SuperHuman

Diary Entry #187- June 4th, 2014

          Dear Diary,

          Today has been a rough day. A day of more tears. A day of more pain. The sad part is that it's affecting Allianna. I cant handle that. Safaree has been in a stand- off mood for sometime now. I knew that he was going to be mad about me not telling him about his daughter. He has known about her for a week now, and I have to give him his props. He is a wonderful father to Alli. He changes her diapers, feeds her, burps her, and plays with her. He does it all except bathe her. He feel asthough he is too heavy handed to bathe her. He thinks he might rib her too hard and leave a mark on her. I found that so cute, and I assist him with it. He helps me alot with her. Whenever I need to make runs to the store, handle business, or sleep a couple of hours... He's here. He shows up early in the morning at seven, and doesnt leave until around nine when she goes to sleep. Safaree wants Allianna to know her  father. He doesnt want to miss anymore time in her life.
         This morning was nothing different from the others but he was in one of his stupid moods. I think he was on his guy period to be completely honest. Everything was cool until Alli went to sleep for her three o'clock nap. He sat down on the couch, and brought up everything that had occured between us. Safaree and I got into a serious arguement which resulted in him leaving again. Before he left he went up stairs and kissed Allianna., and said his goodbye. When he walked out of the door I was fuming. I wanted to take one of my AMAs and throw it at his big head. Sometime I cant stand him, and sometimes Im completely in love with him.  I havent told him about the feelings that I have for him because I dont think that he feels the same.
       As I sit here thinking back to the day we was sitting in the car in front of the house I get even more depressed. He had broken a promise that meant the most to me, and that killed me.  I remember saying to him...
"Promise me that you will never hurt me, and you’ll always be here with me regardless of anything.” and I remember him saying back....
"I promise that I’ll will never hurt you, and I’ll always be here with you regardless of anything.”.
He broke that when he left the first time. He might never understand why I kept Alli from him but I wanted him to feel those feeling I felt when he left. As much as I hate to say it, I'm always going to need him around. I really do. I have had many neverous breakdowns behind him not being around. 
      Sometimes I regret getting into a relationship with him because of how our relationship is now, but then I see my little ladybug and all the regret goes away. I dont know what will happen between me and Safaree, but I do hope that we can be civil with this for Allianna. And who knows she might be the glue that brings this broken record back together. Safaree is like a breathe of fresh air to me, and right now I'm sitting in polluted air. He makes me feel like I can go against the world. I do want us to work out. I want that family. And whether I'm mad at him for leaving, and he is mad at me for not telling him about Alli... I think we can one day have what we lost. And I'm completely open to having him back. But only time will tell. Maybe we wasnt meant to be but we was meant to have a little angel. Or maybe we are meant to be and we are just being stubborn. But whatever it is, I dont care. I still love him, and I still want to be with Safaree regardless. I'm going to fight for my family like my mother did. I'm going to be as brave as a lion. And everything will work in my favor. I'm not going to worry. I know God's got me. So operation "Get Safaree Back" starts this second. This minute. This hour. This day. This month. This year. Everything starts now....             
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Go Listen: SuperHuman- Chris Brown ft Keri Hilson.


The Famous Allianna

Nicki's House

All Back

Past (Two Days Ago)

Naomi was sitting on the couch when Safaree walked into the house. She was shocked that he really stayed out all night. She was a little mad but she let that go. She had a surprise of her own for him this morning and she wasn’t about to not have a petty argument ruin it.

Safaree mind was still on Nicki. He had been thinking about her since the fight they had about an hour ago. He didn’t want her to be mad with him. This 17 months that they didn’t talk liked to killed him. He was supposed to go over there last night to talk. Before he went to meet with her he met up with Vincent and Rex and had a few drinks. The drinks got to him so when he got to her house he ending up doing what he wanted to for a long time. Safaree felt bad for the disrespect that he had caused Nicki. He never meant to hurt her this bad. He just wanted her to feel the pain that he felt when the fiasco with Ziare took place. Out of everything that Nicki said to him the thing that stuck out the most was her comment on “We don’t need you.” That one thing stuck out the most and kept replaying in his head.  He walked into the house with all his emotions out of wack.

Naomi got up and ran to him. She tried to kiss him but he rejected it and sat on the couch. He couldn’t kiss Naomi after what he just done with Nicki all night. He wasn’t that type of man.

“I think we need to talk.” They both said in unison. Naomi looked at Safaree.

“Well you can go first.” They said again in unison. Naomi laughed but Safaree kept a straight face.

“You go.” She said.

“No. Ladies first. Go.”

“Okay, well Safaree you know I love you and I want to be with you. You know that I need you. I can’t live without you….. What I’m trying to say is that I think we should get married. So……” She sighed heavily.

“So… I’m asking will you marry me.” She said pulling out a black and white diamond ring. Safaree looked at her like she was crazy. He couldn’t marry her. He didn’t want to. And the event of last night proved that he couldn’t.

“Naomi…..”

“And I already have the invitations done.”

“What!?! How can you have them done and you don’t even know if I was going to say yes?”

“Well…. I knew you weren’t. Right?”

“Wrong!!!” Safaree watched as her facial expression changed. “Look, I’m not ready to be a married man yet. Plus I have something serious to tell you.”

“What that you was at Nicki’s house last night and you two hooked up? Yeah I know, I can smell her all over you. I hate that Chloe’ perfume. She needs to change it.”

“Well now that you know I don’t want to be with you. Last night when that happened between us I want to work on me & her. Naomi I don’t want there to be any hard feelings between us. I just feel like….”

“Don’t say anything else.”

“No Naomi, I owe you an explanation.”

“No you don’t. I’ll let you go be with her although I have no clue what you see in her.” Safaree was shocked that she took it so easy, and was willing to give him up so quick after she said she couldn’t live without him but if she was going to leave it was good for him.

“So what’s next?” He asked.

“Well, I’m going to move out and give you your space but I still want to be friends.” She gave him the puppy dog eyes. “Please.” Safaree looked at her. He laughed and pulled her in for a hug.

“Of course.” She smiled at him, and kissed his cheek.

“You really need to take a bath. That shit stinks.”

“Oh my god! I’m going.” Safaree said getting up. He walked over to his stairs and looked back at her.

“Thanks Naomi.”

“No thank you.” Safaree walked up the stairs. About 10 minutes later Naomi heard the shower running.

“You think she wants you. Let's see if she does after I send her this..”. Naomi went out to the mailbox and put the wedding invitation in it. She was determined that if she couldn't have Safaree no other chick would.

Present (Four Days Later)

Safaree was lying on his bed when his cell went off. The caller I.D said "Unknown". He didn't know if he should answer it. The caller hung up only to call right back 2 minutes later. Safaree looked at it and chose to pick it up. If it was someone he didn't want to talk to he would hang up in their face.
"Hello?"
"Safaree this is Candi. Go to Nicki's house right now! She needs you."
"What's going on with her?" Safaree said jumping up putting on his shirt.
"Look I can't really talk Isaiah is crying but get over there."
"I'm on my way now." Safaree said putting on his shoes, and grabbing his keys. He jumped in his car and sped off towards Nicki's house. 

Nicki's House

"Come on Alli. Stop cying baby girl." Nicki was walking all around the carpet back and forth trying to calm Allianna down but she couldn't. She was becoming a little frustrated. She had everything from the wedding invitation to her music on her mind and Alli was adding more fuel to the fire. Nicki sat Alli in the automatic swing and turned it on so it would rock. About 20 minutes later Alli was cooing and looking around. Nicki turned on Barney, and sat down only having to get back up when the door rung. She turned the t.v. down, and went to see who it was. Instead of looking through the peep hole she just opened it. Safaree stood there looking at her. Nicki was in complete shock at this point and didn't even know why he showed up. Safaree heard some light cooing sounds and looked over Nicki's head and saw Allianna in the swing. He looked back at Nicki, and brushed pass her to get a better look at the little girl. Nicki stood shock at the door not even turning around. Safaree walked over to the little girl, and saw himself written all over her. He looked at her eyes. He looked at her nose. He looked at her curly hair. He looked at her whole little body. He felt his heartbreak as he looked at her. Tears streamed down his face. Alli started to cry and moved her little hands. Safaree reached down and picked her up. He felt a instant connection with her. Allianna calmed down as Safaree rocked her back and forth.
"She's mine isn't she?" He said not even looking at Nicki. Nicki started to cry at the sight before her. She knew that he would find out but she didn't know that it would be today.
"Yes......Yes she is your's." Safaree looked down at the baby girl. He looked into her little eyes shaped like his.
"What's her name Onika?" He asked lowly.
"Alli.....Allianna." Safaree broke down, and cried harder. He couldn't believe that he had a daughter and he didn't even know. He was heartbroken, and Nicki was too. He wanted everything that he had before including Nicki, and he wanted his family. He walked over to the couch and sat down with Alli in his arms.
"Come here." He stated looking over to Nicki. He really loved her and this is where his heart and soul was. Nicki sat down beside him and he pulled her closer. Alli laid her little head on his chest, and pulled her legs up so she was in a little ball. Safaree rubbed her back and Nicki's as both of them laid on him and went to sleep. He looked up. He was angry, but at this point a arguement wouldn't be the best thing. Safaree closed his eyes, and relaxed his muscles. He wanted this All Back whatever the cost.
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Welp, hopefully this puts you guys at ease for a while but dont think all the drama is over yet. Because it's just getting started.
*Also your comments gave me life last night and I cant thank you guys enough for reading and enjoying. Thanks Bews. Until next time! *drifts into sunset* <3
Go Listen: Chris Brown- All Back.

How You Gonna Act Like That?

Safaree opened his eyes to the bright morning sun shining. He looked around not even knowing where he was. He felt something compressing his chest. He looked down to see black curls spread across his chest. He looked around, and realized he was lying on a white fluffy carpet. He didnt know where he was or how he got there. Safaree looked back down at the female and when he realized it wasnt who it was supposed to be he jumped up. He saw that he was fully naked like a baby being born, as the thoughts of the night before flooded his mind.
Nicki sat up slowly, and streched. Her legs was a little sore but she expected that. She saw him getting dressed fast, and the grin on her face faded like a needle in a hay stack.
"Good Morning." She said in a meek voice.
"Yeah Yeah." Safaree said putting on his belt.
"Where are you go..." Nicki was cut off by her voice as his ringtone. Safaree looked around the living room in panic. He knew that tone, and he knew who was going to be on the other side of that reciever. He flipped over everything until he found his phone under a pillow on the couch. He had missed the call by now. Safaree pressed the callback button. He looked down at Nicki, and put his finger in front of his mouth.
"Shh." Nicki's eyebrow raised as she rolled her eyes.
"Please." He whispered. Nicki waved him off and stood up. She had the sheet they got on their 13th round wrapped around her.
Safaree waited for the person to answer the phone. They picked up on the fifth ring. He sat down on the arm of the chair.
"Where the fuck are you!?!"
"Look..." Safaree started but was cut off.
"Aint no damn 'Look'! Where are you?"
"Will you ca...."
"Don't tell me to calm down! You go out with some friends and they return but YOU dont!!"
"Please calm down." Nicki stopped moving around. She turned around and looked at him. She was furious, and hurt. She walked over to the window and looked out.
"You know we got business to handle today. Just come home. I dont want to argue." the person said.
"I'm on my way." Safaree was about to hang up when the person screamed his name through the phone.
"What did you say?" He asked.
"I love you." They said in a gentle voice. Safaree looked at Nicki with her back to him.
"I love you too." He whispered. Nicki was looking out of the window. When she heard him say he loved whoever it was , Nicki felt that horrific feeling. She felt like the room was closing in on her and there wasnt enough oxygen. Nicki began to feel faint and she stumbled back. Safaree caught her before she hit the floor. He put her arm around his neck, and her legs over his right arm. He started walking toward the stairs and Nicki began to cry. She jumped out of his arms and started fighting him. She hit him in the chest, head, face, and had her foot been a little more to the right it would have been his private.
"What is your problem!?!"
"To be honest!.... YOU!!!"
"What do you mean?"
"Let's see..... You show up at my house. I open the door you attack me. Kissing and touching on me. Then while we make love, you whisper this BULLSHIT in my ear & Like a dumbass I believe your dumbass. Then we wake up this morning, only for me to find out you are with somebody!!!"
"Nicki, I didnt mean...."
"You never mean shit! Ever!" Nicki yelled as tears ran down her face like they was in a race.
"Nicki, I'm sor...."
"Yeah, Yeah, Yeah. You're sorry. I'm sick of your apologies. Hit bricks. We dont need you!!" Nicki screamed pushing him toward the door. She opened it and pushed him out.
"WE who?" Safaree asked. Nicki didnt catch what she said until he mentioned it.
"I said that I dont need you!" Safaree watched as she tried to shut the door. He put his shoe there so she couldn't.
"Safaree MOVE!"
"I do love you Nika." He said moving his foot.
"Whatever!" Nicki shut the door, and went upstairs to get Alli ready so she could go spend time with her uncles and grandma. Allianna was going to be there for two and a half weeks because Nicki had business to handle in the UK, and Canada. She was hurting bad but once again she put her feeling to the side, and shook them off.
Three Weeks Later
"What the fuck is this!?! Are you fucking kidding me!?! This is fucking bullshit!!!" Nicki yelled into the phone. She was talking to Candi. She looked down at the silver & white piece of paper. Lauren was on her way from Vincent's house. It was his weekend with De'Andre. Candi was on her way as well from her house.
"Like Candi Im pissed! Like how did I NOT know about this!?! Why wasnt I told!?!?!"
"Nicki, Calm down, & stop cussing in front of Alli." Candi said speeding down the road.
"Allianna isnt here. She is still with my mom. & I cant calm down whatever the fuck that means!!"
"Nika chill out! You have lost it!"
"You know what Candi.... I'm starting to love this little red button that says 'End Call'."
"Well Im right around down the block, and Lauren just texted me & said she is too. We'll be there in 15 minutes.... It might take me a little longer because of these SLOW ASS drivers!!!"
"Okay, I'll see yall when you get here." Nicki said hanging up the phone. She went to her safety lock alcohol closet, and got a bottle of Patron. She got a small glass and shot three cups back to back.
Candi & Lauren pulled up at the same time thirty minutes later. Nicki sat on the couch as the Patron started to kick in. She was so furious, and angry. She sat there more, and went into a heavy daze. She thought of how many times Safaree & her had got together after that one night three weeks ago. She thought of how his attitude had changed. It wasnt making since to her.
She only had one question for him and it was....
"How You Gonna Act Like That?"
Candi and Lauren walked up to the porch. Candi went straight for the spare key and walked in the house. They found Nicki on the couch, looking ahead.
"Where is it at? I want to see it." Lauren yelled.
"Go look on the table!" Nicki yelled as Candi & Lauren took off for it. Lauren picked it up.
It Read:
You are cordially invited to celebrate the joining of Naomi Nataila Santiago & Safaree Lloyd Samuels on Wednesday, June 18th, 2014 at Emmanuel Baptist Church (279 Lafayette Ave.)
Candi and Lauren looked over at Nicki.
"Damn!" They said in unison as Nicki stood up and walked toward the stairs.
"Over my dead body will that shit go down. She wont have him. I'll be damned!!!" Candi and Lauren looked at each other with goofy smiles on their faces.
"She's Baaaccckkkk!!!" Candi said as her and Lauren broke out in giggles.
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Go Listen: Tyrese ~ How You Gonna Act Like That?

Unexpected Visit

Nicki, Candi, Lauren, and the children was sitting at their table in "Denny's" waiting on their food. Candi sat there thinking for a moment until she felt it was time to bring up the elephant in the room. She had her plan for a while and it was time for action.
"When are you going to tell Safaree about Alli?" She asked.
"The same time when you start minding your own business." Nicki said back smartly.
"So never. Okay." Candi said sipping her Sweet Tea. Lauren decided she would take over this.
"On a serious note Nic, you need to tell that boy about his baby. How can you keep something that important from him?"
"I've been doing it alone for these 17 months. I can continue." Nicki answered lowly.
"Well...Thats not what you said yesterday evening when I called you." Candi said lowly as well.
"What is she talking about." Lauren asked.
"Nothing." Nicki said quickly.
"Nothing my ass Lau....."
"Watch! Your! Mouth!" Nicki said with a stern voice.
"Oh, My bad but anywho... Lauren I called this chick last night and she was going on and on about how she need love and wants someone. Well we both know that she wants & needs Safaree." Laure looked at Candi, then at Nicki. Nicki turned her head to not make eye contact.
"Do you still love him?" Lauren asked.
"No the better question is... Are you still in love with him? Thats what I want to know." Candi interjected.
"Candi why is you all in this? Why are yall trying to make me do something I dont want to?" Lauren and Candi looked at her then at each other.
"In Love Still." They said in unison. Nicki smacked her forehead.
"Oh God." Allianna began to cry. Nicki's motherly instincts kicked in as she picked her up. She looked at Alli in the eyes.
"Aww, My stinka is having a stink." Alli's face scrunched up.
"Aww, Its a big one." Nicki said gettin up, grabbing the pink Gucci bag. "I'll be right back."
"Okay" Lauren said. When she saw Nicki walk into the bathroom, she turned to Candi.
"What do you think?"
"About?"
"Her thoughts on everything. Ally Cat needs her father."
"I know that and you know that but getting through to Nic's stubborn ass isnt a easy task."
"I mean like seriously. What the hell happened with them?" Candi shook her head.
"To be honest I dont know but I never thought I would see the day they didnt get along."
"Mama....Juice!" Lauren looked at De'Andre.
"Juice it is!" She put the straw in his mouth, when Candi yelled.
"You know something Lauren!!!" Lauren jumped and looked at her.
"What?"
"Engaged!!!" Candi yelled but said slowly.
"What are you talking about?"
"Safaree...."
"He's engaged!?!? To who!?!?" Just as Candi was about to answer Lauren's question Nicki returned to the table and the waitress was there with their food. Nicki sat down in her chair and put Alli in her car seat. Candi grabbed a napkin and pulled out her lipstick. She wrote the note and then hit Lauren's leg under the table. Nicki bent over to go through the diaper bag. Lauren reached for the napkin and opened it. It read:
They never broke the engagement. Nicki and Safaree are still together. She is still the future Mrs. Samuels.)
Lauren's eyes blasted. She looked up at Candi then at Nicki. She couldnt believe it. Nicki sat up straight and opened her silverware.
"Let's eat!" She said laughing. Lauren and Candi did some light nervouse chuckles and looked at each other.

Later That Night

Nicki had been home now for two hours. It was going on 12:30am. She had been out all day with Candi, Lauren, and De'Andre. When they left breakfast they went to the park. Leaving the park the went to a arcade. From the arcade, they went shopping. The last thing the did was a movie that De'Andre & Allianna fell asleep in. They decided to call it a early night and part ways.
When Nicki got home she was ready to lay down and chill. She gave Alli her nightly warm bath and a warm bottle. Within twenty minutes she was sleeping soundly in her crib.
Now Nicki laid on the couch watching all her her "Madea" movies. She was sitting in the dark when some headlights shinned through her window. She didnt play it any mind. She thought it was someone making a U-turn or something. She saw the light go off, and she thought whoever it was left until she heard a light knock on the door.
"Who is it?" Instead of answering the person knocked again. Nicki got up from the couch. She pulled her "NY Giants" t-shirt down over her dark blue thong. She didnt want whoever it was seeing her goods. Nicki walked over to the door and opened it.
As soon as she was visible he attacked her. He gripped her face in the palms of his hands. He captured her lips with a desire. His tongue teased her lips since she wasnt opening them. He stepped into the house, kicking the door shut, never breaking the kiss. He lifted her shirt a little and put his hands on her waist.
Nicki needed this right now. She wanted this right now. She didnt care if it was only for tonight. She was like a fiend looking for the first high feeling and he was the drug to give it to her. His touch sparked a flame she thought had died a while ago. Nicki ripped his red button up he had on. She broke the kiss, and ran her hand up and down his stomach, and chest. He moved her hands and pushed her to the wall. He pinned her hands above her head.
As he used one hand to hold her hands he used the other to lift her chin. Nifki knew that she should stop it before the crossed that line, that was no turning back. He swiped her mind and took her breath away the exact moment his mouth came down on her's. A jolt of need exploded through her little body. He parted her lips with the tip of his tongue, and Nicki opened up for him. She lifted her legs and wrapped them around his waist. He crashed her between his body heat and the cold wall. Their mouths mated in a deep hunger passion. He absorbed her mouth with his as her heart beated out of control. He pulled her from the wall and stumbled over to the couch.
He laid her down, and stood up straight. He pulled off his clothes in one minute tops. He leaned over to her, and pecked her lips. Then before she knew it he ripped the front clasp of her bra, and her lace thong. Nicki sucked in some air as he reached inside his wallet and pulled out a magnum condom. He parted her legs, and slowly eased between them. His breathing was harsh and deep. He lifted her thighs and gripped them tightly. He looked her in the eyes as he eased inside of her slowly. Nicki's body automatically stretched, and opened to accommodate him. She was so tight to him that he had to pull out for a minute. He looked back down at her, then re-entered her slower this time. He sucked in more air when he realized he couldnt go any deeper. Nicki reached up and grabbed the back of his head pulling his face to her's as she kissed him again. He began to move shortly after. He was stroking slowly and hard. He carefully eased in and out of her. Nicki's faint moans bounced off the walls as his speed increased. A low, strangled groan got caught in his throat when Nicki wrapped her legs around him tigher and pulled him deeper. He picked up his pace even more, as his tongue thrusted in and out of her mouth with the same rhythm as his body was pumping in and out of her. He covered her mouth when she screamed as she neared her climax. He nail dug into his back, and the faster he thrusted, the more she scratched. The groan he was holding back erupted when he felt that same pleasure that she was feeling. His body exploded the same time as her did. It was a force. He felt so complete in this moment. Nicki body went into overdrive, and so did his. He thrusted harder and deeper throwing them into a pool of pleasure. Nicki eyes shut tight as all she saw was a white light. He captured her lips as it took over them. He put his face in her neck, when Nicki whispered in his ear.
"I Love You Safaree."
"I Love You Too Onika." He said back.
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All I have to say is leave your comments. Tell me exactly what you thought of this chapter. Until next time. Team Minaj & Onikafaree. - Nae

Like Mother. Like Daughter.

Nicki woke up out of her sleep to a loud banging noise. She tried to ignore it but it got louder. She looked over at her clock which read 6:30a.m. She looked down at Allianna sleeping in her lap. Both of them fell asleep in the chair. Nicki sat up, changing her sitting position.
"OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR!" She heard a all too fimilar voice yell. Nicki got up from the chair, lifting Allianna with her. She had a small cramp in her neck. It was hurting so she put Alli's weight on her right arm, as she put her left hand on her neck and moved it in a circle. Nicki walked out of her bedroom toward the stairs, when she stopped in her tracks. The house was freezing, and Alli only had on a diaper, that needed to be changed. Nicki turned around and turned the A.C. down. Then she walked into Alli's room.
Candi & Lauren was standing on the porch.
"Candi, She isnt answering the door. Let's go." Lauren said holding De'Andre. Candi looked around the porch with a curious look.
"You know what.... I'm leaving." Lauren stated walking away.
"Wait, I got it!" Candi yelled lifting up the pink flower pot. She picked up the little key.
"Bingo! C'mon Lauren"
"You do know Nicki has that alarm system. You have to put the code in as soon as you open the door. You dont know the code."
"Nigga it's 070484."
"How do you know that?"
"Because Safaree had it installed. He used his birthday. 07/04/84."
"That's so simple."
"Well you didnt catch it!" Candi said laughing. "Hold my godson up & let's go in." Candi said putting the key in and turning it.
Nicki was in her bathroom giving Alli a bath, when she heard the automatic lady's voice from the alarm go off. She picked Alli up out of her bath seat. Nicki walked over to the closet and got a yellow towel and wrapped it around Alli.
"I dont want Mama's baby to be cold." Alli started cooing, and out her little face in Nicki's neck.
"Who's Mama's baby? Who's Mama's baby bear?" Nicki laughed walking out of the bathroom. She walked over to the dresser, and got the Johnson- Johnson's Coco Butter Lotion.
She held Allianna as she reached in the drawer pulling out a pink shirt that said "Onika's Princess" & a pair of white little shorts with pink butterflies on the leg. Nicki walked over to the bed and put everything down. She heard light foot steps in the hallway.
"Lauren put De'Andre in the guest bedroom, and tell Candi to get out of my fridge. We are going out for breakfast!" Nicki yelled as she rubbed the lotion on Allianna.
"Okay Nic." Lauren yelled back. Nicki reached over and got a diaper out of her pile she kept in her room. She put it on Alli, and then put the shorts on her. Nicki layed her down.
"Don't move baby. I got to get your little earrings." Nicki got up and got the 16 carat star studs. She walked back to the and picked Alli up. She sat her on her lap and put on earring in. Then she turned Alli to put in the other one. It must've hurt a little because when Nicki put it through Alli squeezed her right boob.
"HEY! That hurt." Alli looked up at Nicki and laughed.
"Oh you think it's funny....It's funny...It's funny baby girl?" Nicki asked tickling Alli. Candi walked in the room.
"Sorry to break up yall little happy moment but Umm.... I'm hungry." Nicki got up from the bed holding Alli. She walked over to Candi and gave her the baby.
"Finish getting her dressed while I get my shower." Nicki said walking into the bathroom, and shut the door. Candi walked over to the bed, when the bathroom door opened.
"And if you ever ruin another mother-daughter moment.... I WILL kill you." With that being said Nicki shut the door. Candi looked down at Alli. She looked up at Candi and nodded her little head slowly, then flicked her little nails.
"Like mother. Like daughter." Candi mumbled.
"YA DANG SKIPPY!" Nicki yelled from the bathroom. Little Allianna laughed a soft chuckle.
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Dangerously In Love

Darkness took over all of the bedrooms. Silence fell loudly throughout the house. The clock ticked as the thunder and lightning raged through the New York sky. Nicki stood in the window looking at the rain pour down. Allianna was sleeping soundly, and peaceful. Nicki was glad that she put her to sleep before the storm happened.
"Children have not one worry.... I wish it could be like that for me." Nicki smirked as her phone vibrated across the coffee table. She walked over to it, and sat her cup of honey tea down. Nicki looked at the screen, and sighed heavy. She answered with a snappy tone.
"What?"
"Why you answering the phone like that?"
"What do you want Candi?" Nicki said ignoring the question.
"Well I saw that I missed your call this morning, so I was calling....."
"I called you at 9:25 this morning now it's...." Nicki pulled the phone from her ear, and hit a random button to see the time. " 5:40 in the afternoon, and you want to call back?" Candi was caught off guard with Nicki's sharp tone.
"What's wrong Nic?"
"You know what..... I'm tired of everyone asking me that damn question!!! I'm hurting. My life isn't supposed to be like this. Everything is supposed to be completely DIFFERENT!!! Candi, I'm alone. I'm doing everything alone now! I don't have anybody!!!"
"Nicki..."
"No, dont give me that sympathy voice. I don't need sympathy. I need help!! I need love!! I need somebody just like the next bitch!! I wasn't supposed to be another statistic Candi!"
Nicki heard Allianna whimper. She walked over to the little automatic swing. She put her hand on Alli's forehead. Candi was talking away but Nicki wasn't listening. She put the phone down, and picked Alli up.
"You feel warm ladybug. Let me get you out of these clothes." Nicki walked up the stairs to Alli's room. She laid her in the crib, and pulled the Pink Star one piece off Alli had on. Then she pulled off the little white under shirt she had on. Then Nicki picked her up, and walked out of the room. On her way to her bedroom, Nicki turned the air up to cool the house down.
Nicki had forgot about Candi being on the phone. She walked into her bedroom, and shut the door. She got on her bed with Alli held close to her chest. Allianna looked up at Nicki and yawned. Nicki looked around the bed for the television remote only to see it on the dresser. She looked down at her daughter.
"Mommy needs to put the remote on the night stand when cleaning up." She said giggling as she laid the baby down on her bed.
"Don't you move one inch butterball." Nicki got up from the bed, and walked over toward the dresser. She turned around only to see Allianna rolling over from her back to her stomach. Nicki screamed, which cause her to stop moving.
"No, Go ahead baby girl." Alli pushed a little more and rolled completely over. Nicki ran back to the bed and picked her up.
"Aww, Stinka!! I'm sooooo proud of you!! Oh My God Safaree! Come Now!!!" Nicki was so happy that it took her a minute to realize what she yelled. He had been on her mind very heavy lately. Nicki lowered her arms, bringing Allianna out of the air. The feelings for him had never left. All of them that she had two years ago was still present. Even with the memories of that heartbreaking arguement they had. Nicki sat down in her chair. That night had been one of her worst, if not thee worst.
"I CAN'T STAND YOU!" She remembered him screaming. "YOU WAS FAKING YOUR FEELINGS FROM THE BEGINNING!! YOU DON'T LOVE ME & YOU NEVER DID!!!" Nicki cringed at the memory. It sent chills up her spine. Tears began to burn the back of her eyes. They was begging to be let go of. As that one tear slowly fell down her right cheek, the others fell faster from her left eye. Nicki actually felt her heart break. She began to sob more, and let the tears roll. They was falling off her chin landing on Allianna's little stomach.
Allianna sat up, and rubbed her little thumb across Nicki's cheeks. She was moving like she wanted to be stood up. Nicki lifted her, and she wrapped her little arms around Nicki's neck. Nicki held her baby as she cried more, and more. If she didn't have anyone else, she did have her little star who would always be there.
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This is chapter one to the sequel. I hoped you enjoyed. Hit me with all that you have to say.
Plus I wanted say thank you for all the positive feedback. I'm glad that you guys like my little imagination with Nicki & Safaree.
Also, I'm sorry that I haven't posted recently. But I'm back to my old writing habits now. I was having trouble with what direction did I want this to go. But I got yall. Strap your seat belts. The ride starts here. I Love You All.- Janae aka Nae.

Prologue

Past (July 25, 1998)

The sun was beaming down on the streets on New York. This was one of the most hottest days of the year. Two best friends was sitting on the girl's front porch.
"How many kids do you want?"
"Im going to be icy, and famous. I doubt if I have time for kids." He saw her facial expression change so he spoke up again.
"But if I did I want one little girl."
"Name?"
"Allianna. I love that name."
"Oh Okay, Thats cute." She said licking her freeze pop.
"How many do you want?"
"Just like you..... One little girl."
"Name?" He asked eating his chocolate ice cream.
"No" She answered looking down the street.
"Who's going to be your baby daddy?"
"I dont know."
"I will be if you let me." He said not knowing she heard him.......

Present (May 5th, 2014)

One year ago, and before that they couldnt be broken apart. Nobody could come between them. They could sit for hours and talk about anything. They had no boundaries. They was a force to be reckoned with. They always had each other's back. But right now... This very second. This very minute. This very hour. This very day. This very month.... They couldnt stand each other. They was broken apart. Any & everybody came between them. They couldnt sit and talk anymore, let alone look at each other's faces. They had millions and billions of boundaries. They wasnt that duo force anymore. And to everyone who knew them a shocker, they didnt have each other's back. She got out of her bed, and put on her slippers. She walked over to her bedroom door, and walked out. Walking down the hallway she walked into the last room on the left. She saw her little baby laying in her pink and yellow crib. She walked over and looked at her baby. She was sleeping wild, her little arms and legs was spread all over. To be only eight months she slept really relax. She looked just like her daddy. Yeah she had her mother's complexion, lips, chin, and head size. But from the nose up she looked like him.
The mother has hid the pregnancy from him, and the media. After her second album dropped, she went on a break because she started to show. She didnt want the world knowing about it. Only people that knew about the baby girl was her family, and really close friends. She looked back down at the sleeping baby girl. She knew he would want to be apart of her life and he would want to be there..... And now she was ready for him to be....
"Its time to grow up for you.....Allianna." Nicki said leaving the baby to sleep, walking out of the room.