Monday, April 30, 2012

Emergency Call

***This is a emotional chapter. Get your tissues. Enjoy!


Nicki looked over to the bed, and saw Allianna sleeping soundly. She had given Allianna her nightly bath, and bottle. Nicki walked over to her bag, and pulled out some black jeans. She then pulled out a red t-shirt. While Nicki was brushing her hair up, she thought about Safaree. She was still furious with him, but right now she needed him. After she had got out of the car, and walked the rest of the way to the hotel Nicki was still mad. She thought the walk would've calmed her down, but it didnt. When she got to the hotel, Safaree had gotten the rooms. He thought it would be bad if they stayed in the same room, so he got himself his own room. You would think that Nicki would agree, but it mad her even more furious. Why was because before he wouldnt rest until they, was cool, and good again. But tonight Nicki felt Safaree gave up. She needed to go downstairs to talk on the phone. The reception in Alli, and her hotel room, was horrible. Nicki put her hair in a ponytail, and put on her clothes. She walked over by the door, and slipped on her Red, and Black Adidas one strap slippers. She then turned around and walked back to the bed. Nicki picked Allianna up, with her blanket. Nicki grabbed her room key, and walked out of the room.
Safaree was lying on his bed eating a Ice Cream sundae. It had atleast one scoop of every ice cream you could think of. He was watching "Criminal Minds" thinking about everything that occured today. He didnt understand why Nicki got so mad, nor why she through up in his face that he wasnt there for Allianna. Had she told him, that she was pregnant he would've been there from that day foreward. Safaree just knew that no matter what occured between Nicki, and him.... NOTHING was going to stop him from being apart of his daughter's life. He was determined to not be a dead beat father like his own father. Just as Safaree was about to eat some more ice cream, a knock came to his door. He got up without hesitation to answer.
Nicki stood at the door tapping her right foot, while popping her Double Mint gum. She knocked again, until she heard a faint voice say....
"I'm coming." About four seconds later Safaree opened the door. He didnt have a shirt on, and he looked like he had just put on baby oil. Nicki stared for a second seeing everything go in slow motion. She had noticed that he had got more buff, but seeing his muscle without clothes on just did something more. The moment was good until Safaree said something.
"May I help you?" He asked a little annoyed with Nicki's attitude towards him from earlier. Nicki raised her left eyebrow, rolled her eyes, and her neck.
"Look, I need to step downstairs to call someone important. Can you watch her for a few small minutes?"
"Nicki you dont have to ask me to watch her." Safaree said reaching for Allianna. Nicki pulled her back.
"First, put on a shirt. Second, you are coming to my room." Nicki said. Safaree looked at her like she was stupid, and reached for Alli again. Nicki pulled away as well.
"I'm serious." Nicki said walking toward the elevator. Safaree grabbed his black tank, shoes, and ran down to wear Nicki, and Alli was.

Forty Minutes Later

Safaree was sitting in the chair watching the basketball game. It was New York Knicks vs. Dallas Mavericks. Dallas was behind by 23 points. Safaree was going for New York of course but he still felt bad for Dallas.
"C'mon Carmelo!!!!! SHOOT!!" Safaree yelled, Carmelo shot the ball from the three point line, and made it.
"THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT! New York In Here!!!" Safaree said jumping up from his seat. He realized that Alli was sleep, and decided that he needed to check on her. Safaree put his Pepsi down, with his Lays chips. He was walking backwards when he heard Alli coughing. Safaree didnt take anything serious, thinking it was just a light cough, and maybe her lying on her stomach. He walked over closer to the bed, and she was shaking badly. Safaree automatically went into panic mode. He picked her up, and saw her foaming at the mouth. Her body was stiff, and she was still shaking.
"Allianna!!!!!" Safaree screamed. Her arms began to twitch more, as the foam of her saliva came out of her mouth more. Safaree layed her down, as he searched for his cell phone. He realized that he left it upstairs. Allianna was still shaking bad, and he picked her up again. Safaree reached over for the hotel phone and dialed 911. The operator picked up immediatly.
"911, What is your emergency?"
"Um..... My..... My daughter is having bad shakes, and convulsing. Her saliva is foaming, and coming out of her........ out of her....... out of her mouth." Safaree said stumbling up his words.
"How old is your daughter?"
"She is....... e......ei...eight...." Safaree said as tears spilled over his eye lids, like a river flowing.
"Eight years old" The operator asked.
"No!!! Months." Safaree yelled. The operator asked the where they was and Safaree told her the hotel. Alli began to cough, and vomit as well.
"We are sending a ambulance right now sir." The operator said. Safaree just sat down on the bed hold Allianna, trying to think of everything he could do to help.

Ten Mintues Later- Hotel Lobby

Nicki was talking to Candi when she seen the ambulance team rush into the hotel. She looked at them going silent on Candi for a moment. She saw the go all the way to the front desk.
"Show us to room 578 now! We got a call from a male for a emergency." The tall guy said walking toward the elevator. Nicki saw the clerk from the desk get the room key, and guide the squad in the elevator to the room. Nicki went back to her conversation until it hit her that room 578 was her hotel room. She dropped her phone, and dashed for the elevators. Nicki pressed the up button about thirty times. Then looked up at the indicator, showing that all the elevators was on the 15th floor, and as they was coming down, they stopped at every floor.
"Shit!" Nicki said hitting her forehead. She looked all around for a quicker way up. She turned in a complete circle, and saw the stairs. Her room was on the 10th floor but she didnt care. Nicki took off running up the stairs on her way to her room, hoping it was a mistake that the ambulance came for something in her room.

A loud bang came to the door, and Safaree opened it.
"Where is the baby Sir?" The lady asked. Safaree couldnt speak so he just pointed to the bed. Alli was laying there still shaking. The people rushed to aid the baby girl. The man took out a cloth and wiped Alli's mouth.  Safaree just backed away, as he seen the lady put this cup on Alli's face. Then she reached into the bag which the cord for the mask was coming from. It was oxygen. Safaree began to cry harder. They lady then picked Alli up in her arms.
"We need to get her to the hospital now! She is having a seizure!" They lady said holding Allianna.
Nicki busted through the stairs door, all the way out of breath. She ran down the little hallway, and turned. She ran down the long hallway to her room. The door was open, and she seen the paramedics handling Allianna.
"ALLI!!!" Nicki said running in. One of the guys caught Nicki before she ran into the lady holding Alli.
"I'm her mother!" Nicki said crying, and breathing hard. She looked over at Safaree in the corner of the room. Nicki stormed over to him. She hit him in the chest, arms, face, head, and kicked him.
"What......Did.....You......DO!?!?!?" Nicki said as she continued to beat on Safaree!
"That's my baby.........My baby......." Nicki said getting tired as she fell to her knees. Safaree just took the hits that Nicki gave him. As she hit the floor, he cried. One of the five paramedic men grabbed Nicki.
"You need to come with us." He picked Nicki up, and looked at Safaree. "You too sir." Nicki let her tears go seeing Alli with that oxygen mask over her face. She couldnt take it. At all.
The people put Nicki in the back of the ambulance with them. One of the guys, got in the car Safaree drove to take his to the hospital. They drove out of the hotel parking lot headed toward the nearest hospital. Nicki was praying in her head hoping everything would be okay............

TBC...... Maybe.


Monday, April 23, 2012

Misunderstood - The FlashBack Two

"No Officer, I woke up, and she was gone." Nicki said crying.
"So you just woke up out of a sleep, and she was missing." The tall Dominican officer said.
"Yes! That is what I have been saying for the past thirty minutes." She screamed at the officer.
"Look Ma'am we are going to find her but we need a description of....." Nicki cut the officer off in mid sentence.
"She is two months old. She is wearing a pink crotch button t-shirt that says "Mommy's Baby". She has black silky hair, and brown eyes. She has a caramel skin tone. She is also wearing a "Huggies" diaper. I'm forgetting something......" Nicki stopped talking for a second then it hit her. " OH!  She also has a coin sized butterfly shaped birthmark on her butt." The officer looked at Nicki, and wrote everything she said down. He then looked at everything he wrote, and smirked. Nicki didnt see anything right now funny enough to smirk at.
"What on hell's fire are you smirking about!?!?" Nicki said screaming at the officer. He just looked at her again, and smiled.
"I just found it shocking that you know everything about your daughter Moesha ." Nicki looked at the guy wiping away her tears.
"What the hell do you mean.... "Shocking"?
"Well, considering that you are a single mother, and black......." Nicki cut him off.
"You know what.... I cant disrespect a officer, but dont you ever insult me like that! I am a very good mother. I know everything about my child. I'll admit that there are some bad mothers out there but not ALL of them are African American Sir. Now what you can do is get out of my house for making such a derogatory remark. I will call for another officer to find my baby, because you show no such interest in this matter, and it is very SIGNIFICANT!" Nicki said walking over to the door and opening it. The officer walked over to where Nicki was standing. He looked at her and shook his head.
"Make sure your drug dealer of a boyfriend dont have your bastard of a baby!" Nicki wanted to stick her foot where the sun didnt shine on this man but kept her cool. She was going to make a call to his boss in the morning. Just as the officer walked out of the door, Jelani came walking up to the house holding Allianna in his arms.
"ALLIANNA!!!" Nicki screamed running to Jelani, and snatching her from him. Jelani looked at the officer, then at Nicki.
"What are the police doing here?" He asked. Before Nicki could answer the officer had Jelani pinned to the sidewalk and had cuffs on him.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!?" Nicki screamed as Tyesha, Candi, Thembi, and Lauren pulled up. They all got out and ran up.
"Officer let him go!" Thembi said. The officer didnt say anything but read Jelani his Miranda rights.
"You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say or do can and will be held against you in a court of law. You have the right to speak to an attorney. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be appointed for you.Do you understand these rights as they have been read to you?"
"Yes I do but what am I being arrested for?"
"You took this child, without knowledge from her mother. Plus you are a drug dealer Tyrone."
"Tyrone!?!?" My name is Jelani! and I do NOT sell drugs!!"
"Yeah Yeah. Whatever! You're black" The cop said pulling Jelani up from the ground."
"Nicki, What the hell is going on?" Tyesha said walking up to her.
"Just take Allianna, and go in the house. I will tell you when I get back from bailing Jelani!" Nicki looked at Jelani being thrown into the police car.
"He is her uncle. He was staying here with me for tonight. He didnt kiddnap her! And when I get him out. You are getting fired for defamation of  my character, and I'm taking you to court for it!" Nicki said getting in her car, pulling out of the driveway.
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So this a little interlude. This is the reason why Nicki didnt like Safaree taking Allianna without her knowing. Tell me what you thought of the officer. I hoped you enjoyed!!! Commment, Comment, & COMMENT!!!! This interlude belongs to Talea, Rosie, and Toya!!!!! *smooches* Until Next Time.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Walking Off

***Just to warn you guys this is kind of short but Enjoy! Comment!

Nicki opened her eyes when she felt the car come to a stop. She sat straight up taking in her surroundings. She woke up feeling good, and refreshed. Nicki was okay until the memories of what had transpired earlier had flooded her mind. She looked over at the driver's seat and didnt see Safaree. She then turned around and looked in the back seat. No Allianna. Nicki got out of the truck, and walked to the trunk. She looked through the window, and didnt see the bags. She looked all around for Safaree, and Allianna. She saw nothing but a gas station. Nicki began to panic. She ran into the gas station, and right up to the front desk.
"Sir......Sir......Have you seen a little cute baby girl, and a tall monkey looking man?"
"Huh?" The guy said.
"Have you seen a little girl, with a about 6'3 man?"
"Skittles..... Aisle Three." The guy said.
"Look here asshole my daughter is missing!"
"Ohhh.....Tide washing powder.... Aisle Seven."
"You know what...." Nicki screamed reaching for the guys collar until she heard Safaree's voice from the bathroom.
"Now, You are all clean coon baby." Nicki looked at the guy then let his collar go. She walked over to Safaree.
"Where the fuck did you go?"
"I had to change Alli. She had a big mess, and it wasnt the business. We wa...."
"Look dont ever leave with her and not tell me!" Nicki said snatching Alli from Safaree.
"But..."
"No buts, do NOT do it." Nicki walked over to the front counter. The two Arabic men was standing there whispering. Before Nicki could say anything the short one spoke up first.
"You're Nicki Minaj. My little niece loves you. Can I get you signature?" Nicki smiled and laughed.
"I dont have a pen, but I will take a picture for you to give to her." Nicki said.
"Okay, that will work." The guy pulled out a camera, while Safaree came up, and took Allianna. He walked over to the door, and stood while Nicki took pictures with the men.
"You are Jungle. Can we get a picture with you too?" The tallest guy said. Safaree looked at him. Nicki walked up to him, taking Alli, and said..
"Go take the picture so we can leave." Safaree walked over to them.
"Its Safaree." he said and they took a few pictures. About thirty minutes later Nicki, Safaree, and Allianna was in the car on their way to the highway.


Two Hours Later

Safaree looked over at Nicki and just stared at her. They had been driving in silence since they left the gas station. Safaree was mad, and hurt about what Nicki said to him. He didnt know why she didnt trust him with THEIR daughter. She looked like she was about to kill him, when she said those word to him. He didnt understand what he had did to make her think she couldnt trust him. Safaree looked in the rear view mirror to see that Alli was sleep again.
"We need to talk." He said in a low dry voice.
"About what?" Nicki said a little snappy.
"Why did you snap on me like that?" Safaree said stopping at the stoplight. He had chose to stop for the night, at a hotel. He took the first exit, and now they was in Sparks, Nevada.
"When did I snap on you?"
"Back at the gas station. Dont act dumb Nicki." Safaree stated.
"You took my baby, and didnt tell me where you was going."
"First of all Onika, she is OUR baby." Nicki felt like this was going down a road she didnt feel like going down right now.
"Safaree, leave it alone."
"No."
"Leave it." Nicki said biting her bottom lip.
"I said NO! You dont trust me with our baby? Why not?"
"Safaree......." Nicki said closing her eyes trying to keep herself from snapping.
"Safaree nothing. I would never hurt her. She is mine too. She doesnt just belong to you!!" That was all Nicki needed as gas to make her snap.
"When did she become your's!?!? Huh? Answer that! You just got into her life. I have been doing everything!! Everything for these eight months!!! By myself!"
"I would've been there Nicki!! You didnt tell me!"
"See there you go with your shitty blaming game! You should've knew the night you came to my house! Yeah, Not that night you came and we fucked on my couch. I'm talking about that night in May. You showed up like nothing had happened. Like that fight didnt happen. I was throwing up, sleeping, going to the bathroom alot ,and rubbing my hand over my stomach every thirty seconds!!!"
"How was I supposed to know!?!?!" Safaree yelled back at her.
"You know what I dont have to tell you shit!!! I do what I want, and I have my reasons! You wont take her anywhere and I mean it." Safaree looked at Nicki like she was crazy. He then began to fuss, and Nicki fussed back. Allianna woke up, and began to cry. Nicki looked at her baby, and saw herself. She remember the night that her mother, and father fought in front of her while they was driving home.
"Safaree pull the car over."
"Are you crazy? The hotel is all the way down the street."
"Pull the da......Pull the car over!" Nicki said more sternly. Safaree looked at her, and pulled over like she requested. Nicki opened the door, and got out. She pulled her hoody from the seat and put it on. She opened the back door, and unbuttoned Allianna from the car seat. She pulled Alli in her arms, and got back out of the car. She shut her door, and the back door. "I'm walking to the hotel. I can be in the same car with you right now. Go Ahead." She said.
"I'm not leaving you guys." Safaree said.
"GO! Leave me and Alli alone. We are coming. I just need time with her alone right now." Safaree was about to rejected her again until Nicki just walked away and began walking. Safaree sat there looking at her walk off. He put the car in drive, and pulled off slowly.
"Fine Onika." He said driving down the street. He didnt want to leave them, but he knew he better before Nicki got even madder. He gave her the space she need.
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Hey, I told you it was going to be short. AnyBITCH, Tell me what you think. I want comments!!!!! So hit the white box below, and be great. *Smooches*

Monday, April 16, 2012

Sex

Safaree looked out the window, and in the rearview mirror. They had been on this country road for about two hours now, and hadnt seen one car. He looked in the mirror again, to see Allianna playing with her toy. She was just babbling on and on. Safaree never understood how babies just babbled, and they really thought they was talking for real.
Safaree then looked over at Nicki who was texting, and sending emails. He felt his phone vibrating, and reached into the glove department to see who was texting him. When Safaree looked at the screen it said
"458 Emails, 245 Missed Calls, and 78 Unread Text Messages." Safaree didnt even care about the texts, or calls. He just opened up his email to see it full of Twitter notifications. He looked back at the road, then back down at his phone. He opened a few of them, and then clicked a "Lockerz" link. When Safaree saw the picture, he smiled, then dropped his smile looking over at Nicki.
"Why did you do that?"
"Do what?" Nicki said taking a deep inhale.
"You put a picture of Alli, You, and a Sleeping me on Twitter."
"I have no clue what you are talking about.." Nicki said turning.
"Yes you do, but Its cool."
"Wait...." Nicki said turning back to him. "You arent mad?"
"Why would I be mad?" Safaree asked chuckling.
"Because I put her out there." Nicki said lowly.
"Well, To be honest Nicki.... I was going to do the same thing but you was going to be the one sleep. You just beat me to the punch."
"I wish you nigga would."
"Oh, I would've. I think its time my little coons got their picture of you sleeping."
"Well, MY BARBZ are okay. They dont need that picture. Plus you know I'm a semi- wild sleeper, and I dont look right while I sleep."
"You are beautiful when you sleep. Looking so peaceful." Safaree said looking over at Nicki. She returned his stare. She saw his eyes darken, as she nervously licked her lips. Safaree felt something rip through his body when her saw her tongue go over her bottom lip.
In a distance he heard a loud car horn but because of him being caught up in a trance he didnt play it any mind. Nicki broke the stare down to look out of the windsheild. Safaree had crossed over into the oppisite direction lane, and a car was coming right for them.
"SAFAREE!!!!!" Nicki screamed which caused Safaree to look. He gripped the wheel, and turned it fast. The other car turned as well, they missed each other by about four inches. The other car sped off instead of stopping. Safaree did the same.
"WOAH!!!! That was amazing!!!" Safaree said laughing, and jumping in the seat. Nicki looked at him with blasted eyes. Alli was in the backseat yelling just like him.
"AHHHHH!!!" She screamed. Safaree turned around looking at his daughter.
"That was great wasnt it Coon Baby!! WOOOOOO!" Safaree looked over at Nicki.
"First, Dont call my princess a 'Coon Baby'" Nicki turned around toward Alli. "Baby girl that isnt fun." Alli continued to scream, and laugh until she calmed down about ten minutes later. Nicki looked over at Safaree.
"Let me drive. You have had enough fun for today." She said. Safaree looked at her.
"You cant. You dont know where we are going."
"Well Safaree, We are going to be on this same road for a while. So I'll drive this, and when we have to change, I'll let you drive again." Safaree looked at her and she smiled showing off her deep dimples. Safaree melted, and gave in.
"Okay, You can drive." He said.
"Good, Now pull over." Nicki said. "Alli, you are about to see how you are supposed to drive."
Safaree pulled the car over, and got out of the driver seat. Nicki got out of the passager seat. Safaree was looking down, while walking so when he turned around the back of the truck Nicki, and him bumped right into each other. Nicki stumbled back, and Safaree grabbed her waist stopping her from falling. He picked Nicki up, and held her at face level with him. He stared deep into her eyes, and licked his lips. Nicki was froze at this point, being so close to him. Her thoughts swiped when he licked his lips and his tongue ran over her lips. With his colonge scent becoming more and more intoxicating, each of Nicki's senses came alive.
"Are you okay?" Safaree said. It sounded slower than the way he really said it, to Nicki. She wanted to kiss him so bad but refrained herself.
"Yes...... Yes, I am" Safaree slid her down his body, and let her waist go. He then walked over to the passager door, but didnt get in.
Nicki stood there not even knowing that her feet had touched the ground. She began to return to earth, as she closed her eyes and blinked.
"What have I got myself into?.......Then to be honest...... I dont care as long as he is involved." Nicki said as she continued her walk to the other side of the car. After she got in, Safaree did to and they drove off.

Three Hours Later

Safaree turned around looking at Allianna seeing that she was still sleep. She had fell asleep in the little Country Barbecue Shack that they had stopped at to eat. Safaree wanted to make sure Alli was still sleep, because he had something in mind. Nicki was looking straight ahead at the road. She looked like her mind was all over the place, and Safaree wanted it on him. He was anxious for this moment. Safaree slowly put his hand on her leg. Nicki looked down with quickness. The warmness of his hand was making her feel things that she hadnt felt in a long time. The feeling became worse as Safaree moved his hand up her leg, stopping at her upper thigh. Nicki sucked in air, and he moved closer to her. She saw him lick his lips in her peripheral vision. Safaree moved his hand up some more, as he put his face in her neck. He didnt kiss, or lick it but the air that was coming from his nose as he breathed did something. It was hitting directly on Nicki's spot, and she softly moaned a little. Safaree then gripped her thigh, as he ran his tongue over her neck. Nicki couldnt even concentrate on the road. Then when she moved a little but then Safaree stopped her when he sucked that same spot. He then reached up, and put his hand on her stomach, gripping the left side of her waist.
"Damn...." Nicki said but it came out as a moan. She let go of the wheel, and Safaree grabbed it with his right hand. He steered, and continued to suck Nicki's neck. Nicki tilted her head to the left so that Safaree would have better access, and he took full advantage. When Nicki started to get into it a little more and more  Safaree stopped out of nowhere. Nicki slowly opened her eyes, that had closed a long time ago. Safaree looked at her, and licked his. He then leaned back in and sucked even harder on her neck this time. Nicki tensed up some but relaxed. She felt herself getting ready to go into a pool of high pleasure. Safaree kissing on her neck was magic. The coldness of his lips from the ice he ate wasnt helping either. Nicki began to moan without any control. Safaree turned her head, and captured her mouth in a deep desire filled kiss. That was all Nicki needed. She felt a scream coming, but muffled it. Safaree parted her lips with his tongue, and wreslted back and forth with her's. Nicki breathing became erratic and she began to moan more, and more. She grabbed Safaree's neck, and kissed him more demanding as she came hard, slowly.
Safaree slowly pulled away from her, and licked his lips. He smirked, as Nicki sat there. He held the wheel the whole time. Nicki was trying to process what just happened, as she slowly moved her foot over to the break peddle. She opened her eyes slowly, and Safaree took the message.
"I'll drive." He said, getting out of the car when it came to a complete stop. He walked around the front, and walked over to Nicki's door. He opened it, and pulled her into his arms. Nicki layed her head on his shoulder. Safaree carried her over to the passager side, and sat her in the seat softly. When he pulled away, Nicki grabbed the collar of his shirt, and pecked his lips, and pulled away. Safaree shut the door, and walked around the back. He had one big grin on his face, but he knew that this was just the beginning. He would have alot more to do. He got into the driver's seat, and pulled his phone out.

@SCAFFBEEZY: Only the beginning...... Step Four: Completed.

Safaree tweeted, before pulling off on the road. He looked in the mirror to see Allianna sleeping, and then over at Nicki to see her sleeping soundly as well. He picked up his phone again....

@SCAFFBEEZY: I'm in love all over again......

He let that tweet stay up for about five minutes before deleting it, and opening his Istagram. He took a picture of Nicki sleeping, and then Allianna. He put them together and posted it.

@SCAFFBEEZY: I love my family <3 www.instgram.com/578qyer436

He hit the end button, and turned his phone. He looked back at Nicki.
"I love you." He said lowly, not knowing she heard him.

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So Here Is The New Chapter Guys. I hoped you enjoyed. So much more to come. Let me know what you thought. Until Next Time...... #TeamMinaj & Onikafaree.- Love Nae.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Tears- The Flashback

"So you cant just stay home? Why are you doing this?"
"WHY!?! Nicki you kissed another man while we was together!"
"I DIDNT KISS HIM!!!"
"Yes you did. Then you had the nerve to come home and kiss me!?!? You kissed me with those same lips that you put on him."
"Safaree stop being like this." Nicki said walking up to him. She grabbed his hands, and he snatched them away.
"Do NOT touch me!" Nicki jumped at the sharpness of his tone. "You are so fucking stupid Onika!"
"I'm not supid!"
"So what the hell do you call that? HUH!?!" Nicki got quiet, and turned her head. Safaree grabbed her face, and made her look at him.
"WHAT DO YOU CALL IT!?!?"
"I dont know." Nicki answered softly. She looked up into Safaree eyes. She saw pain, heartache, disappointment and alot of other emotions. Nicki began to cry harder.
"No! You dont get to cry, you did this. YOU hurt me! YOU broke this! YOU cheated on ME!"
"I didnt cheat Safaree." Nicki said as her voice cracked. He felt so furious that he walked over to the HD televison and kicked it. Nicki jumped in fear. He then walked over to her award case and pulled her BET, and AMA awards out. He threw them against the wall leaving big dents.
"I CAN'T STAND YOU!" Nicki began to feel light headed.
"YOU WAS FAKING YOUR FEELINGS FROM THE BEGINNING!! YOU DON'T LOVE ME & YOU NEVER DID!!!" Safaree yelled as he threw another one. This time Nicki yelled back.
"YES I DO LOVE YOU!!! & I STILL DO!!!"
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE WITH THAT!!!" Safaree said walking into the kitchen. He walked over to the knife drawer, and pulled them out. He walked back into the living room, and threw the knifes at the wall.
"SAFAREE SHUT THE HELL UP& STOP !!!!!"
"NO!" He walked back to the kitchen, and grabbed plates, and cups. "HE WONT HAVE NOTHING TO EAT ON, OR DRINK OUT OF!!! I'M BREAKING EVERYTHING." Safaree threw everything he could find at the wall. After a while Safaree fell to his knees. He was crying as if someone had died.
"You told me.....You told me you would....... would NEVER talk to him. You promise me." Safaree said in between cries. "I believed you! Onika you broke your promised me." Safaree broke down more, and more. Nicki got up from the steps, and walked over to him. She kneeled next to him, and wrapped her arms around him.
"Safaree..... Look.....Look at me." She said a meek, low voice.
"I can't do this. I just can't." Safaree pulled out of her embrace, and got up. He wiped his tears with his shirt. He walked over to the door.
"This is goodbye." With that he walked out leaving Nicki in middle of the floor, crying her eyes out. She rubbed her hand over her belly, and cried more.

**** I know that I havent posted in a while but I had some free time. This is a interlude. This is the big arguement that Nicki & Safaree had that caused the break up. Leave your comments. Until next time.- Love Nae.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Its Out!!!

Safaree walked into Nicki's house using his key. About two days ago she gave it to him. Nicki didnt like having to get out of her bed to let him in. He put the breakfast down on thr counter top and walked over to the fridge. He was looking for a snapple but didnt see one.
"That's right she will shop tomorrow." Safaree thought it was time for him to see his daughter. He grabbed a pot, and went to the facet. He put some water in it and sat it on the stove eye. He turned it on 'Med', then he went to the cabinet and got a bottle. He walked back to the facet and filled the bottle up. Then he got the formula out of the other cabinet, and put two spoons of it in the bottle. Safaree put the top on and shook it for about 30 seconds. He walked over to the stove and slowly sat the bottle in the pot. He then turned the heat down on low.
Safaree then got a piece of paper towel, and wiped his hands dry, and headed for the stairs. He stopped when he reached them and took his shoes off. He then continued up. Walking right pass Nicki's room he heard some faint noises. They sound very fimilar to him. He shook off the idea of what could be going on behind that door.
"She wouldn't. I know she wouldn't." Safaree continued to Allianna's bedroom. He looked at the pink door with "Princess Alli" on it. He smiled just know that his baby girl was in there. His moment was ruined when he heard a bang noise coming from Nicki's room, and her faint pleas. He looked down the hallway, and just walked into Alli's room. He walked over to the little crib.
"Look at Daddy's Girl! You knew I was coming this morning to see my baby." Allianna was already awake. She started cooing, and smiling when she saw Safaree's face. She started kicking and moving her arms. Safaree picked her up, and cradled her as he spun around.
"Looks like mommy has bathed you alrea....." Safaree was cut off by another bang and hearing Nicki.
"Ahhh..." He couldnt believe she was so loud that he heard her through the wall. He just got a blanket for Alli because the house was a little cold. He walked out of her room, walking past Nicki's room.
"Oh My God!!!!" He heard her scream.
"What in the living hell is she doing?"
"This one is BIG!!" Nicki screamed again. Safaree continued walking and went down stairs. He put Alli in her swing, and walked into the kitchen. He heard more banging from Nicki's room. Then he heard her again.
"WHY ARE YOU SO BIG!?! DAMN" Safaree felt his temper flare a little. He pulled the bottle out of the pot, and wiped around it with the dry dish towel. He sat it down on the counter to cool for a little, hearing moans coming from up stairs. He felt so angry, then he realized that Allianna was too quite. he walked into the living room. She was sucking he thumb looking at the blank T.V.
"Allianna... Allianna...Alli." Safaree said until she looked at him. "What are you watching Tinka Bear. Its blank."
"Well maybe you should turn it on for her." Nicki said standing behind him. She was in a big t-shirt, and her hair was down and messy. Safaree gave her a glare then looked behind her.
"What are you looking for?" Nicki asked. Safaree didnt answer her.
"I brought you breakfast, and from what it sounds like you worked up a appetite." He said with a snarly voice, walking into the kitchen.
"Yeah. Cleaning my closet isnt no joke." Safaree eyes blasted as he picked up Alli's bottle.
"You was cleaning your closet?"he asked.
"Yes I was." Nicki stated opening up the "Denny's" bag. "This smells good. Did you get my..."
"Yes, your cheese eggs are in there." Safaree couldnt believe that he thought she was getting her deeds done, when he heard all of that. He looked at her. He wanted to do something nice for her.
"Have you took a bath?"
"Yes I have. I just put on a old shirt to clean up in. Why?"
"I'm taking you and Allianna out. I'm going to feed her, and get her dressed. That should give you time to get dressed." Nicki looked at him like he was crazy.
"Okay. It wont take me that long." Safaree walked out of the kitchen with the bottle but double back.
"And Nicki...."
"Yes?" Nicki answered chewing a piece of Turkey Bacon.
"Don't get all fancy. Dress comfortable."
"Okay Safaree. Now can I eat my food in peace."
"Yes." He said chuckling.

Seven Hours Later

Safaree and Allianna was sitting on the couch waiting for Nicki to come down stairs. She had been getting ready for the past three hours. Safaree never understood what took her so long to get ready. But it did give him time to sneak in her room, pack her a bag, and also enough time to pack Alli's bag, with bottles, diapers, out clothes, and night outfits. Also gave him time to run to his house and get a bag. He had put Alli to sleep while he did that.
Now he was back watching "Spongebob" with her. She was laughing at the sounds that the T.V. made when Spongebob & Patrick was supposedly cussing. Safaree looked down at her.
"You understand them?" Alli put her little hand up, waving it toward him. She then made a little "Shh" noise.
"You like Sponge Boy & Star Butt more than Daddy." Alli looked at Safaree then moved her face and looked at the T.V. She put her little pointer finger on her chin like she was thinking.
"You are very advance Alli." Safaree said as she moved up his body. She laid her head on his shoulder, and got back into that little fetal ball. He just rubbed her back. Sooner after that she was sleeping. Safaree looked over at the clock on the wall. It read 2:30.
"That's why you went to sleep. Mommy has you on a schedule. We are going to break that tomorrow Little Coon baby." Safaree said yawning. He leaned his head back, and soon after that he was sleep as well.

Upstairs

Nicki was trying on a lot of different dress. She knew that Safaree had said dont dress fancy but she was going to anyway. She had tried on a blue dress, a purple one, a yellow one, a green one, hell she even tried on a pink one, but they didnt pop to her. She wanted to get his attention. Nicki didnt realized why finding a outfit was so hard. That was one of the most important things.
She had took a baby oil bath. Her skin was soft, and smoothe. She had curled her hair. Her make-up was perfect, and she smelled perfect. But the outfit wasnt coming out right. Nicki walked back into her closet to get another dress. Then Nicki had came to a conclusion that she didnt want to wear a dress anymore. She turned around and looked at her pants. She walked futher into her closet until she reached her booty shorts section. She pulled a black pair off of the rack, and slipped them on. She then turned around and pulled down one of her blue tank tops. Nicki then walked futher into her closet and grabbed a pair of Blue Louboutin sandals. She walked back toward the front of her closet and looked in the mirror.
"I look so sexy!! He is about to loose his mind." Nicki walked out of the closet and over to her dresser. She picked up her Chloe' perfume, and sprayed a little on her wrist then her chest, and around her neck. Nicki reached over on the bed and got her black Gucci bag.
"Here goes." Nicki said hitting her bedroom light, and walking out of the room. Her breathing became erractic as she walked down the stairs. The futher she got down the stairs the more she could smell his Gucci colonge.
"Damn. He smells good." Nicki said under her breath. When she reached the bottom of the stairs she looked over at the couch, and saw his head. She walked over closer, and saw Alli lying on his chest. Nicki pulled out her phone as quick as she could and snapped a picture of the sight before her. She smiled a big Kool- Aid smile. She could tell that Alli and Safaree was going to have a strong bond when she got older. Nicki put her bag down and walked over to them. She sat next to Safaree, and saw Alli move a little. Allianna sat her head up a little and looked at her mother. Nicki put her finger to her mouth and silently said "Shh". Alli looked at Nicki's hand and saw the phone. Nicki scooted closer to Safaree and turned the phone outward so she could get a family picture. She leaned back so it could fit all of them in it. She smiled, Alli smiled, and Safaree snored. Nicki snapped the picture and chuckled a little. She then snapped three more. She then looked at them, and smiled even harder.
Nicki got a idea, and it was a good one. She felt it was time for everyone to know about Alli. She was tired of going out on eggshells praying that no paps would see her. She looked at the picture one more time before getting online on her phone. She felt this was the best way to do it, so she did. She would answer questions later.

@NICKIMINAJ: I Introduce to the Barbz & Outsiders. My Pride & Joy. My Little Muffin, The reason I continue to try. Allianna Onika Samuels. Yes Barbz I said SAMUELS! www.lockerz.com/PQY5674

Nicki watched her mentions go nuts.

Yes She Does! RT  @FuckYeaItsMinaj Aww, HB She is so adorable & a spliting image of you!" @NICKIMINAJ

 I know he always sleep. Drowsy Ass!! RT @TeamNickiNinja Look at Safaree in the picture sleeping. SMDH @NICKIMINAJ

#OnikasOffspring!! You mean bew! Lmaoo *kisses*  RT @NickiBarbPink @NICKIMINAJ Her last name is SAMUELS!!! #FengalisOffspring!!!

@NICKIMINAJ: Bye Babies. She is crying now. BBL

Nicki closed her twitter app, and got up. She smiled that she finally let it be known.