"You have to make certian things better. Sometimes you may feel that its the best idea to walk away but the best idea is to stay and work it out." - Safaree Samuels
Mount Sanai Hospital- 2:15am
Safaree walked into the hospital room, and sighed as he did so. He looked at Nicki from the door with the light shining on her. Her room was very dark, and only a little lit cause of the pink lava lamp she had in there. Safaree felt his strong exterior be damaged by his emotional internal feelings. He had already dealt with Drake, and didnt feel bad about any of it. He had told Drake to never come nea Nicki again back two years ago in the hospital in L.A. Drake must've forgot that, and Safaree didnt mind giving him a reminder and begged him to make another apperance cause that would be the end of his life. Jelani felt the same way that Safaree felt about the situation, and they went to work on Drake at his New York Condo. Luckily for them Drake didnt have no one there but 40 who got his ass beat as well. Safaree was on Drake, and Jelani had 40 then they tagged team, and switched up.
Safaree shook the thoughts of what had occured a meer two hours ago out his mind, and focused back Nicki. He looked at the cast they had on her ankle, and the breathing mask they had on her face. Safaree felt like a failure. He slowly walked, and pulled up a chair by her bedside. He softly rubbed her hand, while placing it in his. He felt like he let her down again. He had broke yet another promise to her. Safaree had promised her since they first met he would always be there for her to count on, and to protect her. She was sleep but Safaree chose to talk to her anyway.
"Onika.... I have somethings to get off my chest." He started before he sighed then continued. "I know I haven't been the best for you. I haven't been there. I haven't been the best friend I said I will always be. I know I have let you down. I sat on my bed one night and just thought of all that we have been through together. All the times we cried together. All the times I held you when you needed to be held, and when you did the same for me. I remember the times that you helped me when I was down, and didnt see a way getting back up. I remember the times when I didnt have nothing, and you only had enough for yourself but you would split it in half for me to have something. I remember the times that I would get tired of my dad midnight dip ins, and my mom and him arguing..... You would sneak me in your room, and let me sleep in the bed with you so I didnt have to hear it. I remember that time when you found out that Ziare was cheating with Chrissy you let me know then whooped her ass for my defense. Then even after that I never seen you cry about Ziare, you held your composure and let me cry. You have always been there for me. You always had my back. I think back to when I walked out on you.... after that party. How I didnt come back until that day we had that big argument. I just want you to know that I didnt mean what I said. I was angry, and hurt. I didnt know how to feel, or how to handle my emotions. But I wasnt a man then..... the reason I say that is cause I should've stood my ground, and stood by your side. Im sorry. Im sorry that I wasnt there to help with Alli. I know I said it was your fault for me not being there but to be honest it was my fault. Had I not walked out I would've been there.... Found out at the same time.... and been there for the birth and all. I know there is a possibility that she isn't mine but to be completely honest I see her as mine, and no matter what she is my daughter. I dont care. Nicki, I love you...... I really do." Safaree wiped the tears that was rolling down his cheeks, and then stood up.
"That's all I wanted to say. I'll be back tomorrow early in the morning..... Get better Purf." Safaree chuckled as he wiped the remaining tears from his eyes. He walked over to the door, and opened it before he heard a light voice.
"I love you too....." He turned around to see Nicki place the oxygen mask over her face. She lifted her hand, and motioned for him. He turned back around completely, and walked back to her. She moved the mask again.
"I heard every.... thing you said. I want us bac.... back Faree. I need you back. As you see I cant make it without you. Come back into my life.... Please?" Safaree listened to each word that she said, and looked back at her.
"I will always come back to you...." He said just before he wrapped his arms around her. "But there is one thing we must do."
"What.... What's that?" Nicki asked looking back at him.
"We have to go to therapy.... I know you may not...." Nicki cut him off by kissing his lips softly.
"I'll do whatever it takes." She said before she kissed him again just a little more demanding than before but filled with a bunch of passion. The two sat in the room just kissing the minute away..... In One Accord.
