came and stood next to Safaree.
"What seems to be the problem?" He asked. Safaree looked over at him.
"You dont have to sneak up on people you mother...."
"Safaree!!!" Tyesha said interjecting and stepping forward. "We got a call from a doctor requesting us. Our family member is here, and we just want to see her." The guard looked at them.
"Okay... I will take one back." He said eyeing Safaree. All of them looked at each other. The girls looked back at each other, and then Tyesha spoke up.
"Take him...." Safaree looked at them in shock.
"No. You go."
"Safaree, Go see her. Make this right. Make yall relationship right. Fix it. Just tell her that we here, and we love her." Safaree hugged Tyesha.
"I always knew I loved you for some weird reason."
"Mhmm... I know too. Now Go!" The guard opened the door with his pass. The double automatic doors flew open, and Safaree walked back. As the door shut Tyesha put her arms over Candi, and Lauren shoulders.
"We just might get them back this time around...."
"NEXT!!!" The receptionist yelled. Tyesha spun around quick.
"Look Here You Bit...." Lauren and Candi tried to grab her while laughing...

"Hostler.... It was Dr. Hostler that called you. He is in there with her now. Come on. I will lead you." The nurse said looking at Safaree while walking.
"By the way, I'm Amy. Her nurse."
"Nice to meet you..." Safaree said shaking her hand. "And just as a question so I dont have any surprises.... How is she?"
"She is okay.... She is making it minus the complications of breathing and a broken ankle. But dont say I told you. I'm not supposed to share information."
"I understand...." He said as they got to the door. Dr. Hostler was walking out with Mama Maraj and Micaiah.
"Safaree..." She said looking at him. She looked distraught, and he wrapped his arms around her.
"I know Mama. She is going to be okay." He said.
"I know that." She said looking up at him. Safaree was always encouraged by Mama Maraj's faith. She wiped her face of the tears, and rubbed his back. She walked off toward the chapel in the hospital.
"Well, I'm going to let you guys talk. Micaiah can fill you in on everything that I told them." Dr, Hostler said before walking away into another room. Micaiah looked at Safaree and pulled him away from the door to the sitting area.
"Look Safaree.... I am so pissed right now."
"Why Caiah?" Safaree asked looking him.
"Now, I'm only sixteen but I will kill someone when it comes to my big sister. Onika is like my second mom, and I be damned if I let someone get away with hurting her." Safaree looked at Caiah and saw the anger so he let him slide with the cussing but made a mental note to correct him later.
"What are you talking about?"
"That punk ass Drake guy did this. I got a call from Chuck, and he said that Diamond said they was talking, and he whispered something to Nic. After he did she pushed him hard, and kicked him in the balls. So after that he grabbed her foot, and punched her ankle. She lifted her other foot, and kicked him in the face. He them balled his fist up and punched her in the chest. She hit the ground, and fainted out. Keyera and Tyga got to her, while Marco was fighting Drake. Then Drake's bodyguards got involved and some other ones jumped in to help Marco. It was a big ass brawl. Marco and Tyga was shot but they good. But right now I want Drake ass handled!" Safaree felt a rage light within him....
"Dont worry. Drake will get his. Call Jelani and tell him to meet me at Nic house. I am going to tell your Mom we leaving. You stay here with her to comfort her."
"No Safaree. I want to come."
"Micaiah.... I need you to work with me."
"But I want a part in this."
"This is grown man business. We got this but I promise you that he is going to get his, and I'll give him a message from you."
"Ooookay. Fine." Caiah said looking down. Safaree saw that same anger look that Nicki gets in his eyes. Safaree pulled him into a man hug.
"No, You go do what I said."
"Alright..." Safaree watched him walk off, and he went into the room where Nicki was. He walked in slowly, and walked over to the bed. The room was dark, and warm. Safaree felt his heartbreak as he looked at her. He needed to make this visit quick for now. He walked up to the bed, and kissed her forehead.
"He gonna get his baby... I promise that." Safaree said just before he kissed her on the lips. He leaned up and looked at her one last time just before he pulled the covers up on her, and walked out the room.

Safaree walked out from the back, and ran right into Candi, Lauren, and Tyesha. Safaree now had this revenge look in his eyes, and who saw it was Candi.
"Safaree.... Caiah told us what happened. Please dont do anything bad. Look at your daughter." Safaree looked at Alli sleep in Candi's arms.
"I love my baby..... But he aint getting away with this." Caiah walked up to them.
"Jelani said that he is on his way."
"Alright.... See yall." Safaree said before walking out the doors into the crisp air.

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Friday, November 16, 2012

Ten Seconds Past One

*Before I yall read the chapter. I noticed in the comments that alot of you was confused about who the sexual scene was with in the last chapter with Safaree. If you read it then after it you will see it was Nicki's flashback. Safaree was her first. So now that I cleared that up.... You may proceed to read  the chapter. Enjoy, and Comment.... - Nae.

Diamond walked right up to Nicki as she seen her coming up the back path to go on stage.
"Here's the new set. I set up everything the best I could."
"This is good. It was last minute." Nicki said reading over the paper Diamond handed her. Diamond saw Wayne's DJ motion for her. She knew she should tell Nicki about Drake being there, but she knew Nic wouldnt take it so well. She didnt want to be the one she ranted on when she found out. Everyone knew Nicki was still angry about what happened in the hospital between them two years ago. Wayne, Mack, Baby, & Slim tried to get her to talk to him, and forgive him but she wouldnt. Nicki felt like had they not been in the middle of that hospital, and she didnt fight he would've raped her.

Drake sent Nicki gifts for months. He sent flowers, candy, clothes, shoes, jewelry, and bears. Nicki waited until he sent everything, and stopped before she sent him something. She sent him a video of herself. It consisted of her starting a fire, and throwing each thing in it. She laughed after she did it too.
"Whats wrong Dee? You seem shook." Nicki said cutting her eyes at Diamond.
"Im good Nic. What are you talking about?"
"What am I talking about? You sweating like you on probation, and Im the cops. Spill..." Just as Diamond was about to start talking the trailer they was walking pass, door came open. Diamond froze as she saw Drake walk out, while Marco took a close position next to Nic when he saw Drake eye her. Nicki looked directly at him. She thought for a second before she decided to do something. She flipped her hair over her shoulder, and walked to stand right in front of him.

When Nicki and Drake came face to face she leaned up, and wrapped her arms around him. She pulled him into a hug, and his arm fell right in sync with her. Drake couldnt believe she was in his arms again. He wanted to hold her again, and be in her presence again. He was a little nervous when Wayne called him, and told him that Nic was going to be here. Drake let his thoughts go wild for a second, and savored the moment he was having.

Nicki held him close, and tight as she could. She had forgiven him a long time ago she just didnt tell anyone that, not even him. They hadnt been in the same place at the same time since the incident.
"I forgive you..." She whispered in his ear. Drake's arms tighten around her, and he buried his face in her neck.
"Thank you Onika...." Nicki pulled away, and looked up. She saw Safares standing in front of her. She shook a little, and stiffened up some. She pushed Drake with so much force, causing him to fall back on the trailer stairs.
"What the...." Before Drake could finish his sentence Nakia smushed her heel right into his dick. Diamond saw Marco move when Drake pushed Nakia's foot. Drake held it in his hand, and moved his hand from his private before punching her ankle. Nakia rasied her other foot kicking him in the face. Drake balled his fist up, and punched out aiming for her stomach but hitting her in the chest. Marco tackled Drake while Nakia stiffened up, and Nicki fell to the ground.
"Ahhhh...." She cried out holding her chest, and ankle.

Keyera was in mid sentence when she heard the faint scream. She turned around looking in every direction before her eyes found Nicki rocking slowly back and forth laying on the ground. Marco beating Drake's ass, and Diamond shocked standing in one place. Keyera hit Mack in the arm.
"Call the fucking paramedics..... NOW!" She said running for the stairs down the back of the stage. Chuckee took off running with Tyga while they jumped the stage barricade. Mack looked to see where they was running to, and his eye followed seeing Nic. He pulled his phone out quickly, and took off in their direction. All the other bodyguards that was friends of Marco's saw him being jumped by Drake's people. They ran as well, and started fighting.
Keyera, and Chuckee was trying to get Nicki up from the ground where all the commotion was going on. Nicki's eyes was rolling back in her head. She was also fainting in, and out of conscience. A gun sounded off when Nicki completely blacked out, and everyone ducked down. Tyga fell back on Keyera with a gun shot wound to the stomach, and Marco fell to the ground with a gun shot wound in his chest.

Back In New York

"Safaree... I cant get her to stop crying." Naomi said holding Alli. She had been at the house with Safaree since earlier this afternoon. He and her had started back talking after the appointment with Nic at the hospital. Safaree was hurt, and at the moment she was the only one he could turn to. He showed up at her house after he dropped Nic at the airport, and Alli off with Tyesha. She welcomed him with open arms, and gave him a shoulder to cry on.
"Just sit her in her swing. I'll get her, but I gotta finish this spaghetti."
"Alright." Naomi said at first then she continued... "Wait, I wanna try something." She concluded as she sat down. Naomi began singing softly, and Alli got quiet just before she reached up, and scratched her mouth.
"Owww!" Naomi yelled while Alli reached, and did it again.
"Safaree.... She is scratching my face." Naomi yelled again when the doorbell sounded off, which was followed by heavy banging. Safaree came rushing out of the kitchen.
"Put her in her swing." He said speed walking to the door. He opened it while the person on the other side was banging more.
"What the fuck...." Safaree started until he saw Lauren's face.
"Ham, What are you doing here?" 
"Its Nic, we need to...." Lauren stopped in mid sentence when she saw Naomi holding Allianna. She tried to charge in the doorway but Safaree stopped her. 
"No drama Lauren." He said, and Lauren turned around really fast. She went back to the black Range Rover with tinted windows that she got out of. Safaree watched her get in.

"Do yall not know Safaree got that bitch Naomi in there?" Lauren said looking at Candi, and Tyesha.
"Who the fuck told his egg peanut headed ass to..." Candi said before she was cut off by Tyesha.
"You see Allianna?"
"Yeah, the bitch is holding her." Lauren said.
"Forreal?" Tyesha asked, and Lauren nodded. "Okay... Safaree wanna play." Tyesha took the keys out of ignition, and got out of the car.
"Oh shit!" Candi yelled cheesing, and hopping out the back seat. Tyesha turned around fast.
"I dont need you. Stay by the car." Candi nodded, and Tyesha continued her walk up to Safaree's door. When she made it within twenty five feet of him she spoke.
"Safaree.... Move or Ima knock you out of my way."
"Ty... Chill." Tyesha walked the rest of the way and reached Safaree.
"Move out my way."
"N..." Before Safaree could get the whole no out T.T pushed him hard to the left of the doorway, and walked pass him. She looked at Naomi, and put her hair up in a ponytail. She looked back at Safaree.
"You is really being stupid Safaree. You must really want Nicki to stop letting you have Alli." Tyesha said walking up to Naomi. "Look Naomi, Thats your name right? Mhmm. Im going to need you to get your shit together. Now, I dont give a fuck about Safaree right now. This baby is a piece of Onika.... This is her baby. You dont like her.... So dont put your hands on this one." Tyesha said taking Alli from her. Safaree looked at Tyesha get Alli's blacket, and throw it over her head, and little body.
"Nicki sent you here didnt she? She dont trust I will take care of my daughter." Tyesha walked over to Safaree.
"To be honest.... Nicki didnt send me. We are on our way to New Orleans where she is in the hospital. Had you not been in here playing house with HER baby, and this chick.... You would've seen the report all over the news." Tyesha said before she exited the house.

Safaree walked over to his coffee table, and picked up his remote. He turned the television on, and put it on the news channel.
"What is she talking about?" Safaree said just before the breaking news tab flashed across the screen, and the news anchor was sitting at the desk.

"Breaking News.... This just in. A shooting at a concert in New Orleans, LA resulted in Female Phenomenon Artist Nicki Minaj rushed to the hospital, as well as labelmate Tyga and Minaj's Bodyguard. It has been said that Minaj doesnt have any gun shot wounds, but is in intensive care. We will try to keep you updated as this story develops. Im Khalil Michaels. CNN. 10:45pm. " Safaree watched the screen go black before he took off upstairs to get his shoes. He dial JFK Airport as he was running. He knew he had to get to New Orleans pronto..... For the love of his life. This was just ten seconds pass one.... Will he make it in time?

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Secrets Out In The Open: Part Two

Nicki's Private Jet {12:00pm}

Nicki sat still with her headphones in her ear. She was listening to Mary J. Blige's "What's The 411?" album. To this day this alum was still a classic. She was looking out the window until she thought about that envelope. Nicki sat up right, and reached over in her purse. She pulled out a stack of hundreds first.
"Not what I was looking for." She said as she put the money back in and scrambled through the big Gucci bag again. She felt the envelope, and pulled it out. She laid it in her lap, and reached for her phone on the outside of her bag. As soon as Nicki got her hand on it she felt it vibrating. She looked at the screen at a number she didn't know. Nicki thought for a few seconds before she answered it.
"Hello?" Nic said lowly.
"Wassup Baby?"
"Wayne?" Nicki said a bit unsure.
"In the flesh.." Wayne said with his unique chuckle.
"Hey Big Brother!" Nicki said squealing.
"Hey Sis."
"What are you up to?"
"Nothing much. Chilling before the show. You?"
"You ready to shut New Orleans down huh? & I'm just landing." Nicki said as her accent came out more.
"You know I gotta go all out for my hometown."
"Word up. I'm shutting shit down for my NOLA barbz."
"You shut it down for all your barbz. Real talk, but I was calling to tell you for your set I wanna take it back to mixtape days."
"Oh word!?" Nicki asked.
"Hell Yeah. This the dirty south. Let's take it back."
"Alright Wayne... Lemme hit up Diamond to make a new mix."
"Okay, We'll see you when you get here."
"Alright." Nicki hit the end button on her phone.
She hadn't fully put her phone on the chair before her phone started vibrating again. She made a irritated sigh before she answered.
"Hello?" She said rolling her eyes.
"Can you talk to Allianna? She won't lay down, and take her nap. She is crying, and yelling." As Safaree spoke Nicki's motherly instincts kicked in.
"Did you just feed her?"
"Yeah..."
"Did you wash her up before you did?" Nicki asked.
"I gave her a full bath when she woke up this morning."
"So, she is used to getting three baths a day."
"Well then, No. I didn't do that." Safaree answered with a smart tone.
"I guess she'll be okay..... Did you burp, and change her?"
"Yeah."
"Are y'all in your bedroom?" Nicki asked intently. She knew what was wrong.
"Yeah."
"Lay her on her back. Rub her stomach in little circles, hold her right leg up, and wait." Safaree laid Alli down, and got on his knees. He did exactly what Nic said.
"Just what is this supp...." Before Safaree could finish Alli started passing gas in his face.
"Woah!!!" Safaree said jumping up, and letting her leg fall. Allianna began crying automatically started crying.
"Faree!!!! Keep holding her leg up." Nicki yelled into the phone.
"She just did a atomic grown fart & my face was there!"
"With all that atomic gas coming from your asshole... You can take her's. Hold her leg." Nicki said laughing. Safaree did the same. Nicki could here Alli through the phone, which caused her to blast her eyes.
"You gave my baby too much milk."
"I didn't. I gave her a sippy cup full."
"That's too much. She only drinks one third of milk from her sippy cup." Nic stated shaking her head.
"Well, My bad. & Who knew a cute angel could make a room smell like dying possums. Eww!" Safaree said laughing while looking at Alli. She smiled, and cooed looking at her dad.
"Put the phone to her ear." Safaree heard Nicki say, and he did what she asked.
"Alli-Cat, Lay still baby and take your nap. When you kingdom will be waiting when you wake up." Nicki said in a soothing voice. She thought for a few seconds and then started singing a soft song to Alli.
Safaree watched Alli put her little pinky finger in her mouth, and close her eyes. Minutes later she was sleeping soundly.
"How you do that?" Safaree asked putting the phone back to his ear.
"I'm mommy. I'm known to her for these things."
"Mhmm.... Well, Ima let you go." Safaree said.
"Oh, Okay. I love you." Nicki stated lowly. Safaree heard her but he didn't say a word. He just hung up....
Safaree looked at the screen of his phone. He felt bad that he hung up in Nicki's face, but he was still mad about what had occurred. Safaree looked at Alli, and felt a pull on his heart. He felt a blow to his gut, when he looked at her. He for all this time felt that she was his, and now he knows it might be a possibility that she isnt his.
Safaree wanted so bad for her to be his, but what he wanted to know was who in the hell could be her father. He moved Alli to the middle of the bed, and laid her head on a little pillow. He then put two pillows on her sides just in case she rolled. He got up from the bed, and reached over to the nightstand. He turned on the baby video monitor.
Safaree sat it on the cherry wood vanity set, where he could see her. He grabbed the other one, and walked out of the room. He walked down the stairs, and went into the kitchen. Safaree search his fridge for some juice. He didnt want to drink any alcohol cause Alli was here, and he was responsible. He went and sat down on the couch, to think more.
"What happened between us? Like, we was so close. We were so great with each other. I dont fucking get what went wrong. I love Nicki.... I want to be with her. I want my family, and everything. But we cant have that cause she isnt being honest with him." Safaree said aloud. He felt that if him and Nicki was going to repair their relationship he needed her to be honest. These secrets was killing them. Safaree was pulled from his thoughts by the doorbell ringing through the house. He jumped up quick, and ran to it. His mouth fell open as soon as the door flung open....
He laid on top of her looking her in the eyes. They held a connection like no other. She felt like this was so right, and it was. She watch as he rose up, and positioned himself between her legs perfectly. He sucked in a little bit of air before he slowly eased pass her wet folds, and deep inside of her. As he went in he felt a boundary blocking him. He looked deep in her eyes....
"Don't stop baby..... Keep going. Take it from me." He heard each word as she said it. He didn't know that she was a virgin. He thought the guy she was with had been took that, turns out he hadn't. It made him even more excited to do this with her cause it was his first time as well. The connection they had was now about to get stronger.... He thrusted deep breaking her hymen, and taking her into womanhood. She arched her back, and winced a little. He saw tears form in her eyes, and stopped.
"Am I hurting you?" He asked.
"Its going to hurt..... Just take it easy for me to begin." She answered somewhat breathless. He started moving slow, and easy. He thought in his mind what to call this cause it wasn't a one night stand, nor was it just sex to get their first time out the way. He loved this girl, and now realized that he was in love with her. So he was making love to her body, mind, and heart tonight. She wrapped her legs around his waist, and of her hands was on his neck while the other was on his back. She felt him growing harder the deeper he went. She felt her walls stretching to accommodate him, and his width, but then again they stayed tight.
To him she was so warm, soft, and a budding ocean waiting for the tides to get high. He felt right at home being with her right now like this. Safaree put his face in her neck, and drove to the high mountain of ecstasy the whole night.....
"Nicki! Please turn your head so I can cut these ends." Terrence said making Nicki jump.
"My bad." She said turning.
"What are you thinking about that has you all off?" He asked looking at her in the mirror.
"I was just thinking about my baby girl."
"Nicki she is fine. I know this is the first time that you left her at home while you went on the road but I think she'll be okay." Nicki sighed heavy, and Terrence stopped doing her hair. He turned the chair around so Nicki was looking at him.
"What's wrong Nic?" He asked.
"I'm just so scared."
"Scared of what?"
"Its a possibility that Safaree isn't Alli's father..... She could be Ziare."
"What!?!" Terrence gasped.
"See, that's what I didn't want to say nothing finish my hair." Nicki said trying to turn around. Terrence stopped the chair.
"Don't act like that lil sis."
"I don't want to talk about it no more." Nicki stated as she turned around, and picked up her phone. The door to her dressing trailer came open.
"The concert has started. We are going to need you up at the stage, and ready to go on in 20." Eric the show manager said.
"My make up its done. Im dressed under this robe. All thay needs to be finished up is my hair. Im coming." Nicki said making eye contact with Eric. He opened his mouth to say something but Terrence cut him off.
"Her hair will be finished in 5.....4.....3.....2...1... Complete." Eric smiled, and pulled his walkie talkie from his belt. He pressed a button.
"Nicki is ready." He said walking off. Terrence sprayed Nicki's head, and then put the hair products on the counter. Nic felt a attitude coming from him. She watched him walk over to the trailer door.
"Tee...."
"I know Nic..... You didnt mean to be rude." He said not even looking back at her before he walked out of the trailer. Nicki looked at herself in the mirror.
"Okay Onika..... Get it together. You have to do a great show for your barbz. Let's kill this show." She said aloud. Nicki stood up, and took off her robe. She did one last check in the mirror before she walked out of the trailer as well. Once again she had to mask her feelings to look good.....
"You ready boss lady?" Marco asked as he took her hand.
"Yes, Im ready." Nicki said flashing her smile..... When on the inside she was crying.
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Wow, Hasnt it been a loooooonnnngggg.time. I know. It feels so good to be back. Now, Look I know its short..... But I will be posting Secrets Out In The Open: Part 3 tomorrow.
Comment!!! Cause if I dont get any I will not be posting tomorrow. Anywho, Much love.