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Saturday, September 7, 2013

As You All Know

As you all know..... I have two stories that I am working on. This one and Down To Business: Onika's Mix (www.onikamix.blogspot.com). I have a option for you all considering I will be posting each week now that my schedule has settled a little bit.

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Friday, August 30, 2013

Some of The Truth....

"So much can happen in a small amount of time. You can be looking at someone like they are the one, and all the while they can not be. You may not want to let them go but you have to. They may make you feel insecure but you want them around. They may make you feel like someone can take your place, but you still stick around even though you may see heartache in the near future." - Safaree Samuels

Nakia looked at Safaree with a rude facial expression.
"Yes, I am pregnant. But guess what? It ain't by you dumb ass." Nakia said in a voice filled with rage, and anger that was piercing just by the tone. Her body stiffed and she shook slightly.
"Safaree, I had to make sure." A soft tone spoke.
"How you gonna just talk to me like that?" "What is your problem?" Safaree said.
"What are you talking about?" She spoke again.
"Nicki don't play dumb. You know you just told me that the baby wasn't mine."
"No I didn't." Nicki said looking at Safaree with a confused facial expression.
"Nicki..... You just yelled and said the baby isn't by my dumb ass."
"SHIT!!!" Nicki yelled hitting her forehead as she sat down on the sink.
"What is wrong with you?"
"I can't tell you Safaree." Nicki said as she began to cry.
"You can tell me. Nicki, how come we can't talk like we used to?"
"I can tell you but I'm afraid of how you would view me afterwards..... Just let it go." Nicki stated walking out of the bathroom. She sat on her bed, and wiped her tears. Safaree turned around looking at her from her bathroom.

"Nicki, we been friends for how long? Over 14 years now. As much as we been through.... It is nothing you can tell me that will change my attitude toward you." He said sitting by her, and rubbing her leg.
"I.... I have a sickness." Nicki said as her tears started falling.
"What kind of sickness?"
"I can't do this...." Nicki said as she began shaking. Safaree got on his knees in front of her and held her hands.
"The sickness I have is......" Before Nicki could finish, a tall masculine figure took over the doorway.
"Hello Nika...." Ziare said standing in the doorway. Safaree rose up, and flexed a little as Nicki sat still, shaking more.
Nicki inched to the edge of the bed, and looked. She hadn't seen Ziare in a while nor did she want to see him. She cut her eyes in Safaree's direction, and looked at him. He looked as if he wanted to devour Ziare, and beat the living hell out of him. He looked as if he was set on fire.
"Why.... Why are you here?" Nicki asked Ziare.
"I seen that you never got around to the pictures that I dropped off by here." He said with a sly smirk on his face.
"How do you know that?"
"What fucking pictures is he talking about?!" Safaree yelled aloud.
But Nicki waved him off as she watched Ziare pull a huge envelope from behind his back.
"Sit down, Both of you might want to hear this." He said looking at Nicki.
"I don't want to hear shit he got to say." Safaree yelled again.
"Naw brother. Yo package might be burned a bit, so yes you do." Nicki looked at Safaree, and looked at the chair by her bed. He huffed, and walked over to it.
"Go ahead Ziare."
"Well, I gave you these pictures..." he said pausing to open the envelope. "To clarify some things to you Onika. One, Vincent is beating Lauren..."
"WHAT!?" Safaree said jumping up.
"Yeah, that's right. Your friend is a woman beater." Ziare said throwing the pictures on the bed.
"Shut the fuck up you narrow headed ass dick bitch." Safaree said just before he started observing the picture Nicki was holding.
It was of Vincent standing over Lauren with his foot raised like he was about to kick her, and the next few pictures showed he did just that.
"Second, Vincent was fucking and dating Naomi at the same time you was." He said looking at Safaree before he threw the next batch of pictures on the bed. The one on top showed Vincent and Naomi walking and kissing in Times Square. Then a few pictures after that showed him fucking her up against a wall in the Marriot hotel. Then Ziare pulled out a DVD tape, and walked to Nicki's television set. He put the DVD in, and hit play. It was a video of Vince & Naomi in the hotel window.

Safaree was furious by this point, and so was Nicki. Yeah, she knew about Vince beating Lauren but she didn't know he was messing with Naomi too.
"Turn it off." Safaree said barely above a whisper.
"Naw man. Watch yo bitch!" Ziare said as Safaree jumped up to charge him but Nicki jumped in front of him.
"Please. Sit down, and relax for me. I will make him leave." She said turning around. "Ziare, you got to go."
"That's cool." He said smirking. "But both of yall might want to go to the clinic though. Vincent is HIV positive, and has two more STDs. Get tested. Bye."
"What in the hell you mean!?" Nicki said screaming at Ziare.
"Don't say shit to me Onika. I just thought you should know." Safaree wiped his eyes at the sight before him. Nicki had pinned Ziare against a wall and was choking him. It looked as if he was slowly loosing conscience.
"Let. Me. Go." He said slowly gasping for air.
"Naw, You punk bitch. I warned yo ugly ass last time but I see you want to take me.... Nakia as a joke." Safaree stood up. He heard the name Nicki said and didn't understand why she had said it until he thought.
Safaree's mind raced back to when he had first started getting to know her. He had a run in with this famous Nakia. He knew her better than anyone around Nicki. He knew that blank stare that them eyes could give him. He should have know, he should have know.
"Nakia....." Safaree said slightly above a whisper. She turned around, and he saw that stare. "Please. Let him go, and allow Nicki to come back. No one is going to harm her, I got this. Let me, and Nicki handle this one."
"You can't handle shit!" She said in a snarly tone to him. "I tried to lay back, and let you make Nika happy.... Now, you watch me handle this."
"Give me one more chance Nakia. I'm begging you. Please." She looked at him and stiffened up again. She let Ziare go.
"Ziare just leave me alone. I can handle my life and Nicki's life. Just let me handle it man." Safaree said looking at him.
"Cool. You can have that crazy bitch. I ain't got time for her ass anyway." Safaree laughed and smirked. He looked at Nicki.
"Good." He said in response.

Nicki looked at Ziare walk out of the room, about a minute later she heard the door open and close. Safaree sat down on the bed with his face in his hands. Nicki slowly began to walk toward him. She lifted his chin, and wiped his tears. She straddled him, and looked him in the eyes.
"I know that was a hard situation for you not to pound on him but I thank you." She said in a soft tone. Safaree laid back pulling her with him.
"I couldn't put you in danger..... After all you are pregnant."
"Yeah, I know." Nicki said lying her head on his chest. There was silence for a while until Safaree spoke up again.
"We do need to go to the clinic and get tested. You having HIV can effect the baby..... Plus we need to get into a therapy session with Dr. Morrison. I heard that lady is like the Martha Stewart of the hood with couple problems." Safaree looked down, and noticed that Nicki was sleeping soundly, and was lightly drooling on his Versace shirt. At first he wanted to jump up but he decided to just let her sleep. He closed his eyes and allowed her to rest just as well as he was.

Safaree felt a light pinch in the center of his arm, and he jumped right out of his sleep.
"WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!?" He yelled, as two other guys held him still. "What is this shit!?! Mama!!?!?!? HELP!!!!!! NICKI!!!!!" He continued to yell. Nicki came up the stairs with a pickle, yogurt, and mustard sandwich. She looked at Safaree.
"Shut up. You sound like a girl dawg." Nicki said taking a bite of the sandwich. "They are doctors from a clinic here. They chose to do a house run for our tests that we needed to take." Safaree watched the doctor finished drawing blood from him. He looked at the gauze, and pink tape the doctor put on the middle of his arm.
"We will be in contact with you Mrs. Samuels." The doctor said walking out of the room.
"Did he just call you Mrs. Samuels?" Safaree asked sitting up.
"Yes. They would only do a home run if I said we was married." Safaree looked at her.
"Oh."
"Well I think that I'm going to take a shower and get ready for bed."
"You going to bed?"
"Yeah, I have some interviews tomorrow, a photoshoot with Ebony magazine, and studio with Jay Z." Safaree automatically went into protective mode.
"You don't think you are doing too much. You need to rest for the baby."
"Oh my god. Here you go." Nicki said. "I did it with Allianna and she turned out just fine. This baby will be no different."
"No. You will rest. As a matter of fact I will be with you tomorrow because on a full schedule you always forget to eat and..... What is that smell?"
"I dont smell anything." Safaree sniffed around and his nose landed right next to Nicki's plate.
"What is on that sandwich?"
"Sweet and Sour Pickles, Mustard, and Strawberry Banana Yogurt."
"Ewwwww!!!!" Safaree said jumping up.
"It's good." She said poking her lips out.
"Sure it is Purf." Safaree said putting on his hat.
"Wow....."
"What?"
"You haven't called me Purf in a long time!" Nicki said smiling and rubbing her stomach. She put her plate on her night stand.
"I know. It has been a...." before Safaree could finish his sentence all he saw was a messy bun moving past him at lightening speed. He heard the bathroom door slam, and heard Nicki throwing up her guts.
"I'll see you tomorrow... Be here at eight..... Bring me breakfast too." She said throwing up more in between her talking.
"I swear you the only person to talk while throwing up. You okay?"
"Yes.... I'm perfect. BYE!" She yelled. Safaree smiled slowly as he walked out of the house. He loved that woman but that wad only..... Some of the truth.

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Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Preview: The Truth

"So much can happen in a small amount of time. You can be looking at someone like they are the one, and all the while they can not be. You may not want to let them go but you have to. They may make you feel insecure but you want them around. They may make you feel like someone can take your place, but you still stick around even though you may see heartache in the near future."

Nakia looked at Safaree with a rude facial expression.
"Yes, I am pregnant. But guess what? It ain't by you dumb ass." Nakia said in a voice filled with rage, and anger that was piercing just by the tone. Her body stiffed and she shook slightly.
"Safaree, I had to make sure." A soft tone spoke.
"How you gonna just talk to me like that? What is your problem?" Safaree said.
"What are you talking about?" She spoke again.
"Nicki don't play dumb. You know you just told me that the baby wasn't mine."
"No I didn't." Nicki said looking at Safaree with a confused facial expression.
"Nicki..... You just yelled and said the baby isn't by my dumb ass."
"SHIT!!!" Nicki yelled hitting her forehead as she sat down on the sink.
"What is wrong with you?"
"I can't tell you Safaree." Nicki said as she began to cry.
"You can tell me. Nicki, how come we can't talk like we used to?"
"I can tell you but I'm afraid of how you would view me afterwards..... Just let it go." Nicki stated running out of the bathroom. She sat on her bed, and wiped her tears. Safaree turned around looking at her from her bathroom.
"Nicki, we been friends for how long? Over 14 years now. As much as we been through.... It is nothing you can tell me that will change my attitude toward you." He said sitting by her, and rubbing her leg.
"I.... I have a sickness." Nicki said as her tears started falling.
"What kind of sickness?"
"I can't do this...." Nicki said as she began shaking. Safaree knelled in front of her and held her hands.
"The sickness I have is......" Before Nicki could finish, a tall masculine figure took over the doorway.
"Hello Nika...." Ziare said standing in the doorway. Safaree rose up, and flexed a little as Nicki sat still, shaking more.

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This is a small preview. The full chapter will be on Saturday at the latest. Tomorrow at the earliest.  

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Summer Present

The rain beat against the rooftop harshly as the clouds moved rapidly across the sky. The faint smells of alcohol floated through the air as slow tunes of Anita Baker sounded off. Nicki laid on the couch filled with emotions. She was still shocked and didn't know the explanation behind Safaree not knowing they made up. She was mind blown that he wasn't even lying to her too. She sat here trying to think of a reason that made sense but couldn't come up with nothing. Safaree slowly walked in the door with takeout from Panda Express. Nicki looked at him, as she took the last sip of Ginger Ale that was left in her cup.

"So, you’re back." She said looking at him.
"I told you I was coming back." Safaree said chewing on a piece of eggroll he was carrying in his hand.
"Safaree, we need to talk."
"Can it wait? I want to put Alli down first."
"She isn’t here. I sent her with Jelani. He dropped pass while you was out."
"Oh.... Well talk." Safaree said sitting down. He opened his bag and instantly Nicki began to gag.
"What's in there?" She said getting up as fast as she could with her brace on.
"Orange Chicken, Shrimp Fried Rice, and Three Eggrolls."
"That.... Shit... Stink!!!" Nicki said as she gagged again. Safaree laughed as he stood up, and walked up on her.
"No it doesn't."
"Safaree... Back up." She said holding her stomach.
"N..." Before Safaree knew it Nicki threw up all on his shirt.
"WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!" He yelled. Nicki just continued to throw up. Safaree grabbed her and pulled her to the sink. He ripped his shirt off, and held her hair..... This was about to be a revelation of a lot of things.

Three Hours Later

Safaree and Nicki were sitting on the couch watching re runs of "Good Times".  They seemed like everything was cool, and was acting like nothing had happened. Nicki's mind was racing all over the place as she spoke.
"Can we talk now?" Safaree looked at her, and grabbed the remote.
"Go ahead." He said turning the television down.
"I.... I... I remember that night like it was real. We made up, and laid in that hospital bed together..... I remember it. But you were saying that you don't.... Why don't you remember it?"
"I don't know."
"What you mean? Faree.... It felt so..."
"Faree?" He said looking at her.
"Yes Faree."
"Wow..."
"What?" Nicki said looking at him curiously.
"You haven't called me that in a while. But continue."
"Where do we go from here? I mean I thought we made up but you say we haven't. Making me believe that I've lost it."
"Lost what Onika?"
"Us... You... Like this is what I want. I need you. I have been trying to tell you this forever. I know you left me, and I haven't been the same since. I understand that it will be hard for us, but I'm ready to take that chance. I don’t give a damn what I gotta do.... I want us back Faree. I love you with everything in me... My heart, my soul, My Mind.... All of it. I don't need anyone as long as I got you." Nicki said just before she started throwing up again.

She got up, and hopped to the bathroom as quick as she could. Safaree sat there on the couch, think of everything that she just said..... He was tired of fighting this. He knew he felt the same way she did. He was ready to make it work no matter what. The phone ringing broke into his thoughts.
"Can... You.... Get... That!?" Nicki yelled as he heard her vomit hit the toilet.
"Sure..." Safaree reached over and picked up the phone.

"Hello?" He said.
"Hello, this is Nancy from Queens General Women's Clinic."
"Um... Yes?"
"Is Ms. Maraj available?"
"No she isn't."
"I have been trying to reach her for the past week, and a half. This must be the man that came with her to the clinic."
"Um... Yes." Safaree said. He knew it wasn't him that went but wanted to know what the call was about.
"You being with her when she took the test, I think it's good that you deliver the news to her." Safaree was on edge.
"Yes Ma'am...."
"Tell her it came back positive. She is PREGNANT!!!! Congrats to you two..."
"WHAT!?!?" Safaree dropped the phone, and stormed to the bathroom.
"The Women's Clinic just called..... You pregnant." He said bluntly. Nicki just looked at him as her skin tone went a little pale. Looking at her you would think she had seen a ghost. She slowly fainted out and Nakia took over. The war was about to start, and the bulls eye was in on Safaree.....

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Sunday, March 17, 2013

Not Remembered....

"The love that I have from her will always be a love that I will always need. The sense of her touch, her lips, her skin, her love..... Oh my, Her love. Something sweet like honey but can be spicy as a bottle of Hot Sauce. I will always cherish her..... No other can take the place of my woman. I mean that." - Safaree Samuels

Nicki sat up while the nurse changed her I.V. bag. She didn't  trust this one nurse. She had made a complaint about her but they didn't have a replacement. Nicki was upset. Plus she still had this dream on her mind.... She couldn't shake the feeling that it gave her. It was like a flame was put in the pit of her stomach, and she couldn't get it to go out. She had this feeling before and she knew what she had to do to get rid of it.

ZZZ-ZZZ-ZZZ-ZZZ

Nicki looked over at her phone buzzing on her breakfast tray. It was a text from Jelani.

Brother Lil Bear: Nika, Its been a week since u been in the hospital, and the doc called Ma and said u can come home. Ima call Caiah, and tell him 2 come pick u up. I gotta go 2 work.

Short Cake: No. Send Safaree.

Brother Lil Bear: You want Safaree!?

Short Cake: Yes.

Brother Lil Bear: K. Im on it.

Safaree stuck in Nicki's mind. She knew they was back together but she was not prepared for the therapy. Nicki put her phone down, and looked over at the nurse.

"Are you done?" She asked.
"Almost Ms. Maraj." The nurse said just as Nic's phone rung. Nicki looked at the I.D. just the name popped up. Nicki hit the green button on her screen.
"Hello?"
"Hey Nicki."
"What is this dream that Candi is telling me about?" Nicki sighed at Tyesha when she asked.
"Damn Candi... You can't hold no water. Ugh!" Nicki said loud into the phone cause she knew Candi was with Tyesha.
"Yes I Can but she had a slab of ribs. I couldn't resist." Candi yelled back.
"Witcho fat ass!" Nicki yelled back and laughed. She looked over the nurse who was moving slow.
"Hold on yall. I have a noisy ass nurse, who is all in our convo." The nurse looked at Nicki and got nervous. She grabbed her things.
"I will be back later to check on you, Ms. Maraj. Ring if you need something."
"I know the drill. Bye." Nicki said patting her head. The nurse walked out.
"Damn Nic, you aint have to do the poor girl like that." Tyesha said.
"Fuck that hoe. Noisy stank hoes." Candi yelled in the background smacking of the ribs. Nicki laughed.
"Lemme take you off speaker." T.T. said. "Okay, Tell me about this dream."
"I just had this dream about me and Safaree being back together, and we had another baby. That's it." Nicki didn't tell Tyesha about her and Safaree being back together. She would tell her about that later.
"I know its more to that."
"Ask Candi. & Im leaving the hospital today. Bring Alli home."
"I will ask her, & I dont have her. Safaree do."
"Okay, I got it. Ima call yall when I get home, and settled."
"Alright, Love you kid."
"Love you too."
"Love you Slut Bucket." Candi yelled.
"Fuck you Candi." Nicki and Tyesha feel into giggles, and Nicki hung up. She had to get dressed, and ready to go.

Three Hours Later

Safaree slowly walked down Nicki's hall holding Allianna in his arms. He had no clue why she called for him to pick her up. They hadn't talked in a week. Why would she want him? Last time he was here was when he left to take care of Drake. Nicki was mad about it, so he stayed away.

Anywho, He was here. He had to keep peace for Alli. He had her dressed in a little pink skirt, with a white shirt that read "Daddy's Big Lil Girl".

She had on pink, and white sandals and her little toenails was painted pink. Her fingernails didn't get painted but he had them filed, and cut neatly. He took good care of her this week. She was sucking on a little red lollipop, with her white Gucci glasses. She also had on a 4.5 carat gold necklace that had "AlliCoon" on it. Safaree looked down at her, as she played with her earring. She looked just like Nicki....

Safaree had reached the door by now, and he took a deep breath. Alli looked up at him, and shook her head. She reached for the door, and that was the extra push he needed it.
"Please don't go.... Please don't go...... Please don't go....." Nicki sung in the bathroom of the hospital. She was brushing her hair when she heard a small scream. She put the brush down, and hopped out the bathroom.
"ALLIANNA!!!!" Nicki yelled as Alli's face lit up when she seen her mother. She showed her little two teeth that was coming in. Nicki hopped over to her and Safaree. She took Alli from him, and kissed her jaws.
"Ma....Ma!!!!" Alli yelled. Nicki pulled Alli from her neck, and looked at her.
"You just said your first word!" Nicki hugged Alli tighter. She was over the top excited.
"Safaree... You hear her?"
"Yeah. Her first word was Mama." He said with a blank face. Nicki cut her eyes at him. "What's wrong baby?" Nicki said hopping over to him.
"Nothing." Safaree answered just before he had realized what she called him. "What you say?"
"I asked you what was wro..."
"No, What did you call me?" He asked.
"Bab.."
"That's what I thought. Why?" He asked again cutting her off for the second time.
"You're my baby." Nicki said answering his question will kissing Alli's hand.
"When did that happen?"
"Safaree you came in here a week ago, and apologized to me for everything. I said I forgive you. We made up, and agreed to go to therapy to make us better. Then laid down, and kissed all night until we fell asleep. You remember?" Nicki stated then asked.
"No...." Safaree responded.
"Faree, Come on I don't got time for your games."
"Nicki, I'm being serious. I don't remember that."
"Yeah, Right." Nicki said laughing and sitting on the bed with Alli. Safaree got up and walked in front of her. He lifted her face so she was staring in his eyes.
"I don't remember that happening." He said. She saw that he was telling the truth.
Nicki's mind raced back quickly to that night. She remember it like it was yesterday.... Why couldn't he? This was odd.
"It happened. I swear...." She said.
"Then why don't I remember it Onika?"
What a perfect question to ask, cause she wanted to know the answer too.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Nae's Note To All.

I know I havent posted on here in a minute. I will be continuing Dangerously In Love but right now I want to introduce my NEW Story. If you enjoyed C.T.M.R. & Currently Dangerously In Love you will mostly likely love and enjoy.......  Down To Business: Onika Mix.

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Friday, January 4, 2013

One Accord (Interlude)

"You have to make certian things better. Sometimes you may feel that its the best idea to walk away but the best idea is to stay and work it out." - Safaree Samuels

Mount Sanai Hospital- 2:15am

Safaree walked into the hospital room, and sighed as he did so. He looked at Nicki from the door with the light shining on her. Her room was very dark, and only a little lit cause of the pink lava lamp she had in there. Safaree felt his strong exterior be damaged by his emotional internal feelings. He had already dealt with Drake, and didnt feel bad about any of it. He had told Drake to never come nea Nicki again back two years ago in the hospital in L.A. Drake must've forgot that, and Safaree didnt mind giving him a reminder and begged him to make another apperance cause that would be the end of his life. Jelani felt the same way that Safaree felt about the situation, and they went to work on Drake at his New York Condo. Luckily for them Drake didnt have no one there but 40 who got his ass beat as well. Safaree was on Drake, and Jelani had 40 then they tagged team, and switched up.
Safaree shook the thoughts of what had occured a meer two hours ago out his mind, and focused back Nicki. He looked at the cast they had on her ankle, and the breathing mask they had on her face. Safaree felt like a failure. He slowly walked, and pulled up a chair by her bedside. He softly rubbed her hand, while placing it in his. He felt like he let her down again. He had broke yet another promise to her. Safaree had promised her since they first met he would always be there for her to count on, and to protect her. She was sleep but Safaree chose to talk to her anyway.

"Onika.... I have somethings to get off my chest." He started before he sighed then continued. "I know I haven't been the best for you. I haven't been there. I haven't been the best friend I said I will always be. I know I have let you down. I sat on my bed one night and just thought of all that we have been through together. All the times we cried together. All the times I held you when you needed to be held, and when you did the same for me. I remember the times that you helped me when I was down, and didnt see a way getting back up. I remember the times when I didnt have nothing, and you only had enough for yourself but you would split it in half for me to have something. I remember the times that I would get tired of my dad midnight dip ins, and my mom and him arguing..... You would sneak me in your room, and let me sleep in the bed with you so I didnt have to hear it. I remember that time when you found out that Ziare was cheating with Chrissy you let me know then whooped her ass for my defense. Then even after that I never seen you cry about Ziare, you held your composure and let me cry. You have always been there for me. You always had my back. I think back to when I walked out on you.... after that party. How I didnt come back until that day we had that big argument. I just want you to know that I didnt mean what I said. I was angry, and hurt. I didnt know how to feel, or how to handle my emotions. But I wasnt a man then..... the reason I say that is cause I should've stood my ground, and stood by your side. Im sorry. Im sorry that I wasnt there to help with Alli. I know I said it was your fault for me not being there but to be honest it was my fault. Had I not walked out I would've been there.... Found out at the same time.... and been there for the birth and all. I know there is a possibility that she isn't mine but to be completely honest I see her as mine, and no matter what she is my daughter. I dont care. Nicki, I love you...... I really do." Safaree wiped the tears that was rolling down his cheeks, and then stood up.
"That's all I wanted to say. I'll be back tomorrow early in the morning..... Get better Purf." Safaree chuckled as he wiped the remaining tears from his eyes. He walked over to the door, and opened it before he heard a light voice.
"I love you too....." He turned around to see Nicki place the oxygen mask over her face. She lifted her hand, and motioned for him. He turned back around completely, and walked back to her. She moved the mask again.
"I heard every.... thing you said. I want us bac.... back Faree. I need you back. As you see I cant make it without you. Come back into my life.... Please?" Safaree listened to each word that she said, and looked back at her.
"I will always come back to you...." He said just before he wrapped his arms around her. "But there is one thing we must do."
"What.... What's that?" Nicki asked looking back at him.
"We have to go to therapy.... I know you may not...." Nicki cut him off by kissing his lips softly.
"I'll do whatever it takes." She said before she kissed him again just a little more demanding than before but filled with a bunch of passion. The two sat in the room just kissing the minute away..... In One Accord.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

It Isn't Over Yet...

"She was in a brawl.... All we know is that she was hit in the chest, and in the ankle. We aren't sure of anymore injuries so you might want to check." Said the Paramedic to the Doctor at Mount Sanai Hospital.
"Where is she coming from?" The doctor asked.
"We transported her all the way from New Orleans.... We know she is somewhat stable so it wasn't a risk but you need to attend to her right now."
"Okay.... Team lets get her on one of our beds and book her to one of our private rooms. I want her to go to a full body X-Ray. I dont want one inch of her not under X-Ray. Try to wake her and give her some medicine to numb the pain she might be feeling."
"Dr. Hostler, What is her name so I can book her. As well as get her into the system." Asked the nurse. Dr. Hostler looked at the Paramedic who grabbed his clipboard.
"Maraj... Onika Maraj. That's the maiden name that we found on file." He said. After he stated her name the nurse wrote it down and walked over to the desk. The other male nurses came and pulled the helicopter cot next to another bed. They lifted the sheets will lifting her and slid her to the other bigger bed. The Paramedics watch, and then got their cot.
"Okay Team.... Get to what I said while I try to find some family that is related to her." Dr. Hostler said slowly looking around.
"Its about to be a long night...."


"Hello?"
"Umm, Yes. Is this Safaree Samuels?"
"Yes, This is him."
"This is Dr. Hostler from Mount Sanai Hospital. Onika....."
"Wait.... She's in Queens!?"
"Yes Sir. She was transported from New Orleans."
"Oh My God.... I'm on my way." Safaree said before hanging up the phone. He looked over at Tyesha.
"Let's go." He said standing up.
"What the hell you mean 'Lets go.' We got to get to New Orleans where my friend is at..... You know the fuck what Safaree what has gotten into you? Its like you dont care about Nic anymore. What the hell is wrong with you? She used to mean the world to you. She used to be all you cared about. I swear between you two I dont know who is going to kill me first...."
"Tyesha Shut Up! I do care about her. I do love her. No matter what I will always care for her. Even though she hid my baby from me for eight months, and really its seventeen counting the whole pregnancy. Even though she cusses me out. Even though she dont act like she loves me. Even though she says whatever she wants to directed to me. I still love that woman. That is my heart no matter what!" Safaree said looking at Tyesha. "Now, Lets get to the car, and get to Queens. She is at Mount Sanai. They transported her from New Orleans..." Tyesha's face lit up.
"Lauren!!!! Candi!!! Come on!" She yelled grabbing their purses.
"What is it!?!" Candi yelled back getting some snacks.
"Nic is at Mount Sanai. We gotta get there." Candi turned around fast. She saw this big chunky guy sitting on a bench holding his stomach.... She ran over to him.
"You can have this." She said handing him the six bags of chips, two sodas, and three packs of gum. He looked up at her slowly. He saw the Twix bar she had. Candi followed his eyes.
What the hell is she doing?" Safaree said while him, Tyesha, and Lauren looked at her.
"Man, You outta your mind if you think you getting my chocolate. I was being nice." Candi said walking away but she turned around quickly and ran back to the guy.
"Gimme these and have a nice flight." She said snatching the Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream chip bag.

"Candi! Bring your fat ass on. Nika is in the hospital and all you care about is some fucking snacks?!" Tyesha yelled at her when she made it to them.
"I bet they have fed her though. I gotta have my energy when I get there." Candi said in defense.
"No you dont." Tyesha said to her snatching the chips and Twix. She ran away and threw them in the trash. Candi ran to her trying to get them but Safaree walked up behind and picked Candi up.
"To the hospital we got business." He said as she was kicking and whining about her snacks. Lauren played with Alli while laughing at them.

Mount Sanai Hospital

"We here to see Onika Maraj... One of the doctors here called me."
"What is your name?" The receptionist asked.
"Safaree Samuels." She slowly typed his name in the computer.
"It doesn't show that any doctor is waiting for you. Take a seat in the waiting room. Next!"
"Ma'am.... Search her name. Onika Maraj, I know she is in your system."
"Next!"
"Ma'am.... Search her name."
"Next!" The lady said again.
"Help Me Please. This is my fiance'!" Safaree yelled. Tyesha, Lauren, and Candi looked at him while he said that.
"Sir.... I said next!" A security guard came and stood next to Safaree.
"What seems to be the problem?" He asked. Safaree looked over at him.
"You dont have to sneak up on people you mother...."
"Safaree!!!" Tyesha said interjecting and stepping forward. "We got a call from a doctor requesting us. Our family member is here, and we just want to see her." The guard looked at them.
"Okay... I will take one back." He said eyeing Safaree. All of them looked at each other. The girls looked back at each other, and then Tyesha spoke up.
"Take him...." Safaree looked at them in shock.
"No. You go."
"Safaree, Go see her. Make this right. Make yall relationship right. Fix it. Just tell her that we here, and we love her." Safaree hugged Tyesha.
"I always knew I loved you for some weird reason."
"Mhmm... I know too. Now Go!" The guard opened the door with his pass. The double automatic doors flew open, and Safaree walked back. As the door shut Tyesha put her arms over Candi, and Lauren shoulders.
"We just might get them back this time around...."
"NEXT!!!" The receptionist yelled. Tyesha spun around quick.
"Look Here You Bit...." Lauren and Candi tried to grab her while laughing...

"Hostler.... It was Dr. Hostler that called you. He is in there with her now. Come on. I will lead you." The nurse said looking at Safaree while walking.
"By the way, I'm Amy. Her nurse."
"Nice to meet you..." Safaree said shaking her hand. "And just as a question so I dont have any surprises.... How is she?"
"She is okay.... She is making it minus the complications of breathing and a broken ankle. But dont say I told you. I'm not supposed to share information."
"I understand...." He said as they got to the door. Dr. Hostler was walking out with Mama Maraj and Micaiah.
"Safaree..." She said looking at him. She looked distraught, and he wrapped his arms around her.
"I know Mama. She is going to be okay." He said.
"I know that." She said looking up at him. Safaree was always encouraged by Mama Maraj's faith. She wiped her face of the tears, and rubbed his back. She walked off toward the chapel in the hospital.
"Well, I'm going to let you guys talk. Micaiah can fill you in on everything that I told them." Dr, Hostler said before walking away into another room. Micaiah looked at Safaree and pulled him away from the door to the sitting area.
"Look Safaree.... I am so pissed right now."
"Why Caiah?" Safaree asked looking him.
"Now, I'm only sixteen but I will kill someone when it comes to my big sister. Onika is like my second mom, and I be damned if I let someone get away with hurting her." Safaree looked at Caiah and saw the anger so he let him slide with the cussing but made a mental note to correct him later.
"What are you talking about?"
"That punk ass Drake guy did this. I got a call from Chuck, and he said that Diamond said they was talking, and he whispered something to Nic. After he did she pushed him hard, and kicked him in the balls. So after that he grabbed her foot, and punched her ankle. She lifted her other foot, and kicked him in the face. He them balled his fist up and punched her in the chest. She hit the ground, and fainted out. Keyera and Tyga got to her, while Marco was fighting Drake. Then Drake's bodyguards got involved and some other ones jumped in to help Marco. It was a big ass brawl. Marco and Tyga was shot but they good. But right now I want Drake ass handled!" Safaree felt a rage light within him....
"Dont worry. Drake will get his. Call Jelani and tell him to meet me at Nic house. I am going to tell your Mom we leaving. You stay here with her to comfort her."
"No Safaree. I want to come."
"Micaiah.... I need you to work with me."
"But I want a part in this."
"This is grown man business. We got this but I promise you that he is going to get his, and I'll give him a message from you."
"Ooookay. Fine." Caiah said looking down. Safaree saw that same anger look that Nicki gets in his eyes. Safaree pulled him into a man hug.
"No, You go do what I said."
"Alright..." Safaree watched him walk off, and he went into the room where Nicki was. He walked in slowly, and walked over to the bed. The room was dark, and warm. Safaree felt his heartbreak as he looked at her. He needed to make this visit quick for now. He walked up to the bed, and kissed her forehead.
"He gonna get his baby... I promise that." Safaree said just before he kissed her on the lips. He leaned up and looked at her one last time just before he pulled the covers up on her, and walked out the room.

Safaree walked out from the back, and ran right into Candi, Lauren, and Tyesha. Safaree now had this revenge look in his eyes, and who saw it was Candi.
"Safaree.... Caiah told us what happened. Please dont do anything bad. Look at your daughter." Safaree looked at Alli sleep in Candi's arms.
"I love my baby..... But he aint getting away with this." Caiah walked up to them.
"Jelani said that he is on his way."
"Alright.... See yall." Safaree said before walking out the doors into the crisp air.

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Next Chapter in Two Days. Comment, and I hoped you Enjoyed.


Friday, November 16, 2012

Ten Seconds Past One

*Before I yall read the chapter. I noticed in the comments that alot of you was confused about who the sexual scene was with in the last chapter with Safaree. If you read it then after it you will see it was Nicki's flashback. Safaree was her first. So now that I cleared that up.... You may proceed to read  the chapter. Enjoy, and Comment.... - Nae.

Diamond walked right up to Nicki as she seen her coming up the back path to go on stage.
"Here's the new set. I set up everything the best I could."
"This is good. It was last minute." Nicki said reading over the paper Diamond handed her. Diamond saw Wayne's DJ motion for her. She knew she should tell Nicki about Drake being there, but she knew Nic wouldnt take it so well. She didnt want to be the one she ranted on when she found out. Everyone knew Nicki was still angry about what happened in the hospital between them two years ago. Wayne, Mack, Baby, & Slim tried to get her to talk to him, and forgive him but she wouldnt. Nicki felt like had they not been in the middle of that hospital, and she didnt fight he would've raped her.

Drake sent Nicki gifts for months. He sent flowers, candy, clothes, shoes, jewelry, and bears. Nicki waited until he sent everything, and stopped before she sent him something. She sent him a video of herself. It consisted of her starting a fire, and throwing each thing in it. She laughed after she did it too.
"Whats wrong Dee? You seem shook." Nicki said cutting her eyes at Diamond.
"Im good Nic. What are you talking about?"
"What am I talking about? You sweating like you on probation, and Im the cops. Spill..." Just as Diamond was about to start talking the trailer they was walking pass, door came open. Diamond froze as she saw Drake walk out, while Marco took a close position next to Nic when he saw Drake eye her. Nicki looked directly at him. She thought for a second before she decided to do something. She flipped her hair over her shoulder, and walked to stand right in front of him.

When Nicki and Drake came face to face she leaned up, and wrapped her arms around him. She pulled him into a hug, and his arm fell right in sync with her. Drake couldnt believe she was in his arms again. He wanted to hold her again, and be in her presence again. He was a little nervous when Wayne called him, and told him that Nic was going to be here. Drake let his thoughts go wild for a second, and savored the moment he was having.

Nicki held him close, and tight as she could. She had forgiven him a long time ago she just didnt tell anyone that, not even him. They hadnt been in the same place at the same time since the incident.
"I forgive you..." She whispered in his ear. Drake's arms tighten around her, and he buried his face in her neck.
"Thank you Onika...." Nicki pulled away, and looked up. She saw Safares standing in front of her. She shook a little, and stiffened up some. She pushed Drake with so much force, causing him to fall back on the trailer stairs.
"What the...." Before Drake could finish his sentence Nakia smushed her heel right into his dick. Diamond saw Marco move when Drake pushed Nakia's foot. Drake held it in his hand, and moved his hand from his private before punching her ankle. Nakia rasied her other foot kicking him in the face. Drake balled his fist up, and punched out aiming for her stomach but hitting her in the chest. Marco tackled Drake while Nakia stiffened up, and Nicki fell to the ground.
"Ahhhh...." She cried out holding her chest, and ankle.

Keyera was in mid sentence when she heard the faint scream. She turned around looking in every direction before her eyes found Nicki rocking slowly back and forth laying on the ground. Marco beating Drake's ass, and Diamond shocked standing in one place. Keyera hit Mack in the arm.
"Call the fucking paramedics..... NOW!" She said running for the stairs down the back of the stage. Chuckee took off running with Tyga while they jumped the stage barricade. Mack looked to see where they was running to, and his eye followed seeing Nic. He pulled his phone out quickly, and took off in their direction. All the other bodyguards that was friends of Marco's saw him being jumped by Drake's people. They ran as well, and started fighting.
Keyera, and Chuckee was trying to get Nicki up from the ground where all the commotion was going on. Nicki's eyes was rolling back in her head. She was also fainting in, and out of conscience. A gun sounded off when Nicki completely blacked out, and everyone ducked down. Tyga fell back on Keyera with a gun shot wound to the stomach, and Marco fell to the ground with a gun shot wound in his chest.

Back In New York

"Safaree... I cant get her to stop crying." Naomi said holding Alli. She had been at the house with Safaree since earlier this afternoon. He and her had started back talking after the appointment with Nic at the hospital. Safaree was hurt, and at the moment she was the only one he could turn to. He showed up at her house after he dropped Nic at the airport, and Alli off with Tyesha. She welcomed him with open arms, and gave him a shoulder to cry on.
"Just sit her in her swing. I'll get her, but I gotta finish this spaghetti."
"Alright." Naomi said at first then she continued... "Wait, I wanna try something." She concluded as she sat down. Naomi began singing softly, and Alli got quiet just before she reached up, and scratched her mouth.
"Owww!" Naomi yelled while Alli reached, and did it again.
"Safaree.... She is scratching my face." Naomi yelled again when the doorbell sounded off, which was followed by heavy banging. Safaree came rushing out of the kitchen.
"Put her in her swing." He said speed walking to the door. He opened it while the person on the other side was banging more.
"What the fuck...." Safaree started until he saw Lauren's face.
"Ham, What are you doing here?" 
"Its Nic, we need to...." Lauren stopped in mid sentence when she saw Naomi holding Allianna. She tried to charge in the doorway but Safaree stopped her. 
"No drama Lauren." He said, and Lauren turned around really fast. She went back to the black Range Rover with tinted windows that she got out of. Safaree watched her get in.

"Do yall not know Safaree got that bitch Naomi in there?" Lauren said looking at Candi, and Tyesha.
"Who the fuck told his egg peanut headed ass to..." Candi said before she was cut off by Tyesha.
"You see Allianna?"
"Yeah, the bitch is holding her." Lauren said.
"Forreal?" Tyesha asked, and Lauren nodded. "Okay... Safaree wanna play." Tyesha took the keys out of ignition, and got out of the car.
"Oh shit!" Candi yelled cheesing, and hopping out the back seat. Tyesha turned around fast.
"I dont need you. Stay by the car." Candi nodded, and Tyesha continued her walk up to Safaree's door. When she made it within twenty five feet of him she spoke.
"Safaree.... Move or Ima knock you out of my way."
"Ty... Chill." Tyesha walked the rest of the way and reached Safaree.
"Move out my way."
"N..." Before Safaree could get the whole no out T.T pushed him hard to the left of the doorway, and walked pass him. She looked at Naomi, and put her hair up in a ponytail. She looked back at Safaree.
"You is really being stupid Safaree. You must really want Nicki to stop letting you have Alli." Tyesha said walking up to Naomi. "Look Naomi, Thats your name right? Mhmm. Im going to need you to get your shit together. Now, I dont give a fuck about Safaree right now. This baby is a piece of Onika.... This is her baby. You dont like her.... So dont put your hands on this one." Tyesha said taking Alli from her. Safaree looked at Tyesha get Alli's blacket, and throw it over her head, and little body.
"Nicki sent you here didnt she? She dont trust I will take care of my daughter." Tyesha walked over to Safaree.
"To be honest.... Nicki didnt send me. We are on our way to New Orleans where she is in the hospital. Had you not been in here playing house with HER baby, and this chick.... You would've seen the report all over the news." Tyesha said before she exited the house.

Safaree walked over to his coffee table, and picked up his remote. He turned the television on, and put it on the news channel.
"What is she talking about?" Safaree said just before the breaking news tab flashed across the screen, and the news anchor was sitting at the desk.

"Breaking News.... This just in. A shooting at a concert in New Orleans, LA resulted in Female Phenomenon Artist Nicki Minaj rushed to the hospital, as well as labelmate Tyga and Minaj's Bodyguard. It has been said that Minaj doesnt have any gun shot wounds, but is in intensive care. We will try to keep you updated as this story develops. Im Khalil Michaels. CNN. 10:45pm. " Safaree watched the screen go black before he took off upstairs to get his shoes. He dial JFK Airport as he was running. He knew he had to get to New Orleans pronto..... For the love of his life. This was just ten seconds pass one.... Will he make it in time?

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Secrets Out In The Open: Part Two

Nicki's Private Jet {12:00pm}

Nicki sat still with her headphones in her ear. She was listening to Mary J. Blige's "What's The 411?" album. To this day this alum was still a classic. She was looking out the window until she thought about that envelope. Nicki sat up right, and reached over in her purse. She pulled out a stack of hundreds first.
"Not what I was looking for." She said as she put the money back in and scrambled through the big Gucci bag again. She felt the envelope, and pulled it out. She laid it in her lap, and reached for her phone on the outside of her bag. As soon as Nicki got her hand on it she felt it vibrating. She looked at the screen at a number she didn't know. Nicki thought for a few seconds before she answered it.
"Hello?" Nic said lowly.
"Wassup Baby?"
"Wayne?" Nicki said a bit unsure.
"In the flesh.." Wayne said with his unique chuckle.
"Hey Big Brother!" Nicki said squealing.
"Hey Sis."
"What are you up to?"
"Nothing much. Chilling before the show. You?"
"You ready to shut New Orleans down huh? & I'm just landing." Nicki said as her accent came out more.
"You know I gotta go all out for my hometown."
"Word up. I'm shutting shit down for my NOLA barbz."
"You shut it down for all your barbz. Real talk, but I was calling to tell you for your set I wanna take it back to mixtape days."
"Oh word!?" Nicki asked.
"Hell Yeah. This the dirty south. Let's take it back."
"Alright Wayne... Lemme hit up Diamond to make a new mix."
"Okay, We'll see you when you get here."
"Alright." Nicki hit the end button on her phone.
She hadn't fully put her phone on the chair before her phone started vibrating again. She made a irritated sigh before she answered.
"Hello?" She said rolling her eyes.
"Can you talk to Allianna? She won't lay down, and take her nap. She is crying, and yelling." As Safaree spoke Nicki's motherly instincts kicked in.
"Did you just feed her?"
"Yeah..."
"Did you wash her up before you did?" Nicki asked.
"I gave her a full bath when she woke up this morning."
"So, she is used to getting three baths a day."
"Well then, No. I didn't do that." Safaree answered with a smart tone.
"I guess she'll be okay..... Did you burp, and change her?"
"Yeah."
"Are y'all in your bedroom?" Nicki asked intently. She knew what was wrong.
"Yeah."
"Lay her on her back. Rub her stomach in little circles, hold her right leg up, and wait." Safaree laid Alli down, and got on his knees. He did exactly what Nic said.
"Just what is this supp...." Before Safaree could finish Alli started passing gas in his face.
"Woah!!!" Safaree said jumping up, and letting her leg fall. Allianna began crying automatically started crying.
"Faree!!!! Keep holding her leg up." Nicki yelled into the phone.
"She just did a atomic grown fart & my face was there!"
"With all that atomic gas coming from your asshole... You can take her's. Hold her leg." Nicki said laughing. Safaree did the same. Nicki could here Alli through the phone, which caused her to blast her eyes.
"You gave my baby too much milk."
"I didn't. I gave her a sippy cup full."
"That's too much. She only drinks one third of milk from her sippy cup." Nic stated shaking her head.
"Well, My bad. & Who knew a cute angel could make a room smell like dying possums. Eww!" Safaree said laughing while looking at Alli. She smiled, and cooed looking at her dad.
"Put the phone to her ear." Safaree heard Nicki say, and he did what she asked.
"Alli-Cat, Lay still baby and take your nap. When you kingdom will be waiting when you wake up." Nicki said in a soothing voice. She thought for a few seconds and then started singing a soft song to Alli.
Safaree watched Alli put her little pinky finger in her mouth, and close her eyes. Minutes later she was sleeping soundly.
"How you do that?" Safaree asked putting the phone back to his ear.
"I'm mommy. I'm known to her for these things."
"Mhmm.... Well, Ima let you go." Safaree said.
"Oh, Okay. I love you." Nicki stated lowly. Safaree heard her but he didn't say a word. He just hung up....
Safaree looked at the screen of his phone. He felt bad that he hung up in Nicki's face, but he was still mad about what had occurred. Safaree looked at Alli, and felt a pull on his heart. He felt a blow to his gut, when he looked at her. He for all this time felt that she was his, and now he knows it might be a possibility that she isnt his.
Safaree wanted so bad for her to be his, but what he wanted to know was who in the hell could be her father. He moved Alli to the middle of the bed, and laid her head on a little pillow. He then put two pillows on her sides just in case she rolled. He got up from the bed, and reached over to the nightstand. He turned on the baby video monitor.
Safaree sat it on the cherry wood vanity set, where he could see her. He grabbed the other one, and walked out of the room. He walked down the stairs, and went into the kitchen. Safaree search his fridge for some juice. He didnt want to drink any alcohol cause Alli was here, and he was responsible. He went and sat down on the couch, to think more.
"What happened between us? Like, we was so close. We were so great with each other. I dont fucking get what went wrong. I love Nicki.... I want to be with her. I want my family, and everything. But we cant have that cause she isnt being honest with him." Safaree said aloud. He felt that if him and Nicki was going to repair their relationship he needed her to be honest. These secrets was killing them. Safaree was pulled from his thoughts by the doorbell ringing through the house. He jumped up quick, and ran to it. His mouth fell open as soon as the door flung open....
He laid on top of her looking her in the eyes. They held a connection like no other. She felt like this was so right, and it was. She watch as he rose up, and positioned himself between her legs perfectly. He sucked in a little bit of air before he slowly eased pass her wet folds, and deep inside of her. As he went in he felt a boundary blocking him. He looked deep in her eyes....
"Don't stop baby..... Keep going. Take it from me." He heard each word as she said it. He didn't know that she was a virgin. He thought the guy she was with had been took that, turns out he hadn't. It made him even more excited to do this with her cause it was his first time as well. The connection they had was now about to get stronger.... He thrusted deep breaking her hymen, and taking her into womanhood. She arched her back, and winced a little. He saw tears form in her eyes, and stopped.
"Am I hurting you?" He asked.
"Its going to hurt..... Just take it easy for me to begin." She answered somewhat breathless. He started moving slow, and easy. He thought in his mind what to call this cause it wasn't a one night stand, nor was it just sex to get their first time out the way. He loved this girl, and now realized that he was in love with her. So he was making love to her body, mind, and heart tonight. She wrapped her legs around his waist, and of her hands was on his neck while the other was on his back. She felt him growing harder the deeper he went. She felt her walls stretching to accommodate him, and his width, but then again they stayed tight.
To him she was so warm, soft, and a budding ocean waiting for the tides to get high. He felt right at home being with her right now like this. Safaree put his face in her neck, and drove to the high mountain of ecstasy the whole night.....
"Nicki! Please turn your head so I can cut these ends." Terrence said making Nicki jump.
"My bad." She said turning.
"What are you thinking about that has you all off?" He asked looking at her in the mirror.
"I was just thinking about my baby girl."
"Nicki she is fine. I know this is the first time that you left her at home while you went on the road but I think she'll be okay." Nicki sighed heavy, and Terrence stopped doing her hair. He turned the chair around so Nicki was looking at him.
"What's wrong Nic?" He asked.
"I'm just so scared."
"Scared of what?"
"Its a possibility that Safaree isn't Alli's father..... She could be Ziare."
"What!?!" Terrence gasped.
"See, that's what I didn't want to say nothing finish my hair." Nicki said trying to turn around. Terrence stopped the chair.
"Don't act like that lil sis."
"I don't want to talk about it no more." Nicki stated as she turned around, and picked up her phone. The door to her dressing trailer came open.
"The concert has started. We are going to need you up at the stage, and ready to go on in 20." Eric the show manager said.
"My make up its done. Im dressed under this robe. All thay needs to be finished up is my hair. Im coming." Nicki said making eye contact with Eric. He opened his mouth to say something but Terrence cut him off.
"Her hair will be finished in 5.....4.....3.....2...1... Complete." Eric smiled, and pulled his walkie talkie from his belt. He pressed a button.
"Nicki is ready." He said walking off. Terrence sprayed Nicki's head, and then put the hair products on the counter. Nic felt a attitude coming from him. She watched him walk over to the trailer door.
"Tee...."
"I know Nic..... You didnt mean to be rude." He said not even looking back at her before he walked out of the trailer. Nicki looked at herself in the mirror.
"Okay Onika..... Get it together. You have to do a great show for your barbz. Let's kill this show." She said aloud. Nicki stood up, and took off her robe. She did one last check in the mirror before she walked out of the trailer as well. Once again she had to mask her feelings to look good.....
"You ready boss lady?" Marco asked as he took her hand.
"Yes, Im ready." Nicki said flashing her smile..... When on the inside she was crying.
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Wow, Hasnt it been a loooooonnnngggg.time. I know. It feels so good to be back. Now, Look I know its short..... But I will be posting Secrets Out In The Open: Part 3 tomorrow.
Comment!!! Cause if I dont get any I will not be posting tomorrow. Anywho, Much love.



Friday, September 14, 2012

Attention To All Dangerously In Love Readers

Wassup Guys!? Oh how it has been a long time since I have posted..... I know. My lil team has gotten on me. Smdh. I'm aware that yall want a chapter ASAP. & I'm working on it as well as two after this one, but I need time. So be understanding. Now, When I do post its going to be outta this world. Its going to be cinematic. Its going to be colossal. Its going to be a zoooovie. Its going to be LUUUUGGGG. & Over the top LIFE! Nae hasn't stopped writing. Dangerously In Love in still here.

There are a one question that I need you to answer though cause I love involving you guys in the process.    

1) How Many Chapter Do You Guys Want Before I End D.I.L?

    A. 32 Chapters
    B. 36 Chapters
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The reason these options have changed is because Im working on something else that is going to be over the top life as well. Yall just wait. So, Thats all. I hope you guys are still enjoying the story. So much more to come. & I know yall are going to love it. Much Love- Nae (Management)

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You might want to go back, and read the last three chapters so that you dont be lost. *smooches*

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Secrets Out In The Open (Part One)

"Secrets are like atomic bombs on their last three seconds... If messed with they will blow up in your face. But why keep them anyway? I have no clue." - S. Samuels

Nicki woke up out her sleep to the sound of her phone going off. She slowly rolled over hoping to see Safaree but she didnt. The last thing she remember was walking into the bedroom, and Safaree walking up to her. She had no clue what happened after that. Nicki sat up, and stretched while yawning a little. She let her arms fall out of the air, and hit the bed. She then reached over, and picked up her phone.  She unlocked it, and looked at her notifications. Nicki had four missed calls, three voicemails, and one text message. Nicki decided to open the text first.

Faree-Kins: Im really confused about last night. I dont know what came over you but I think we need to talk about it. Hit me up later when you are ready.

Nicki scratched her head in confusion. She had no clue what Safaree was talking about. She sat still for a few seconds trying to think of what happened but she couldnt. Nicki couldnt come up with nothing, but she knew she would find out later. She went ahead on her phone to look at the missed calls.
It was one from her mom, Candi, Lauren, and Manny. Nicki looked at the times that the calls came in. She wondered why her mom was calling her at five in the morning. Her thoughts raced until she heard light crying coming from down the hall. Nicki got up out of her bed, and walked out of her room. Nicki didnt know who was crying. Nicki walked into Alli's room, and saw Alli sitting up in her crib.
"What the hell......" Nicki said with her voice trailing off. She knew she didnt go get Allianna last night so how did she get home. Nicki walked over to the crib, and picked Alli up. She felt the diaper, and realized it was wet. Nicki grabbed a diaper from the big stack, and walked out of the room. She made a beeline back to her room, and went straight to the bathroom. She flicked the light switch, and walked over to the changing bed she had in there. Nicki decide to listen to the voicemails now. She called it, and put her passcode in. She put the phone on speaker, and sat it down. The first message was from Manny, his voice beamed through the phone speaker.
"Good Morning Queen, I was just calling to let you know that you have a gig to go to. You have to go to Memphis to make a appearence on Jay-Z's tour. You will be preforming 'Monster' with him, and Kanye. Also a few joints off of yall album together. You will leave on the private jet tomorrow night, cause I know Allianna has a doctor appointment in the morning. I have the hotels booked, as well as the cars. Just call me later, so I can make the finalizations. Love ya Lil Sis." Nicki pressed '9' to save the message. The next message was from Candi.
"Wake Ya Black Ass Up!!!!! Look we are meeting up at the park at ten. Today is our Girls Day Out with Babies. Dont be late either, this aint no business meeting. Get your ass here heifer." Nicki made a mental note to slap Candi in the back of her head. She then pressed '7' to erased that message. The next message was from her mom.
"Onika Tanya Maraj, I didnt raise you to disrespect me the way you did this morning. I understand that Allianna is your daughter but dont you dare come to my house like that. Until you are ready to apologize for your behavior, dont contact me. Im very disappointed in you." Nicki looked at the phone with a shocked facial expression. She was so confused again. She didnt remember going to her mom's house, nor did she remember being disrespectful to her either. Shhe would never disrespect Mama Maraj no matter what was going on. After listening to all the messages Nicki had finished changing Alli. She looked at the clock, and saw it was eight fifteen. She knew she had to start getting dressed if she wanted to be on time. Just as Nicki was about to pick Allianna up, she got sick to her stomach. She dashed to the toilet, and threw up everything inside her.

Safaree sat on his bed thinking about last night. He didnt know what happened with Nicki. He thought over the events of their night, and he didnt see where he could've went wrong. He spoke from his heart, and thats how he knew he didnt say anything out of order. He had texted her, andhad yet to see a response. Safaree needed a female's prospective of this situation. Normally it would be Nicki but because now she was his somewhat spouse, he couldnt go to her. Over the course of his break up with Nicki he became really close with Thembi. She was like his sister now, and he could talk to her about anything. One thing he liked about Thembi was that she wasnt biased. Safaree thought about the situation once more before  he picked up his phone, and called her.
"Pam! Pam! Whats up Big bro?" Thembi yelled into the phone, answering on the third ring.
"Raaaaahhhhh Raahhhh Pull it!" Safaree yelled back. They feel out in laughs.
"How are you big brother?" Bembi asked.
"Im okay." Safaree said.
"Nope. Nun uh. Whats up?"
"Its Nicki....."
"Nicki.... But I thought yall was good."
"I did too until last night."
"Wait..... Last night?"
"Yeah. She texted me, and told me to come over. So me being me, and we not talking since we got back from Vegas I went. When I got there she had this bomb ass set up. Candles lit, sexy outfit.... Anyway the whole nine. Then after it was all said, and done she went off. She called me broke, and basically said I wasnt shit." Safaree stated.
"You're kidding.... Right?" Bembi said gasping.
"Hell naw, I was so caught off guard I didnt even have a comment."
"Do you know what made her go off like that?"
"No. I didnt say anything offensive."
"Are you sure? Was you drinking?"
"No I was as sober as one of the earth people running in the jungle." Safaree said laughing.
"You know what Safaree..... Im done." Bembi said chuckling.
"Naw.... But on a serious note, I dont know what to do."
"Look, Best thing to do is to let the shit simmer. You know Nicki when she mad she dont hear nothing anyone else is saying to her. Just lay low, and eventually she'll come to her senses." Bembi said.
"I noticed something though."
"What was that?"
"The look in her eyes wasnt of her. Like she wasnt herself. I have no clue, but I knew I was looking at Nicki but it wasnt Nicki looking at me." Safaree said somewhat confused.
"Well there is only one way to find out whats really up."
"What?"
"And this could help yall get better with each other as well."
"What is it?"
"Therapy." Bembi said. She heard Safaree's loud sigh.
"No offense Bem but I dont want no nigga who dont know me telling me about me."
"Safaree wait..... Dont knock it before you try it. Therapy really helps."
"I dont know." Safaree said shaking his head.
"Just try it, WITH Nic. See how it goes."
"I'll think about it."
"Okay, and while you do that Im going on my date."
"Date? Its nine forty in the morning." Safaree asked curiously.
"Breakfast date."
"Oh okay. Well I'll let you go."
"Okay. Try the therapy."
"We'll see."
"Alright. I love you big brother." Thembi said getting in her car.
"Love you too lil sis."
"Talk to you later."
"Mhmm."

Ziare sat at his desk looking at the pictures he had. He looked at Vincent standing over Lauren. Ziare shook his head in disgust. He would never ever in his life put his hand on a woman. He could recall one time he did though. She was going off on him about "working late". He argued back with her and in a split second she was up in his face. She was punching him in the chest, and slapping him. Then all of a sudden she grabbed his car keys, and slashed him across the face. Thats when he grabbed her by the arm, and pushed her into the wall. He charged her, and wrapped his hand around her neck. She kicked him in the crotch, causing him to hit the floor. He still doesnt think she fully forgave him for what he did. Although she came back to him after the incident, he knew back then it still bothered Nicki. Ziare continued looking closely at the pictures until his secretary broke into his office.
"Hey baby." She said walking over to him. Ziare opened the drawer on the side of his desk quickly, and threw the pictures in there.
"Dont call me baby in the office."
"Why not?" She asked.
"Because I said so." Ziare said as she sat on his lap.
"Thats not a good enough reason.... Baby."
"Stop it Shawna."
"No." She said standing up. She lifted up her skirt showing Ziare her sky blue thong. She watched him, as she slid the thong down over her thighs. She let it hit the floor, as she walked back over to him. She lifted her foot, and put it on his thigh. She then spreaded her legs, and licked her finger. She put her finger on her clit, and played with it until she moaned.
"Ooohhh Ziare...... Mmmm"
"Damn...." Ziare resposned. Shawna then moved her foot closer to Ziare dick. She ran it slowly over it, feeling it get harder. In her response she rubbed her clit faster. Ziare felt his dress pants get tighter around his dick. Just when he was about to reach for it Shawna dropped to her knees, and undid his belt. She then ripped his boxers open from the opening on the front. Ziare's dick sprung free, and his office door sprung open as well. Ziare went into panic mode until he realized that it was Shanna, Shawna's twin sister. She shut the door, and locked it. She walked over to Ziare's desk, and pushed all the folders filled of pictures on the floor. Before Ziare knew it, she had her legs spread open waiting for him to feast. Shawna gripped his dick tightly before she enveolped it inside her warm hot mouth. Ziare thought about Nicki once more before he enjoyed himself with every man's fantasy... A threesome with twins.

Nine Hours Later

Nicki, Candi, & Lauren walked into Red Lobster laughing, and joking about old times. They had worked up quite a appetite after their long day. First thing they did was take a walk through the park. Candi had brought a bag of bread crumbs so Allianna, De'Andre, and Isaiah could feed the ducks. They had stopped that though after Allianna was squeezing one duck's mouth shut. She was holding the bill with one hand, and pinching its feet with other. She then poked its eye with her little pointer finger. Nicki, and Lauren was trying to get her to let the duck go while Candi keep saying "Safaree's Baby!!!" while dying laughing. Nicki, and Lauren on the other hand didnt find anything funny. The second thing they did was went to "Ben & Jerry's". It was going good until Isaiah snuck behind the counter, and took a whole tub of chocolate ice cream. He walked over to a corner, and ate the whole tub, causing Candi to pay seventy-eight dollars for it. This time around Nicki, and Lauren was laughing at her. The next stop was at "Build-A-Bear". It was going good until Alli & Isaiah ganged up on the male worker. He was holding Allianna while filling up her pink bear. Just as he switching to fill up Isaiah's blue bear, Alli pulled the tube that the stuffing came out of. It was off until Isaiah kicked the button, and Alli waved the tube wildly. Nicki, and Candi ran over getting both of them. This time Lauren was laughing on her own.
After all of the problems that happened today Lauren took De'Andre to see her sister. Candi dropped Isaiah off with her brother. Nicki on the other hand kept Alli with her.
They sat down at the table waiting on their lobster tails, and clams. Their waiter had just brought their drinks, and walked away when Lauren decided to say what she wanted to say for a long time.
"De'Andre has autisum!!!!" She yelled out. Candi damn near choked on her soda.
"What!?!" Nicki yelled, then looked around the half empty place.
"He has had it since birth. Its been hard for me, and I need support from my girls now." Lauren said as tears stained her face. Her eyes was red, and puffy.
"We understand. But why didnt you tell us about this sooner?" Candi asked putting her hand on Lauren's shoulder.
"Yeah. Like you know we share everything together..... Why didnt you say something?" Nicki asked opening her juice.
"I thought Vincent would support me but when I found out what he did to me when I went to the hospital...... fuck him."
"Naw that shit was fucked up. I would've sliced his dick off and made him suck that shit." Candi said banging her fist against her hand. Nicki nodded in agreement. She was mad as hell when she found out that Vincent gave Lauren not one, not two, but three STD's.
"Yeah he was fucked up for that but you are still going to keep him around for De'Andre right?"
"Nicki he beat my ass. What do you think?"
"What are you talking about?" Nicki asked seriously. Lauren snatched her shades off her face, and moved her bang out of the way. She had a black eye, and she had three big gashes on her forehead.
"Why didnt you tell me and Candi about this?" Nicki stated as she looked over and noticed that Candi was a little too calm. "Dont tell me you knew about him beating her ass, and NOBODY told me about this!?!"
Candi looked away. Nicki looked between Candi and Lauren. She was beyond livid. She got up from the table, and picked Allianna up out of her high chair. Nicki grabbed her purse, and her diaper bag.
"Yall wrong. What about never keeping secrets from one another." Nicki said before throwing a $100 dollar bill on the table. She looked at Candi, and Lauren one last time before she turned, and walked toward the door. Once she reached it she looked to make sure there was no paps around, and Nicki walked out... Not looking back.

Candi looked at Nicki walking out of the door, then at Lauren.
"What the hell made you say that?" She asked.
"I dont know. I got caught up." Lauren said in defense.
"No your black ass got us hung. Now she mad at us."
"I didnt mean to Candi."
"Oh My God. Fuck it. Let's go." Candi said getting up from the table but then she stopped.
"Wait.... I came here to eat, and thats exactly what Im going to do." She said walking back to the table, and sitting down. Lauren looked at the door, then at Candi. She had been through alot before, and now was being hit with more obstacles; But she knew she would make it pass and everything would be back to normal.

Nakia was walking up to Nicki's house door when someone crept up from behind her and grabbed her waist. She jumped forward, and turned around swinging. The person dodged her punches, kicks, and grabbed her hands.
"Chill Nic damn." Nakia stopped moving and pushed the person's hoody off.
"What the fuck do you want?"
"Thats the hello I get. Really Nicki?"
"You damn right." Nakia smirked rolling her eyes, and stumbling up to her door.
"Why you acting like that toward me?"
"I dont even know your black ass so you can leave." Nakia snarled while unlocking the door, and walking inside. Just as she was about to shut the door, the man put his foot in the crack.
"Stop playing stupid Nicki. You know who the fuck I am."
"Who do you think you are talking to & I suggest unless you want a chainsaw going through your ankle you move your foot." Ziare looked at Nakia and pushed the door open, walking in the house. She looked at him like the fool he was.
"Why dont you get your monkey ass out, and leave me alone?"
"Cause I dont want to, and Im not going to." Ziare said walking up on Nakia. "And there is nothing you can do about it." Nakia looked at him, and smirked she walked over to the closet, and opened it. She kicked off her tennis shoes, and hung up her bags.
"Where is Allianna?" Ziare asked. Nakia looked at him, then reached on top of the closet for this box.
"She is with her uncle."
"Why the fuck...." Before Ziare could finish his sentence, Nakia had him pinned against a wall with a nine millermeter at his crotch.
"Im about sick of your high yellow bootleg Laz Alonzo wanna be stank ass! You have been bothering us over, and over when you know we dont want your ass!! Now Nicki has been the nice guy, she has been sweet to you about leaving her alone BUT I GUESS that I have to tell you...." Nakia backed away from Ziare, and cocked the gun. She then put it right on top of his dick.
"If I see you bothering Nicki or coming around I will PERSONALLY blow your little dick, and balls off!!! You got it? Huh, You little punk bitch!?! You got it?"
"You better chill, you arent going to punk me. Im a man." Nakia moved the gun, and shot it a can off the counter in the kitchen. Ziara jumped, and Nakia grabbed his neck.
"You see that.... You see how much good aim I got? Next time it will be you body organ. Now get your PUNK BITCH ASS OUT!" She yelled pushing him toward the door. Ziare turned red in the face. He pulled out this big envelope, and threw it on the floor.
"Maybe you should look at that. Goodbye." Ziare said walking out the house. Nakia looked at the envelope, and ran over to the door. She opened it, and yelled out.
"And with eight inches.... Bew Bew, You aint no MAN."
"Fuck You!!!" Ziare said looking back at her.
"Awww the little boy is mad... Want some cookies & milk to make you feel better?" Nakia said in a baby voice. Ziare shook his head, and walked off of Nicki's property. Nakia laughed while walking back in the house.
"Better leave..... Punk ass."

The Next Day

Safaree walked into Nicki's house early this morning. He heard alot of noise coming from the kitchen, and Allianna crying. He shook his head, and threw his keys in the bowl. Safaree walked into the living room, where the crying was coming from. As soon as he walked in Alli spotted him.
"Alli-Cat give mommy a few minutes.... I have to pack your bag." Nicki yelled from the kitchen. Safaree looked at Alli, and walked over to her. As soon as he made it right in front of her she was reaching for him. He pulled her up out of her play pin, and rocked her in his arms. Alli was still crying, but was calming down slowly. She was cough hard, and Safaree didnt like how it sounded. He made a mental note to talk to the doctor about this today. He sat down on the couch, and continued rocking Alli. She climbed up his body, and put her head on his shoulder. She balled up her legs, and her little butt was in the air. Alli then put her thumb in her mouth, and dozed off to sleep. Safaree looked at her, and smiled. He was such a proud dad.
"Okay Alli mommy is here." Nicki yelled again coming out of the kitchen.
"Shhhhhh!!!! She's sleep." Safaree said whispering. Nicki smirked, and sat the diaper bag on the couch.
"I have to get my shoes, and we can go." She whispered. Safaree nodded.
"Im going to the car. Just come out there when you are done."
"Okay" Nicki said running up the stairs. Safaree grabbed Alli's diaper bag, and walked into the foyer. He grabbed his keys out of the bowl, and out the house he had business.
Nicki walked into her room, and ran to her closet. She grabbed her Fendi heels and sat down on her bed. She slipped them on while looking at herself in the mirror. She got up, and ran over to get her purse, and phone off her dresser. Just as Nicki picked up her purse she noticed this envelope. She picked it up, and shook it. Nicki was just about to open it, when Safaree beeped the horn. She shook her head, and reached to open it again but Safaree beeped again holding the horn.
"Oh My God! Im coming you big cock.... Wait you have a..... COMING!" Nicki yelled grabbing her phone. She turned around, and threw the elvelope on top of the suitcases she had packed for Memphis. Just like that Nicki was running down the stairs to Safaree's car.

"What got into you last night Onika?"
"What are you talking about? Turn down this street." Nicki stated point to the right.
"You cussed me out, and said I was broke. Like, what was your point behind doing that?" Safaree asked making a right.
"I dont remember cussing you out."
"Nicki, Yes you do. Dont play."
"No I dont. Make a left here." Nicki responded.
"Why are you lying to me?" Safaree asked making a left. He drove down the street and stopped at the stop light.
"I am not lying. I dont remember going off on you. The last thing I remember is walking in the room, you walking over to me, and rubbing my arms."
"Onika! Stop lying." Nicki grabbed Safaree's face so he was looking at her.
"I am not lying to you. I have never, and I repeat NEVER lied to you." When Safaree looked at her in the eyes he could tell that she wasnt lying. She was actually telling the truth.
"So if it wasnt you that cussed me out. Who is it?"
"I'll be damn if I know. Maybe you was dreaming." Nicki said pecking his lips. "Make a right."
Safaree looked at her curiously, and made the right turn. Nicki caught his stare.
"What? Im not supposed to kiss you."
"I didnt say a word."
"Okay. Sooooo...." Nicki turned his face to look out the wind shield. "Focus on the road." Safaree, started laughing, and then Nicki giggled behind him.

Doctor's Office (Allianna's Appointment)

"Okay... Mr. & Mrs. Samuels..." Dr. Swevenport started as he walked in the room but Nicki cut him off.
"Maraj.... Ms.Maraj." Safaree side eyed her as she said that.
"My mistake, Ms. Maraj & Mr. Samuels.... We had to give Allianna some blood from the blood bank in the hospital."
"For what!?!" Nicki yelled.
"Calm down, We had did some blood work on her. When we removed the needle, she didnt stop bleeding. Which lead to her losing alot of blood...." Dr. Swevenport stopped for a pause.
"Mhmm. Continue." Safaree said standing up.
"I was going to come and see if one of you could give blood, but that would have caused me to make double trips. So I went over you two's blood type before I came up here."
"You beating around the bush. Tell us whats up doc."
"There is no way possible that you Mr. Samuels can be Allianna's father." Dr. Swevenport stated. "I think Im going to be sick!" Nicki said running out of the room holding her stomach, and her mouth. Safaree features harden, as he watched her.
"What the fuck do you mean?" Safaree asked.
"You are blood type A-Negative. Ms. Maraj is blood type A. Its almost impossible for you two to have a child with blood type B."
"What do you mean almost impossible?"
"Meaning its a 97% chance that you arent Allianna's birth father. But then again you can be apart of that slim to none."
"So what do you suggest?"
"Get a DNA test. Then you will know for sure." Safaree started rubbing his hands together. He sat down in the chair, and put his face in his hands. He was mad, and hurt. He couldnt believe what he was just told. Safaree felt that every time he tried to make him, and Nicki work something would pop up, and ruin the happiness. Usually it would be something small but this was a blow to his gut. When Nicki walked back in the room, Dr. Swevenport felt the tension fall in the room.
"Im going to get Alli from the nurse, I'll bring her discharge papers." He walked out of the room before anything was said to him. Nicki walked over to her purse, and pulled out her phone. She started playing with it to avoid looking at Safaree.
"Why Onika? How could you?"
"I need you to take me to the airport from here. Manny went by my house to get my bags." Nicki said nonchalant.
"Man, Whatever!" Safaree said getting up. "I'll be in the car." He walked out of the room, the same time Dr. Swevenport was walking back in with Allianna. She was crying, and had her hand on her arm. Nicki walked up to the doctor, and grabbed Alli slowly.
"She might be a little sore from the shots, and the blood drawing we did. Here is a something that you can get at your local pharmacy. Its a numbing cream. Rub it on the sore spots with a cue tip. Dont use too much. Other than that everything else was good. Now, when it comes to that siezure she had I want you to keep her as calm as possible. Keep the stress to a minimum with her, and thats all. She is discharge, and yall may leave." Dr. Swevenport concluded handing Nicki the papers.
"Okay, Thank you doctor."
"You are very welcome Ms. Maraj.... See you next month Alli." He said reaching to touch Allianna's cheeks but she pushed his hand, and turned her head. He smiled, and walked out the room. Nicki walked over to the chair, and sat down. She pulled the car seat off the bed, and sat it on the floor in front of her. She pulled Alli from her shoulder, and sat her in the seat. Nicki pulled the side straps over Alli's arms, and buckled them. She grabbed her purse, and her phone. Nicki stood up and picked up the car seat.  She slowly walked out the door into the hallway. She didnt know what to expect when she got in the car with Safaree, and that put her on edge.

Memphis, TN {Fourty- Five Minutes Before The Show}

Nicki was sitting in her dressing room in silence. She was praying, and thinking about alot. She thought back to everything that happened yesterday. She remembered the drive to the airport being so awkward, and quiet. Safaree looked so blank in the face, it was somewhat like his mind was completely empty. She had never seen that look on his face but one time. That was back when they was fifteen, and she asked him about his dad. He told her about how his dad walked out on his mom, his sisters, and him after his little sister was born. Although he had that blank look on his face, she could still see the hurt and pain in his eyes. When she looked at him she saw hurt but she also saw anger.
"Are you okay?" She remember herself asking.
"If you dont mind.... I dont want to talk about it." Safaree stated as a response. Nicki remembered looking at him after he said that, and feeling guilty. She didnt mean to hurt him or cause him this pain. She fully believe that Safaree was Allianna's father.
"Allianna...." Nicki said. She thought about what happened in the airport. She remembered Manny saying the jet was there, and everyone hugging Alli, and walking off. She went, and took Alli from Safaree. Nicki hugged, kissed, and held Alli until she really needed to leave. When she tried to pass Alli back to Safaree she wrapped her little arms tighter around Nicki's neck. She also tried to wrap her legs around Nicki, and began crying. Nicki looked at Safaree, and he walked up pulling Alli from her. She got her bag, while Alli was screaming and kicking trying to get to her. Nicki felt herself tearing up, and she turned her back walking to the gate to board the jet.
"We are going to do the black kinky poofy wig, with the NY pink and black fitted. Right Nic?" Terrence asked breaking Nicki from her trance.
"Right. Im going for a girl biker look tonight mixed with my hood look."
"Oh really?" Terrence asked putting the wig on Nic's head.
"Yes!! Im wearing my tight black jeans, and a dark pink shirt that cuffs my body. Also my black leather jacket with the dark pink designs on the back and Im going to wear my old 'Beez In The Trap' chain one of my barbz in New York gave me, my Roman chain, and my 'Svengali' chain, and my bambo earrings."
"Oh so you are going to freeze this arena up?" Joyce said walking into the dressing room laughing. She handed Nicki he lr clothes bag.
"Hell Yeah!" Nicki said slapping high fives with her.
"Mhmm. Safaree taught her!" Terrence said laughing while Nic and Joyce dead faced him "What? You know he did. Anywho, Your wig is on, and glossy."
"Okay, Guys go out, and let me get dressed. Joyce tell Marco to come guard the door."
"Okay. I'll tell him." Joyce said stopping before she walked out. Terrence went around her. Just as she was about to walk out again she stopped.
"Nic, Manny said to tell you when we leave here in the morning we have to go to New Orleans. Wayne wants you to preform with him."
"Okay!!" Nicki said clapping her hands. "I cant wait to see them! I miss my YMCMB fam."
"Im glad we going to New...."
"Let her get dressed she has to make it to the stage." Manny said cutting Joyce off. He pulled her out the door, and shut it. Nicki laughed at them, and went to get dressed.

"OMG! We have been in search of Nic's dressing room for a hour, and a half. Latrice, You sure you heard the announcement on the radio right?"
"Yes Monay. I heard them say, and I quote 'The Queen of Hip Hop' will be gracing us with her presense with The Throne at the Fedex Forum. This is the biggest show since Slick Rick, and Dougie Fresh in the 80's."
"Well it doesnt look like she is here." Mari said shaking her head.
"Come on guys. Have some faith.... I think Nicki is here." Latrice said in defense.
"Im with Latrice. Mari, you came down here from Detroit. I came up here from Birmingham. Monay... dont you stay here? Either way, We all worked hard to come see her tonight and we will. Lets turn this corner." Arie said walking in front of them. Monay, and Mari shook their head standing in one spot. Latrice looked at them, and pushed them until they caught up with Arie.
"Yooooo.... Yall see that man that standing in front of that door down that hallway. I thinks thats HB."
"You thinks Arie?"
"Yes Latrice, I thinks."
"Thinks aint a word hoe." Latrice said back.
"It is in my vocabulary."
"Well my foot is going to be up in yall vocabulary if yall dont start bussing a move." Mari said interjecting. Arie, and Latrice raised a eyebrow, and stared at her. She slapped them back in the head, and walked passed them.
"Raise a eyebrow at that." Latrice ran up behind her,and kicked her in the back of her knee. Arie watched them go back and forth as she laughed. Latrice, and Mari began laughing and walking toward the man. Arie ran to catch up with them, while Monay was standing in the same spot.
"Where is Monay?" Latrice asked turning her head fast.
"I dont know but if you continue that Ima ask Nic for her pope number." Mari said laughing.
"She all the way back there." Arie said pointing.
"Im about sick of this shy ass girl." Mari said storming off toward Monay. She grabbed her arm, and yanked Monay all the way down the hall.
"That's my bestie!!!" Latrice said cracking up. Arie was standing there shocked. When they caught up with Latrice, and Arie they all continued toward what supposedly Nicki's dressing room.

Just as Nicki laced up her black boots with the glow in the dark pink bottom she heard loud yelling. She walked over to the door, and listened.
"Look here you big rat! We asked you was Nicki in this room. Now tell us you fat Steve Harvey look alike." Nicki laughed at that remark. She always wanted to tell Marco to cut high top fade, and the fact that his lips looked like to black inflated ballons didn't make it no better.
"OMG!!! You dont hear well do you? Okay, Let me make this clear. If you dont tell me that Nic is in here Im going to gut you like the big ass bass you look like!" Nicki eyes blasted when she heard that comment, and she opened the door quickly.
"BARBZ! Simmer please." Arie froze up, Latrice was still laughing, Mari was looking side to side, and Monay stood behind everyone. Nicki looked at Marco standing in front of her. She reached up, and tapped his shoulder.
"Marco, You may go back up where the stage is."
"Are you sure Nicki?"
"Yes she is sure. We are not gonna hurt her." Mari said looking at the guy. "Now hit squares." Marco looked back at Nicki.
"You heard her." Nicki said as he walked off. She then walked out of her dressing room doorway, and looked at the girls. She stared at Mari, and Latrice.
"I know you too!" She said. Mari looked at Latrice and winked.
"How HB?" Mari asked.
"You two came to my 'surprise' birthday party."
"Well then you do remember us." Latrice stated smiling.
"Dont be so sure bestie. Whats our names?"
"You are my Detroit Playa Sylmaria..." Nicki said pinching Mari's cheeks. "And you are my Alaskan Huny Bear Latrice." Nicki said pulling Trice's ear. She then turned, and looked at Arie, and Monay.
"I've seen you two before with...... You!" Nicki said pointing back to Latrice.
"Yes. You met us on your PF tour stop in Birmingham." Arie said.
"Did I give yall nicknames?"
"N...N... No." Monay managed to get out.
"OOP! Lemme think of two good ones. Whats your names?" Nicki said tapping her chin.
"Look at her yall. Acting like its hard." Nicki looked at Mari and chuckled.
"Pauz Barb!.... Now whats yall names again?"
"Im Arie, and she is Monay."
"Okay.... Hmmm.... Arie Ducati & MoNoRo."
"Who is she supposed to be Nic? Malika Monroe, Marilyn's black sister?"  Latrice asked. Mari started screaming laughing.
"That was a good one bestie!" She said. They hit each other hands.
"Stadium you two." Nicki said looking at them with a smirk.
"NICKI!!! Time For You To Hit The Stage!!!!" Manny yelled down the hall.
"Okay!" Nicki said taking off toward the stage but she came to a abrupt stop. She turned around, and ran back to the girls.
"How about you guys stand backstage? Then when I get done we go back to my hotel room, and have some real fun. Would yall like to do that?" Monay stepped forward.
"HB, I think I can speak for all of us when I say....... HELL YEAH!!!!" Nicki laughed, and grabbed her hand as well as Latrice's. Monay grabbed Arie, Latrice grabbed Mari and they took off running toward the stage with Nicki.

The Marriot {11:28pm}
"How did the pajamas fit girls?" Nicki asked coming out of the master bedroom in the suite.
"Great! Theh showing off my curves." Mari said twerking in the middle of the floor.
"Woah...... & They fit great." Monay said sitting down on the couch.
"Arie Ducati , Did you get the kinect set up?"
"Almost done." Arie said pulling cords into the tv. Nicki looked around for a quick second.
"Where is Huny Bear?" She asked.
"She in the bathroom on the phone with her boo. They was arguing from what I heard." Monay said eating some Sour Patch Kids, and Cheetos.
"Mhm. She sure is!" Mari said co-signing Monay eating a Reese Cup. Nicki grabbed a few M&M's. "Nun uh. No boo's tonight." Nicki said as there was a knock at the door. She ate the candy quickly.
"That has to be the pizza. Monay get the $100 dollar bill off the table, and give it to him.  Whatever is the change give it as a tip. Im going to get Ms. Boo'd Up." Nicki said walking over to the bathroom on the other side of the suite. When she made it to the door she heard faint sobs.
"Trice......Trice..... Tri." Nicki said knocking.
"Its open." Latrice yelled then went back to crying. Nicki opened the door to see her sitting on the counter with her phone next to her.
"Aww Barb, Whatever the problem is it will be okay. Just come enjoy us." Nicki said walking closer to her. Latrice reached on the side her her, and picked up the can of green silly string, and sprayed Nicki with the whole can. She busted out laughing.
"I got her yall!!" She yelled as Mari, Monay, and Arie ran to see. They all looked at Nicki cracking up. She pulled the silly string off her face, and out of her hair. The girls had talked her into taking off her wig. Nicki walked pass Latrice to the other side of the sink, and pulled out this big water gun.
"Yoooo! Thats the Water Maralic Stacker Dexter Blaster 6000!" Arie yelled. Latrice, Monay, and Mari looked at her with eyebrows raised, and blasted eyes.
"I knew something was weird about you." Monay said to Arie just before Nicki sprayed her in the hair. Nicki then got Latrice in the face, and got Arie all over. Nicki couldnt get Mari cause she was using Arie for a sheild. Mari then ran, and Nicki chased her but Mari had Monay as a sheild then. They all cracked up, at Nicki jumping over couches, and tables trying to get Mari.
After it was all said, and done all the girls except Nicki, and Mari was changing. Nicki looked at Mari doing the choreo for Smooth Criminal, and was cracking. She then got up, and did it with her.
"Get it HB! Ayyyee!" Mari said as she watched Nicki. Nicki then did the lean, and Mari went crazy. "Owwwww!!!! Nic you killed it!" She yelled.
"You know how I do barb." Nicki said smiling, then grabbed her stomach, and her head.
"Whats wrong?..... Nic?" Mari said grabbing Nicki's arm. She slowly sat her down on the couch.
"Calm down Barb. Im okay. Just a little light headed." Nicki said lowly. "Get me some of those Utz chips." "When was the last time you ate?" Mari asked as she did what Nicki said.
"Last night." Nicki stated eating the chips.
"Last night!?! Oh Noooo! Where is our chinese food?"
"It should've been here. Call the number on the note pad and see what is taking them so long." Nicki said.
"Dont tell me you eat cat-dog Nicki." Latrice said coming out of the room with Monay following her.
"Whaaaa!?!" Nicki said looking at her.
"Foh! Shut up! Thats what she calls chinese food."
"Ahhhh!" Nicki said laughing. "Cat...... Dog!" She said before she fell out across the couch. Another knock came to the door.
"I'll get it." Monay said getting up from the love seat biting her slice of pizza. Nicki sat up, and looked at Latrice while laughing.
"Wow barb." She said. "MoNoRo, Get the other $100 and do the same thing you did with the pizza man."
"Okay." She said opening the door. She took the food, and handed the man the money. "What is left over is your tip."
"Thanks son." The man said.
"Wait!!!!" Mari screamed. "A nigga trapped in a chinese man body. I CAY-NT!"
"AintNobodyGotTimeForThat!" Latrice said fast as she did the kick in the Billie Jean choreo. Monay busted out laughing.
"Goodnight sir." She said before shutting the door.

"Arie! Why didnt you cut that!?" Mari yelled.
"I cant cut my HB." Arie said in her defense.
"Well, she cut you. & if they make this blind ten guess what!"
"What?"
"They WIN!" Mari said getting up. "I quit. Nicki isnt gonna beat me."
"Sorry to tell you playa but me, and Huny Bear beat yall. We made our blind ten. MoNoRo whats the score?"
"Nicki & Trice 564. Mari & Arie 468."
"Awww, Dont be a sore loser bestie." Trice said as she was getting up but Mari pushed the top of her head causing her to fall back down. Nicki stood up from the coffee table.
"OOP, Nicki you getting thick in them thighs." Arie said looking at her.
"Safaree hitting it from the back." Monay said lowly before sipping her pepsi.
"What!?!" Nicki yelled.
"Nic.... Dont lie. SB hitting that? He dropping it in your tank?" Mari asked.
"Woah.... Time for bed barbz."
"Nooooooo!" All of the girls said in unison.
"Nope. Nun Uh. Time for bed." Nicki said walking toward the other rooms.
"Oooookay." The girls said in unison again, walking over to where Nicki was.
"Okay Barbz, I didnt quite plan this. So there is only on bed in each room. But they are king sized." Nicki stated.
"So Mari and Monay go in this room." Nicki said pointing to her right. "Arie, and Latrice in this room" She said pointing to the room on the left. Mari automatically started laughing out loud. Latrice looked at her, and dead faced her.
"You stupid dawg. You irritating." Latrice said walking into the room.
"Goodnight Arie." Mari said laughing walking into the room. Monay walked in their room, while Arie walked in thr room where Latrice went.
Nicki laughed at all of them, and went to straighten up the room. She threw away all the cans, wrappers, and bags. She heard her phone beep indicating that the battery was low. After she finished cleaning up, she ran to her room, and put her phone on charger. She then decided to send out a text.

Baby Momma: I know you are angry, and hurt by what the doctor said yesterday. We can have a talk as soon as I get back to New York. I would be back tmrw but Wayne wants me to preform with him tmrw night so I am going to New Orleans. If Allianna becomes too much for you right now take her to Tyesha. I love you. Kiss Alli for me, and tell her I love her too. Goodnight.

After Nicki sent that text, she got up, and went to check on the girls one more time before she retired for some rest. When she made it back to the other side of the suite, she walked into Mari & MoNoRo's room first. She looked at them laying on their sides of the bed. She walked over, and pulled the cover up on both of them. She kissed each of them on the forhead before turning off the lamp, and walking out the door. She left it open though.
Nicki then walked over to Arie & Latrice's room. She walked in to only see Trice sitting up sleep, and Arie sprawled out. Nicki smirked because she remembered many nights when Safaree would sleep wild, and she would sleep sitting up so she didnt get hit in the head. Some nights she would fight him back, when he was sleep and she was awake. Then when he would wake up, she would pretend to be sleep. Nicki laughed, and walked to Arie's side of the bed. She pulled the cover up on her, and rubbed her hand. She then walked to Trice's side. Just as she was about to flick off the lamp Latrice opened her eyes.
"I can tell something is bothering you HB but just do what you tell us to do, and pray." Nicki looked at her, and smiled.
"I will Huny Bear." She said before turning the lamp off. She kissed Trice on the forehead too before walking toward the door.
"Oh, and Nic?"
"Yes?"
"I know you be riding that mandingo from the back." Latrice said smirking.
"Onikafaree...." Nicki whispered as she looked at her, and winked. Nicki watched Trice smile, and get comfortable in the bed. She turned back around, and walked out. Nicki stood outside of both bedrooms looking at them sleep.
"My babies." Was the last thing she said before she retired to her side of the suite to get some much awaited rest.

The Next Morning {6:00am}
Nicki had been up for one hour now. She had gotten a shower, got dressed, and had ate breakfast. She was sitting waiting for Manny to come get her, and let her know that the cars was there. She was writing a letter to the Latrice. Just as she finished it up, Manny had knocked on the door, then walked in fast.
"Yo! Yo! Yo! Time to hit the N.O."
"SHHHHHHH!!!!!! The barbz are still resting." Nicki whispered while waving her hand.
"You didnt wake them up?"
"No. Let them rest. They was up late last night."
"Nicki.... Im checking out the room once we leave."
"No. Pay it up for another 3 days. Let them enjoy this room. Plus, I have a stylist bringing me some clothes to New Orleans. Im going to leave my whole suitcase that I packed. Let them pick out what they want, or can fit, or can have for memories."
"Are you sure?"
"Do I look like Im joking?"
"But Nic...."
"What did I say Manny?"
"Okay Boss lady."
"Okay. Get my purse, and stand outside the door." Manny did what Nicki told him. She had room service bring up some breakfast for the barbz. She walked over to the t.v. and turned it off. She went, and peeped in the rooms.
"Still sleeping soundly." Nicki grabbed the pink paper she wrote the letter on, and sat it on the nightstand by Latrice's bed. And just like that she was gone like a theif in the night.
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Welp..... There you have it folks. I know a few of yall might like Nakia now. Right?
S/o to Huny Bear! *drops a bomb*
S/o to Ms. Detroit Playa! *drops a bomb*
S/o to MoNoRo- Marilyn's black sister! *drops a bomb*
S/o to Arie Ducati! *drops 40 bombs*
Ayyyyyyeeeeeee!!!! *twerks* Next Stop: NEW ORLEANS!!!! NOLA!!! *plays a bounce mix of Your Love* I wonder who Nic will see there. Hmmm *thinks*